On the difficult night of sleeping, Canh Yen lay rolling on the bed unable to sleep. He stared blankly at the ceiling, confused as to what he was thinking. Swinging his arms and legs, his small round belly exposed under his shirt, reaching out to touch, fell into contemplation again.
Why did you say that to him then?
Maybe because of empathy, but yes or no. Yesterday, Nhim suddenly told him, asking him what he thought about Dong Khanh.
Nhim rarely meddles in the affairs of other people he knows, but if he cares, he takes that person very seriously. He stood by the door, looking at him, waiting for an answer. Canh Yen was very simple, he didn't think much, then replied:
"Very good."
He laughed, Bang Du held the cattail plant and played with it, saying: "So do you like him?"
He laughed: "What are you talking about today? Or who entered you." Why did he say that even his heart burst into laughter? Of course, you don't like him, and you feel that he is very annoying, you can't even want him to stay far away. How can you like it? Right.
Bang Du also didn't accept it, he silently looked directly into his eyes. Canh Yen was looked at in panic, he knew he was serious. Time passed very slowly, he lowered his head, suddenly his heart moved and then fell into thought again.
Sometimes people don't understand themselves, if there is no catalyst, sometimes their whole life will not realize that feeling. Canh Yen was bewildered, he didn't think much at first, but his heartfelt was very strange.
Like it or not? Maybe yes, you know, you kind of accepted him, just because you didn't believe it. The little habit of waiting for someone to come home for lunch, he did not know when it formed. Sometimes when you look at him, it's not your heart pounding or your madness to keep looking, but it's a peaceful feeling. A very special kind of feeling, like a child who got lost far away and returned home, very peaceful and warm.
He knew that he was a stubborn person like he was stubborn with old feelings, or stubbornly refused to accept him into his life. But there are times when love has surpassed consciousness. That year, he didn't like her because he wanted to, he also hurt and wanted to hurt, then he got used to that pain but didn't dare to find another love. He was afraid of pain again, very painful.
Looking at his friend who was silently looking at him over there, he dropped under the chair, his hand gently touched his stomach, took a deep breath, and replied:
"You know, then ask."
Bang Du: "I just don't want the two of you to be entangled. The baby will be born, and it's pitiful for him to stay silly because of the two of you." He also knows that you have a crush on him who is always more visible on the outside than on the inside. Like Canh Yen is not an idiot, he interacts with a lot of people, this love story can't be surpassed by anyone. But he wasn't the type to joke around, if he didn't want to joke, he wouldn't mess around. But he and Dong Khanh kept entangled without breaking.
As if the mouth will cut it off, but the heart does not want to leave.
Canh Yen pours a cup of tea, blows it down, leaned back on the chair, tilted his head, and said: "I don't know, but maybe, I like him. At first, I hated him, I thought he was. think of me as a strange creature to give birth to a child for him. You know me, I hate that type of person the most. So I avoid, sometimes I even want to kill him to get rid of him, but for a long time, It's been a long time, I don't know when I've become so familiar with him."
He was silent for a moment and then continued: "I don't dare to accept it, but I can love each other but can live together. I'd rather let my son know that I am his father, not force him to accept him. and later on, the two of us can't live together, if we break up, we'll just have to be a child."
Saying this, Bang Du burst out laughing. He went and sat down next to him, reached out, and patted his neck, his mouth was still laughing: "You worry too much, that's just the future. Who knows what the future will be like. Like me and Ky, when I didn't know at first that I would love her, but you see that love is love, it comes from here." He said, pointing to his chest, smiled, and continued: "Weirdly, we are two different types of people, if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't care about that type of person. But who I am. pay attention and love her, that has nothing to do with the type of person. I don't worry about the future, it's far away. Every day, you try to love as much, nurture your feelings, love already. parting."
Seeing him thinking, he said again: "You love me because your heart says it, not because of your future perspective. You two hang around without going forward, maybe the child will be sad later on. Even though children don't need to be told, they will still know who loves them, who is close to them. Don't make your children think about how to be sad and sad again. Try and accept. , then it's okay to live well."
Canh Yen pondered, he saw that what Nhim said was very true, he also understood himself, but it was extremely difficult to face. Looking up at the house next door, the inside was still lit with white lights. Printed curtains silhouette still sitting on the desk. Leaning back on the chair, he silently looked to the other side, feeling surprised, like there were thousands of words that wanted to say but couldn't.
Suddenly the phone rang, he hung up, the other side said:
"Can't I sleep?" Dong Khanh, who was working, suddenly raised his head to see him leaning over the window looking over at him. Worried that he would be disturbed by his child again, he couldn't sleep, so he took the phone to ask, if he was upset, he would run over, or he could scold and vent his anger.
