*when I recall the mistakes I've made in the past I feel like bringing hell to earth*
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Asachi drove back to his house, he went straight to his room and took off his clothes, he held his belt on his right hand and stared straight at his reflection in the mirror.
"I'm sorry for all I did, I'm sorry for all those life's I took with my hands, I'm sorry I'm so much of a loser and a coward." he said as he whipped himself with the belt on his bare body. He felt so ashamed of himself he kept hitting himself as he crawled to the ground in pain he stared at the blood flowing down from his open wounds which he had inflicted to himself he began to laugh like a maniac as he stared at the mirror his eyes were red and tears rolled down.
This wasn't a new thing to him he always did this when he came back home and his past hunts him but he stopped when he became friends with Adria, but now he doesn't know how to stop himself he stared at his eyes which was puffy and red due to his crying he closed his eyes and tried to take in everything.
But then he heard his doorbell ring, he swiftly dashed to his bathroom and spilled water on his face and wore a normal shirt. When he came out he went to the sitting room and saw that Sofia was already inside, She wasn't happy but she wanted to see him when she saw him his eyes were red and it looked like he had been suffering, she felt sorry as she thought it was because of the issues they had.
Asachi stared at her for a while and then she opened her arms, he immediately embraced her as he buried his face in her shoulders and cried softly, Sofia was surprise to see him like that she patted his back softly as she kissed his hair and whispered softly "It's ok." She assured.
He nodded and cleaned his eyes Sofia placed a kiss on his forehead and they both sat down Asachi placed his head on her stomach and closed his eyes.
"Are you ok?." she asked worriedly
He nodded as a reply, they stayed like that for a while and eventually slept off.
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Adria tried to control herself as Yan Chen cried in her arms. She coaxed her and told her it was all fine and she just needed to get a good sleep.
When Yan Chen let her leave she went straight to her room and closed her door she immediately crawled to the ground as she hugged her knees and sobbed silently.
All she needed was peace of mind was it so hard to ask. Everytime, every single time bad things keeps happening to her.
From birth till now things has been sour, what was wrong with her life, what was she doing wrong, why do these nasty things have to happen to her she stood up and walked to the mirror she stared at her reflection for a while wondering if something was wrong with her she threw the glass vase that was on the table at her reflection shattering the mirror to few pieces she hissed immediately because she had been hurt herself she stared at her bleeding hand and chuckled bitterly.
"Your never going to grow up are you?." she heard a familiar voice and looked at the mirror immediately and saw there she saw his reflection.
"Ryan." she whispered
"Why do you keep making a mess huh." He folded his arms like he was gonna scold a child.
"I'm…I'm sorry." she said "I'm gonna clean it just wait right here your gonna see I'll clean up my mess." She dashed to her dressing room and brought some cleaning stuff and began to pick up the shattered glasses.
"You see I'm doing it." She said not mind the pain she felt cause as she kept picking them up some kept piercing into her fingers but she didn't flinch as she was determined to clean it up.
When she was done she stared at the mirror and the figure which was there earlier was gone.
"Ryan." she whispered "Ryan!." She screamed as tears blurred her eyes "Ryan don't do this, Ryan please come back." she cried as she knelt down and buried her face on the floor.
Outside her room
Haru and Yan Chen knew she had been having a hard time, they stood at her door and listen to her voice she was really in agony or better still a mentally unstable state. When they heard sounds of glasses shattering they were really stunned and began to knock they had never witnessed her in such a mood.
They kept banged at the door but they got no reply.
"Ma'am are you ok are you in there." haru screamed as he was really worried.
He immediately dashed to the sitting room he picked up his phone and dialed Berlina's number when the line went through he spoke in a rush as he was really worried and didn't know what to do.
Berlina strained to hear him but what she got was Adria locked herself in her room and is refusing to let them in and she had also shattered glasses.
Berlina shut her eyes she knew this was going to happen sooner or later. Pain doesn't leave like that you could only suppress them and when a little thing happens you blow up and she had been to selfless lately which was a little sign of vulnerability if only she could just be a bit selfish just for once maybe they wouldn't be where they are, Berlina's hand tightened as she cleared her voice and said. "Tell her I'm there and I'm asking her to open the door."
Haru was a bit unsure about Berlina's word but he was desperate so he went to the Adria's room immediately, he called out to Adria telling her Berlina was there but they wasn't any reply, he went back to Berlina to report.
Berlina told him to put on the Bluetooth and connect it to there call then take it to her room and when he does that he should notify her.