"get lost, don't ever come into our life" my mom screamed.

My house is never peaceful, I have a bastard dad who never wants to work but just wants to be treated like a king. When he is drunk,he speaks really rough word pouring insults on us as if his life going wrong is our fault. My mom for 25 years been enduring his beatings even after having her finger bone broken head cracked I don't see any point in keeping this marriage but she likes to hide everything to herself and only reveal small problems for us. maybe she didn't realize her daughter is already 21 years old, that she can talk with them about anything.

After all those arguments,it is silent now and we should be ready to pretend we don't know anything tomorrow and continue our normal life.

My mom is very strong woman. She is the one who worked her butt off for everyone of us but I don't know why she is keeping this marriage. Maybe she thinks she has 2 daughters and in the future she don't want her in-laws to have any complaint or can't imagine herself as an independent woman whom she is. I can't comprehend her.