MADDIE P. O. V.
"Madd... hey wake up."
"Uh?.." kunot noo kong idinilat ang mga mata ko.
I saw Darion's face. Agad akong bumangon, I heard him chuckled I just rolled my eyes.
"I'm leaving, Raile is sleeping.
It's already 3 A.M I need to go,"
tumango lamang ako sakaniya at dumiretso na sa tabi ni Raile.
"Where's my good-bye kiss?" hindi ko nalamang sya pinansin, maya maya lang ay naramdaman ko ang braso nyang umakbay sakin. I still ignore him.
"Hey, stop ignoring me." I rolled my eyes, and still ignore him. "Stop seducing me Maddiellein," seryoso na nitong sabi, inis ko siyang nilingon I saw how his lips formed into a smirk.
"You jerk. Leave already," I said and rolled my eyes. I heard him laugh, like seriously? What the hell is wrong with him?!
"Babe, can't you just forgive me? I love you Maddie, I really do. Please tell me kung anong kaylangan kong gawin, i'll do everything para bumalik ka sakin," I ignore him. Mahal ko sya pero noon yon. At isa pa ako ang nang iwan non. He doesn't understand me, no, he always put the blame on his self tho I'm the one who's responsible, and I hate that.
"Mahal kita pero noon yon Zai, things changed," I said in serious tone, my eyes is focus on Raile.
"Love is not a thing Maddie, I know you still love me. I'm not your first love but I know I'm your last." I faced him bravely pero parang pinagsisihan ko yon, I saw the tear drops from his Eyes. Umurong ang dila ko. Nanlumo ako.
Do i still love him? But....
"Please stop making things complicated Zai, I'm tired. I'll let you visit and bond with Raile but I will never comeback to you again," I said. unti unting tumulo ang luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan, deretso kaming nakatitig sa mata ng isat isa.
"Your eyes telling me the opposite, atleast give me one last chance. Please Maddie do this for our son, I can't leave without you and Raile in my life," nag susumamo nitong sabi pilit inaabot ang mga kamay ko ngunit tinago ko iyon sa likuran ko at pinag siklop.
I faked a laugh.
"Of course you can, nabuhay ka ng five hell damn fvckin' years na wala ako at si Raile sa buhay mo." I said still crying, umiling ito.
"No, dahil nung mga panahong yon i felt like I'm dead," mapait itong ngumiti.Tuluyan na nyang naabot ang mga kamay ko. Hindi narin ako nag pumiglas pa.
"I love you Zai, I love you mahal na mahal kita, I can't lie anymore. Mahal kita pero ayaw kong may isakripisyo ka nanaman para sakin ayokong may mawala nanaman sayo ng dahil sakin. Natatakot ako dahil hindi ko kayang suklian ang mga kaya mong gawin para sakin Darion. Takot na takot ako, I've never been Afraid like this in my whole fvckin' life." I hugged him, very tight. Like no one can seperate us, ilang segundo din ang tinaggal non, s'ya din ang bumasag sa katahimikan.
"Takot ka kaya nandito ako para protektahan ka, narito ako Maddie handa akong ibigay ang lahat, wala akong ibang hihilinging kapalit kundi ang mahalin mo ko ng buo, yun lang at wala ng iba." He said while crying, he faced me and cupped my face. Pinunasan n'ya ang luha ko gamit ang hinlalaki bago nya sakupin ang labi ko, his kiss is so passionate. It was like he will never leave me no matter what happens. Palalim ng palalim ang halik namin ngunit ako din ang bumitaw. I faced him,
"Oh Darion... I love you Hon, I love you... and I'm willing to comeback to you," sumilay ang isang matamis na ngiti sa labi nito bago muling angkinin ang labi ko.
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