MADDIE P. O. V
"Explain everything now Maddie," seryosong sabi ng taong kaharap ko inis ko siyang tiningnan ngunit hindi parin nawawala ang matalim niyang tingin, his jaw is clenching as fvck.
"Look, I didn't mean to hide him to you," I said. Parang umurong ang lahat ng tapang ko kanina.
"YOU DIDN'T MEAN?! FVCK THAT MADDIE!! FOR FIVE FVCKIN' DAMN HELL YEARS!! TINAGO MO SAKIN ANG ANAK KO!! YOU DON'T HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HURT I AM RIGHT NOW, DO YOU?! " napayuko na lamang ako, I don't know what to do. Nandito kami sa office ko, just him and I.
"Do you think that was easy for me? Wow, just wow attorney. nakalimutan mo na yatang sinabi mong hindi ka pa handa para sa Baby? When you've said that my world stop, it was like my heart is crashing into pieces. Hindi mo gustong mag ka baby pero ginalaw mo ako?" tiningnan ko s'ya ng mariin, pagod na pagod na ko. "Fvck attorney, mahal na mahal kita THAT TIME kaya kung ano ang sa tingin kong makabubuti para sa career mong iniingatan ay ginawa ko. Then now sisihin mo ko? You even asked me kung bakit ko 'yon ginawa? Fvck Attorney sana lang ay di ka nagkaroon ng amnesia para makalimutan yon," mariing sabi ko I gave him my deadly glares. Natigilan naman ito. But, I'm not yet done, I want him to realize how hard it is for me. "Nine fvcking months na ako lang mag isa, you know my parents won't help me. No one will help me that FVCKIN' DAMN HELL TIME, why? coz I've chosen you over them, over everything I have. You wanna know why? Because I was inlove with you that time. You promised me that you will never fucking leave me. BUT YOU, SIR, IS A LIAR! " I said straight into his eyes, hindi tulad kanina ay nanlulumo ang mga iyon ngayon, I fake a laugh. Now, tahimik sya? Fvck him.
"I'm so sorry hon..."
"Don't call me Hon. We're not together for FVCKIN' DAMN HELL YEARS. "
"I'm Really sorry Maddie, I will do everything just forgive me. Please.... " pagmamakaawa nito ngunit tinapunan ko lang ito ng tingin at iniwan s'yang dumbfounded sa loob ng office ko. I went to the cafeteria coz nandun si Raile.
Ngunit, tila huminto ang mundo ko ng makita kung anong itsura nito... my ghod.... no..... please no.. not now....
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