And again, no matter how she ignore the word 'Love', Xiao Mei Zhi was supposed to know what her feelings was but since it was due to her experiences, the feelings was passed out from her league. There was nothing to hide, no sentiments shaped in her heart, not even a glimpse of appreciating Valor.
There was no man she had wished for, longed for, no man that she adored, the man that she even plan on marrying? That was not even part of her future plan.
So when Doctor told her that her assignment was to find love, she did not want to know what was the whole thing and inspite of running away previously, she had helped herself to go back in the office, her escape was a half success, however, the consequences that she has to face, she chose to do it and continue the process, even if she forced her own will.