It always seems I am walking on the edge of cliff everyday. Always need for me to be careful. My dream to be free will always be a dream just a dream.
I was minding my own business in my own world (mind) when I was pushed back. I guess I bumped into someone. I was going to apologize like I always do but I saw the same look in his honey brown eyes that everyone give me mixed with judgement, disapprovals and something I don't know. I had always handled that perfectly but something pissed me off that time maybe his look or my insecurities or something I don't know. I did something I never imagined myself doing. I glared at him and roared "just watch where you walk". I didn't even know it was his mistake or mine but my mind was a mess. He seems starlet at my outburst but I don't care. Then he just scoff and continue his way. And I was so pissed of at who knows whom that I had belly fun of anger while sitting at my bed.
So I start reading novels like I always do ignoring everything and being consumed in my own world where everything is perfect.