As Jacob and Hazel walked in the garden. Jacob just stared at her while Hazel looked adound. He can see how her eyes were shining looking around the garden.
It makes him feel good seeing her happy by getting out of the house to even get some fresh air and that, this garden made her feel a little good than suffocating her.
He can't able to see her suffocating herself and it made him feel so bad when hensaw her crying so badly. It feels like, his heart is on fire and he just wants to see happy at that moment. It was just something too sudden and that, he can't able to keep the feelings he was feeling in words.
It's something good but at the same time, he doesn't know what to name it. He doesn't even have an idea why does it like that to him. He wants to make her happy... And he doesn't know why when she meant nothing to him.