Canh Yen didn't know when the corner of his mouth had turned into a sweet smile, he looked up at the other side and said, "Haven't you slept?"
Dong Khanh: "There's some work to be done, it's almost done. I haven't slept yet, or if I'm hungry, I'll bring you food."
Canh Yen: "No need, it's a bit difficult to sleep, or you can sing me a song. Sing a song to make it easier to sleep."
Suddenly, he saw the big green light in front of him, his eyes lit up and quickly said: "Wait a minute, 5 minutes, no, I'll pass in 2 minutes." After saying that, he cleaned up the desk and rushed over to the next house. For fear of disturbing Aunt Giao's sleep, he automatically opened the door, then gently ran up to his bedroom.
Inside, Canh Yen was still sitting by the window, the cold night wind shaking his hair. Hearing the knock on the door, he walked out and opened the door to welcome the other person into his room. Dong Khanh looked at him in front of him, I don't know how he could have surprised him twice today, but each time he was filled with happiness. The excitement and joy made him want to jump up and hug him.
It was funny to see him like this, standing next to him and pulling him inside, smiling and saying: "Why do you show that face?"
Dong Khanh knew that he did not like such things, he immediately withdrew his smile, but could not hide the happiness in his heart, but he did not forget his duty, so he took a chair to sit by the bed and sing.
"What are you going to do, it's cold, go to bed." Seeing him like this, Canh Yen was not very satisfied, spoke up, and patted the space next to her.
"What?" Dong Khanh today felt that he was eating bad food, so he dreamed without knowing it, he was surprised and couldn't believe his ears. Put your hands and feet together to see if you have to work too much, so you fall asleep and dream or not.
Frowning, as a man, you know how to actively follow the person you like. It was a bit strange, but he wasn't too shy to share a bed. Why is this guy normally not chasing away, sticking like glue like a dog, but now he takes the initiative to get close and is as shy as a teenager? Tsk felt disgusting, he sat up and pulled him down to make him jump away, he gritted his teeth and said:
"Think you're a virgin? Frustrated."
When Dong Khanh saw that he was uninterested, he knew that he was overreacting, so he shrunk back and sat there looking at him, not knowing what to say. Quickly regaining his composure, his head also began to work again, within a few short seconds he analyzed what this was all about. Seeing that he was pitifully worried, he quickly explained:
"You and I have been together for a long time, there are still a few months until baby birth. I don't like the relationship after being born again, so I accept him."
He heard him slap himself again, it hurt, it was real. I stared at him as I couldn't believe my ears. Dong Khanh frantically screamed in his heart, his head was turned off at this time, whether it was true or not, he immediately rushed to hug him. Crazy squeezing her body against her chest, that breath, that temperature, and that scent, it was all real.
Dong Khanh feels like falling into a world filled with flowers and happy pink. Looking at him, Canh Yen did not show any discomfort, just let him hug her. The corner of his mouth smiled, and his heartfelt a warmth that was unknown, not uncomfortable, not hostile. He very naturally leaned on his chest to enjoy, fell asleep for a long time, he said:
"Didn't we just talk about singing? Sing and go to sleep."
Having said that, he was already tired, turned his head to bury his head in his chest, and found himself a comfortable place to sleep well. Hands around his waist, Dong Khanh hugged his body, buried in his shoulder, softly sang a few familiar songs. His breath was heaving, and his heart was frantic and warm.
Holding him tight in his arms, he knew he wasn't joking with me. You accepted him, let him into your life.
Gladly followed him to sleep, a warm night to start a warm life.
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The whole company is spreading the word. The chairman is very happy these days. Every day when I go to work, I greet the staff, always smiling and full of sunshine, not the cold look like before. Then every afternoon, he left the room on time and didn't come back until afternoon break, but there was not a day that he didn't bring a bottle of water. In the afternoon, it was time to leave work, not bother to stay overtime like the day before.
It is rumored that the President has a lover, must have a new lover.
These rumors made the young men and women in the company so heartbroken that they wanted to cry.
But admitting that he is very happy these days, Canh Yen has accepted him, there is still a long way a few words of love. He is not ashamed of being a famous playboy, his sweet words are not inferior to anyone. Every time he spoke, he poured honey into his ear, making him not know when he was joking and when he was joking. Tinh Canh Yen he knew, he joked, but he didn't have any malice, sometimes he even advised him to rest, not to stick to work.
