Thinking of this made Hadez shudder in humiliation and pain. The fear that he thought has been buried a long time ago feels renewed, up and running.
The example he displayed when he was a little boy is what is coming back at him and it's coming in full force. His brothers are turning their backs on him just because of how they grew up and all that.
His Father taught him a lesson that is making him want to have a child so badly. Having a child means that he will correct his mistakes by training the child to be someone he will be proud of. Being the first child he will have.
Another thing, he don't want a boy to be his first child because he is unsure if he would be respectful, or be like him when he was little.
He has calculated everything that's going to happen in his life and that's why he's trying to make a woman get pregnant with his child.
Even if it's just one.
But it's like the curse is stronger than he thought. Or maybe he's doing something wrong?
