Prologue: Love Is Not Over
"Love is so painful
Goodbyes are even more painful
I can't go on if you're not here
Love me, love me
Come back to my arms"
Outro: Love Is Not Over, BTS (방탄소년단).
COURTNEY'S POV
"I love you so much..." is the only word came out of my lips while my tears dripping from my eyes.
I just wanted him to know how much I love him since the day I met him, but he doesn't want to believe it either.
"I will do everything, please Timothy don't leave me." I knelt down in front of him and beg not to leave me. While my eyes didn't stop shedding tears.
Grains of rain are started to fell, as if it is syncing to what I feel right now.
I thought he would feel sorry for me, I want him to see how devastated I am right now.
" Stop this Courtney, even if you cry a river of blood, I really don't want to love you anymore." Timothy said,
And my world literally stopped working. My feet can't move, and I'm starting to feel numb.
" I don't understand Angelo, Why? please explain it to me. We're okay yesterday, weren't we? Please "
I beg while looking on his eyes, but he just averted his eyes and looked up and touched the middle of his nose.
" Please Love, please? " Again I beg.
I hold his hands and catch his gaze, but he really did his best to avoid it.
In an unexpected moment he suddenly burst out his anger that I didn't expect. He said words that really broke my heart
" What is your problem Courtney huh!? How many times should I tell you that I don't love you anymore, and I didn't really love you. I just used you, okay? Because I knew I would benefit from you! So please, please, please! Stop this! Stop doing this and don't show your face ever again." He shouted out of his frustration.
"Is this the end?" I bit my lips to stop myself from sobbing.
At once, he pulled me using my both arms and looked at me as if I were the most pitiful and stupid woman he had ever seen and meet in his entire life.
" Please Courtney, stop I don't love you anymore. Please understand that. " He added.
He stepped backward and shake his head as if he is tired on this conversation, he slowly turned around and was ready to leave at any moment. But I did not let him, I chased him and hugged him again. He stopped and pushed me very hard that causes me to fell on the ground.
he didn't hesitate to get on his car and turned it on, as if he didn't know me and left me.
He left me dumbfounded.
Not only that, but he left me crying,
He left me in the middle of the road like a wet chick with no one to take care of me.
It's hurts,
Now I'm all alone and feeling lonely.
"Remember this is the last time I will cry in front of you Timothy. I loved you so much, but you hurt me, you left me as if I was nothing and worthless." while shedding a thousands of tears in the middle of the rain.
Now my heart is grieving and suffering from the pain that I myself have caused.
"I still love you" I whispered.
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