It was noon, he was about to leave the office and go home to have lunch with him when suddenly the receptionist informed him that someone was looking for him. He frowned, not knowing who would go looking for him at noon. For people to come up, he had to sit down on a chair and complain. Whispering at someone who messes up without knowing the time.
The door opened, he looked up at the person who was entering and regretted why he didn't return immediately. Entering not one person but two people, a beautiful middle-aged woman, this person was taken care of so well that she couldn't tell her real age. Next to him was another beautiful girl, who seemed to be very interested in the layout here but pretended to not look much.
Lamented, he did not want to meet these people at all, but if he went up, he would probably chase him down. Standing up, going to the chair, he did not respect anyone to sit on the chair, even guests to sit.
The middle-aged woman also didn't notice, she pulled the other girl to sit down, looked at him, she said: "A few days ago, my father asked me to come back to the party, why did I ignore it."
"I've been busy with something I don't have time for." He coldly spat out a few sentences. The person in front of him was the person he called his mother. His mother's voice he hadn't called for a long time and didn't plan to call, naturally poured himself a cup of hot tea, he didn't bother to judge what the other two came for.
Listening to him answer, his mother was not even sad, no different from a stranger. Le Thu Tuyet looked at him very well and was somewhat relieved. To tell the truth, she is a mother, it is wrong to say that she is not sad because her child is not sad for her, but since she was young, she did not know how to express her emotions, so her face was always indifferent. Besides, leaving a son since birth, until now, I have only counted him a few times, cold is right.
What century has passed, do you still expect him to be filial and unconditional? Laugh at yourself dreaming too much.
Suddenly someone pulled her shirt, she looked at the girl beside her. Luu Thuy Trang grabbed her shirt and pulled her, shyly looking at him again, having lived most of her life, she naturally knew what this girl wanted. Her heart was also moved, this child she looked at from small to large, loving no different from her mother, if she could come to her child, that would be good. Try it out.
"This is my friend's son, his name is Luu Thuy Trang."
He looked at the girl, nodded as if he knew, but did not politely say her name. His head is now dreaming about Canh Yen and he has no time to remember Thuy Trang or rice paper or something. Oh, that reminds me, yesterday he said he wanted the cake to avoid mixing, to see where to buy it later.
When Thuy Trang saw that he did not pay attention to her, she was angry. Also because she was loved by everyone since she was a child, honored as a princess, so she is used to being taken care of, no one does not notice someone who is both beautiful and talented like her. Glancing at him, gritting her teeth in hatred.
Sorry but this girl seems to have a brain problem. Dong Khanh knows so many types of people, why don't you know this girl's other eyes. He glanced at his mother, reminding him not to overdo it, he was busy cultivating his feelings for his wife right now and had no spare time to play games with a few people. Even though he still accepts relatives, even dogs and cats don't expect him to look at him.
Thu Tuyet lamented, she knew he was reminding her not to overdo it. She also knows that her son does not respect her and her husband, the feelings of your father's family are already as thin as a spider's web, and she does not want even her son to leave her face. No matter how much she loved this girl, she couldn't be more than her son carrying heavy labor, she pulled her back to remind her later.
"Okay, this New Year, I will go to the main house to visit my parents for a day. Is it okay to just have a first day of the year?" Her son was not close from a young age, and her husband and wife did not know how to show love, getting further and further away. When I was old, I was startled to realize that the two of them had killed their family love ever since, wanted to reconnect but it was too late. Now, the couple just prays that this son can take care of the two of them just a little bit, and they are too happy.
Dong Khanh felt that it was very troublesome, but after all, it was his son's fate, so he had to shake his head to accept it. When Thu Tuyet saw that he did not refuse, she was very happy, did not dare to stay for fear that he would be bothered, and did not want to come anymore. Hastily pulled the dumbfounded girl and no one noticed her over there until she went out and was taught not to bother him, making her even angrier. But still afraid of his economic influence, she had to keep quiet as patience, wait.
Ignore the girl who is fantasizing about some power, and if he knew, he wouldn't have time to pay attention. Is he still afraid? If she dares to touch Canh Yen, she won't dream of living a good life anymore, smart women must know what to poke and whatnot, don't think that if you're smart, everyone is stupid. Dong Khanh believes he can handle it well, and also knows that he can protect himself, so he can rest assured.
Not thinking about this crap anymore, Dong Khanh hastily ran around the city looking for a place that sells delicious and clean rice paper to bring back to him. Taking a box of rice paper into the house, Canh Yen, who was sitting and poking the cat, saw him come in and smiled and said, "Are you back? Tired of coming in to eat?"