"This is the real you and this is the real me
Now we've seen the end and not even resentment is left
I've woken up from the sweet dream and I close my eyes
This is the real you and this is the real me"
Outro: Tear, BTS (방탄소년단).
VIRGO
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(처녀 자리)
4 years ago .......
It's Monday again and another story for a school activity again. Here I am in the Batibot a waiting area of some students who are waiting their for next classes. It's been eleven o'clock in the morning, and I'm still here and stared on the floor and imagine nonsense, I need to wait almost 3 hours for my second and last class today. Hmm? What should I do?
Hmm? One more year and I'll be able to graduate from college with a Bachelor of Arts in Journalism, but until now I'm living my life as a pig who always eat a lot and a lazy ass b*tch here in our house. Well, I participated a lot of online jobs such as live streamers, social Influencer or etc., but I'm not qualified because I don't have any experiences about that field. I really did my best but na ah! Soon if I will graduate from in college, the first thing I will do is to work abroad and of course make a lot of money. I will everything I want like houses, cars, luxury bags, anything that fulfills my dreams and of course I will marry my idol Enzo Timothy Cabañero of the global boy band group Virgos.
Anyways, Virgos is a global boy band group that represent by Korea. It consists 5 members which are Gray Anderson — the Lead Vocalist, Jonathan Park the Drummer, Shawn Lee the Guitarist, Justin Kim the Rapper and Enzo Timothy Cabañero the leader and the Main Vocalist. Kyaaaaah!
Hays! Anyways, what a boring day! I will just watch videos on tiktok, or I will watch Lisa's of Blackpink solo debut, I just wanna waste my time because exactly two o'clock in the afternoon, I have another class with one of my majors.
Scroll, scroll, scroll, scroll
Kyaaaaaah!
Oh, my! Oh, my!! It's Timothy, it's Timothy! Aww he's so very handsome!
While I was watching video of my crush on TikTok, my eyes form a heart shape in joy. I felt Ethel sitting next to me and says,
"What is it again? Don't tell me, it's that a Virgo thing? Stop that please? You are giving me a goosebumps every time I saw your eyes shining like an idiot. I'm telling you, you are just wasting your time okay? Just get your books and read it!" She yelled as if I'm the craziest fanatic girl.
Well, she's actually my smart and rich friend that always help me in everything even answering my mathematics seat works and home works. Okay thanks to her, because of her I passed every exam and quizzes. She's the best (insert being sarcastic).
" jinjeonghada (진정하다)!, jinjeonghada (진정하다)! yeoja agi (여자 아기)." speaking and act as if I'm in a Korean drama.
"Shut up!" she yelled and roll her eyes.
"HAHAHAHAHAHA" I laugh because she easily get annoyed by me.
I really don't know why she didn't like K-pop music, duh! Everyone does love it anyway. She's too overreact about it. And also, she's a fan of OPM. So, that's understandable tho.
" Annyeonghasibnikka! (안녕하십니까)" Eric arrived and greet with a smirk on his sleep and look at me.
Ethel hissed and continue what she's doing.
For your information, Eric is my gay friend, and he is also a fan of a Virgos and his bias is Gray the lead Vocalist of the group.
"Courtney, I saw your tweet a while ago! Where did you get that photos! Oh my God! Accgkkk! Share it to me!" He shrieked.
"Okay Baby girl" I teased while grinning and look to Ethel who are busy reading her book.
By the way, Eric is super excited about the fact that I downloaded a photo of Gray, it was a mirror shot wearing only a jersey short and displaying his 8 packs abs.
I Look at him and I wanted to tell him that a rare photo of Gray but I saw something.
"Yah, Baklaaa! Stop drooling, eww" I told him, I literally saw his saliva fell on his lips.
"Your gross eww" I added and look at him with the disgust face.
He didn't bothered to wipe it of and just continue what he is doing.
Krriiiiiiiiiinngggggggggg!!
It's a university bell indicated that it's already time for the next subjects. Every one hour that bell rang.
Ethel suddenly spoke up and arrange her things.
