My dearest kaan,
Thank you for loving the parts of me that have never felt love before. I will never forget the day you told me that you love me, may it be true or just one of your lies. I have always wanted to hold on to you. To hold on to us, since you told me you don't want us to end. I love you genuinely. Why? I don't really have an answer for that, but I guess it's just the vibes you gave me, the smiles you put on my face, the laugh that I get from texting you and just the fact that you make me think of you even if we weren't talking. You've been my 11:11 wish for a very long time but I guess I need to change that wish now. You will always have that special gap in my heart. You will always be my favorite pain. You will always be my king, even if you didn't consider me as your queen. You know what, my love? I have always admired our story and I am still in love with the chapters we had created. Just always remember that once upon a time, my heart was yours. And that there's me and you. If now is not really for us. I'll let you slip away, I'll let you grow apart and I'll let you go. Because if this time won't allow us together, the future always awaits. And it'll be ours to conquer. Then there's no way that love won't find us. Our better selves will surely meet again. The better version of you and me. The better version of us. So I'll pray for you because that's all i can do for now. I love you. I hope you'll always remember that you'll always be my moon, even if I am not your sun anymore. Until our next eclipse, my moon. Shine bright without me.