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Chapter 44 - Chapter 43

JASON'S POV

Signing the divorce papers I felt relieved more than ever . Finally I can go back to Amelia .

But the question is does she even want me now ? Would she ever want me ?

Maybe not . Maybe she would just hate me for the whole lifetime . Fuck I messed up big this time .

"You do know that she won't come back to you even after this ?"Caroline asked, giving me that bitchy face look.

"None of your business." I tried to ignore her . I know where she is going now .

Our lawyers are here , one mistake and I would mess up everything .

Hell I'm not going to hurt Amy anymore .

I want her back ,I know that . But if she doesn't want me I won't force her . As long as she is happy everything will be fine . Right ??

I got up immediately after signing everything .

"You can handle it here , right ?" I asked my lawyer and he nodded .

Opening the button of my blazer , I sighed heavily . Caroline kept looking at me in awe .

I just want to ignore that bitch . I can't believe she is my childhood friend . Why was I even friends with people like that ?

I drove until I reached the college where Amelia is supposed to be .

I know I shouldn't be here . This is not the fucking right time for me to be here .

Anyways , my heart isn't in sync with my brain . So here we are .

I think I would just watch her from afar , for now .

I got into the building . I knew where she would be so I walked towards the room .

And my heart just shattered into pieces . I couldn't believe what I just saw . Well it was practically not wrong .

She is with that boy Travis , I guess his name is . He is holding her in the way I used to .

What the actual hell ?

I just walked away . She wasn't even stopping him . She was just standing there , looking into each other's eyes .

What are they now ? Love birds ?

Fuck Jason ! What did you do ?

How the hell did this all happen ?

I stood there in empty hallways cursing myself out of frustration.

Then I heard someone running and crying . I turned to see Amelia running , I don't know where . But why on earth is she crying ?

That bastard Travis ! What did he do to her ?

I looked back at Travis walking out of the room looking all guilty .

"What the hell did you do ?" I shouted . He looked at me and his guilty face turned into some angry hulk or what ?

"You Goddamn jerk ! Why do you keep coming back huh? Do you think she have any less difficulties ?" He yelled .

"Travis, what did you do to her ? Why was she crying ?" I growled , trying to keep my fist in control .

"I ... I shouldn't have said that . Fuck me ! Even I made her cry , like you did . Now she will think of me the same as you. " He cursed, launching his fist into the wall .

Without thinking twice I started following Amy's footsteps . She must have gone somewhere empty .

She always does that when she is sad .

I kept searching for the rooms which were empty . Until I heard someone's muffled sounds.

And then some boys shouts and yells .

"Amelia , no .. I... I'm sorry . Wake up ." Someone was shouting like something really bad was happening .

My fears started engulfing me. Fuck ! My brain is imagining the worse scenarios .

I reached the room , the voices were coming from .

"Open the fucking door !" I shouted , pushing hard the handle .

Nobody responded . So I just broke the fucking lock .

And my heart sank seeing Amelia laying down on the floor . River of blood surrounded here around her stomach .

"A..Amelia , what...what happened ?" I started shaking .

I tried to wake her up but she wasn't. Then in a sudden moment something hard hit my head .

I saw some boy , who I suppose was yelling earlier . Stood there with the broken violin in his hands .

"You piece of shit !" Travis shouted, punching him .

I didn't waste a second to think about anything else . And took Amy In my arms .

I ran to my car . I don't even give a fuck to who is watching and not .

I just drove like crazy until we arrived at the hospital .

I took Amy in my arms again and rushed into the emergency ward .

"It's a lot of blood loss. Get the opt room ready this instant ." The doctor shouted to the nurses . As I kept holding the piece of cloth to her stomach . For preventing more blood loss .

"Sir , you need to stay here . We will take care of her ." Doctor said calmly .

But this is not the fucking time to be calmed . I can't leave her alone .

"Please ." He stopped me from moving further .

"Fine ." I said in frustration .

I sat outside the opt room . Waiting for someone to come and say that she is alright .

Fuck ! I should have ran after her that time. Or at least I should have stopped her . Why the hell am I so stupid?

"Sir , your head is bleeding , you should get it treated. " a female nurse stood in front of me with some medics .

"What's even the point ? It doesn't even hurt ." I said as I realised hot tears falling down my eyes .

"I'm sure Sir, the girl will be okay . And I'm even sure she won't want to see you like this ." She justifies .

"What do you know ? She hates me . It was all my fucking fault . I left her alone . " I whimpered, covering my eyes with my hands .

"I don't think so , she hates you . You would never know that until she wakes up ." She said , cleaning the blood on my forehead with cotton .

I hope I shouldn't have been that much of a jerk to her . She was all I needed .

It felt like I used her . I left her alone when she needed me the most .

I'm such a shameless person in her life. And the more shameless thing is that I still want her back .

God please let her be alright .