JASON'S POV
Signing the divorce papers I felt relieved more than ever . Finally I can go back to Amelia .
But the question is does she even want me now ? Would she ever want me ?
Maybe not . Maybe she would just hate me for the whole lifetime . Fuck I messed up big this time .
"You do know that she won't come back to you even after this ?"Caroline asked, giving me that bitchy face look.
"None of your business." I tried to ignore her . I know where she is going now .
Our lawyers are here , one mistake and I would mess up everything .
Hell I'm not going to hurt Amy anymore .
I want her back ,I know that . But if she doesn't want me I won't force her . As long as she is happy everything will be fine . Right ??
I got up immediately after signing everything .
"You can handle it here , right ?" I asked my lawyer and he nodded .
Opening the button of my blazer , I sighed heavily . Caroline kept looking at me in awe .
I just want to ignore that bitch . I can't believe she is my childhood friend . Why was I even friends with people like that ?
I drove until I reached the college where Amelia is supposed to be .
I know I shouldn't be here . This is not the fucking right time for me to be here .
Anyways , my heart isn't in sync with my brain . So here we are .
I think I would just watch her from afar , for now .
I got into the building . I knew where she would be so I walked towards the room .
And my heart just shattered into pieces . I couldn't believe what I just saw . Well it was practically not wrong .
She is with that boy Travis , I guess his name is . He is holding her in the way I used to .
What the actual hell ?
I just walked away . She wasn't even stopping him . She was just standing there , looking into each other's eyes .
What are they now ? Love birds ?
Fuck Jason ! What did you do ?
How the hell did this all happen ?
I stood there in empty hallways cursing myself out of frustration.
Then I heard someone running and crying . I turned to see Amelia running , I don't know where . But why on earth is she crying ?
That bastard Travis ! What did he do to her ?
I looked back at Travis walking out of the room looking all guilty .
"What the hell did you do ?" I shouted . He looked at me and his guilty face turned into some angry hulk or what ?
"You Goddamn jerk ! Why do you keep coming back huh? Do you think she have any less difficulties ?" He yelled .
"Travis, what did you do to her ? Why was she crying ?" I growled , trying to keep my fist in control .
"I ... I shouldn't have said that . Fuck me ! Even I made her cry , like you did . Now she will think of me the same as you. " He cursed, launching his fist into the wall .
Without thinking twice I started following Amy's footsteps . She must have gone somewhere empty .
She always does that when she is sad .
I kept searching for the rooms which were empty . Until I heard someone's muffled sounds.
And then some boys shouts and yells .
"Amelia , no .. I... I'm sorry . Wake up ." Someone was shouting like something really bad was happening .
My fears started engulfing me. Fuck ! My brain is imagining the worse scenarios .
I reached the room , the voices were coming from .
"Open the fucking door !" I shouted , pushing hard the handle .
Nobody responded . So I just broke the fucking lock .
And my heart sank seeing Amelia laying down on the floor . River of blood surrounded here around her stomach .
"A..Amelia , what...what happened ?" I started shaking .
I tried to wake her up but she wasn't. Then in a sudden moment something hard hit my head .
I saw some boy , who I suppose was yelling earlier . Stood there with the broken violin in his hands .
"You piece of shit !" Travis shouted, punching him .
I didn't waste a second to think about anything else . And took Amy In my arms .
I ran to my car . I don't even give a fuck to who is watching and not .
I just drove like crazy until we arrived at the hospital .
I took Amy in my arms again and rushed into the emergency ward .
"It's a lot of blood loss. Get the opt room ready this instant ." The doctor shouted to the nurses . As I kept holding the piece of cloth to her stomach . For preventing more blood loss .
"Sir , you need to stay here . We will take care of her ." Doctor said calmly .
But this is not the fucking time to be calmed . I can't leave her alone .
"Please ." He stopped me from moving further .
"Fine ." I said in frustration .
I sat outside the opt room . Waiting for someone to come and say that she is alright .
Fuck ! I should have ran after her that time. Or at least I should have stopped her . Why the hell am I so stupid?
"Sir , your head is bleeding , you should get it treated. " a female nurse stood in front of me with some medics .
"What's even the point ? It doesn't even hurt ." I said as I realised hot tears falling down my eyes .
"I'm sure Sir, the girl will be okay . And I'm even sure she won't want to see you like this ." She justifies .
"What do you know ? She hates me . It was all my fucking fault . I left her alone . " I whimpered, covering my eyes with my hands .
"I don't think so , she hates you . You would never know that until she wakes up ." She said , cleaning the blood on my forehead with cotton .
I hope I shouldn't have been that much of a jerk to her . She was all I needed .
It felt like I used her . I left her alone when she needed me the most .
I'm such a shameless person in her life. And the more shameless thing is that I still want her back .
God please let her be alright .