"Guys it's already 2:00 in the afternoon, let's go to our room." while fixing her things.
We went together for our next class, while we are walking Eric opened a new topic.
"Courtney, what is your plan for tomorrow? Do you want to audition online? XXII entertainment will have an global online audition for this year, you are good at singing eh, why don't try? maybe it's your time to flaunt your talent." Eric proposed to me as if he's one of the judge.
"Are kidding me Dude? As if! Do you think they will choose me? Duh! it's a big NO" I answered him without stopping by walking.
He suddenly hit me on the arm and follow me.
"Just give it a try, Just try it girl. We will support you. And b*tch stop calling me Dude! I'm Erica HAHAHA" he ranted.
"True! Don't waste your talent, and maybe it's a sign for you to try? Your good at singing so don't waste this opportunity." Jaralyn said, our friend's manager because she always planned our troops trip. She's good at organizing our hangouts.
"Should I arrange your application form? Do you need to borrow Ethel's Camera? I will be your camerawoman? Just tell me what you need, and I will help you." She added.
"What do you think Ethel?" Eric asked Ethel.
"Cool, When is the audition? What time, Eric?" she answered and ask Eric about the audition's information.
"Tomorrow 1:00 pm via zoom" Eric simply replied.
"Alright! Noted" Ethel said.
"Wow ha? You guys already decided about it, you didn't bother to ask my opinion if I would love to audition or not huh!" they all smile and look to each other.
"It's for your dream Courtney girl so do this okay? Or maybe it's your way to get close to your love of your love Timothy? " Eric pursued.
"Ayyiieeeh, Pabebe!" they said in chorus.
I smile, well what do you expect? When it comes to Timothy, of course I can say no.
"OMG! I KNOW THAT SMILE! SHE WILL PROBABLY DO IT BECAUSE OF TIMOTHY! HAHAHA" Eric hysterical with stomping his feet.
"What do you expect girl?" Ethel rolled her eyes.
"So tomorrow? Hey Courtney girl, be prepare. I will provide a makeup artist for you tomorrow, and it's my treat so no worries, Okay? Tomorrow 10 am at your pad. Be on time!" Jaralyn's confirmation.
"Okay I will bring three boxes pizza and one gallon of ice cream!" Eric's enthusiastic said.
"I will bring my camera then" Ethel said.
" Okay, okay wrap up guys!" Jaralyn's last remarks.
And here I am, can't erase the smile on my lips, because of the name Timothy and may agenda to be his girlfriend in the future.
At the same time, we also entered our room for our class for this afternoon.
Nice, time for another boring class.
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Present
"Ma'am, Ma'am Courtney, Ma'am? Are you okay?" Jaralyn said. She's now my manager, she was snapping his finger and trying to get my attention, waking me up as of I'm sleeping with my eyes open.
"What is it again? I'm sorry." I apologized.
"Anyway, don't call me ma'am okay, we are friends girl. So stop calling me ma'am, okay?" I added.
"What do you need? Do you need anything for later?" And raised what she was holding. "I think your schedule will be busy again, especially you have your new project." she added while arranging my things.
"What do you think? I can't remember what they explained yesterday eh." I answered while looking at her in the mirror.
"That's because you're always not on your own self. What are you thinking? It's him again? God, Wake up, are you? He is not worth it." She said like it was the stupid things to do.
I look at her eyes with the blank expression and averted my gazed again on the mirror and continue what I'm doing.
She looks at me and trying to read what's on my mind.
"Courtney, please?" I didn't listen
I did continue what I'm doing, I look at my ears and choosing what should I wear for today's event. Not only that, but I didn't bother to listen to her. Not only that, but I don't want to remember it, but she opened the topic I hate the most.
"Okay, okay I'm sorry. I will not, and I will never mention him again, but it's almost 3 years Courtney. I think it's time for you move on." She added while looking at me.
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Korean — English translations
• Jinjeonghada (진정하다)- Calm down / Relax
• Yeoja agi (여자 아기) - Baby girl
• Annyeonghasibnikka (안녕하십니까) - Good Day