TRAVIS
Four years in the same house as hers , it felt like a dream . I get to see her after waking up every morning and before going to bed every night . Eating breakfast with her . Scolding her and cheering her up seems to have become my hobby .
I tease her to death and she gets flustered so easily . Who knows how much power this woman holds on me . In this meantime , I found myself falling harder for her every single day .
I know she is beginning to like me . I can sense that she wants to confess . Hell I want her to , but I can't . I have seen her so fucking miserable just because of me .
If on that day I didn't have done that , only if I hadn't made Jason walk out of her life like that , she would have never cried for the love of god .
I know she still finds it difficult to fall asleep without having a nightmare . How I wish to not be the reason for her being so wretched . I can't help but feel guilty for what I did for my selfish self .
I wanted to keep her for myself . I hated him so much that I unknowingly hurt Amy . I'm afraid if she ever found out about that she would throw me out of her life.
FOUR YEARS AGO…..
"Jason , I think that was enough help . You should leave now ." I told him after they took Amy inside the operation theatre .
"No , I can't just leave her like that when she is that hurt . I think you should go , now that I'm here ." He replied in a grumpy tone .
"You have hurt her more than that . Don't you think so? Let me ask you one thing then . Where the hell were you for the last six months? Do you even know what she was going through? No you don't . Because you weren't here , I was . You were so busy in your own marriage that you didn't even spare a second to think about her , am I right?" I barked , venting out all the anger was holding in .
"No , That's not true . I.."
"Neither do I nor Amy needs your goddamn explanation .Just fucking leave . You have done enough damage ." I shouted my lungs out .
He finally left after taking a look at Amy's face .
Why? Why the hell did I do that ? If only I have kept my mouth shut . Maybe Amy would have been at ease . I'm so fucking stupid , I messed up everything by my own self .
I can't help but get allured towards her . Holding her like this between my arms . Her nervousness allured me more . She gets flustered too easily .
She would look so affected by my touch for a minute then another she would push me away . I know it is my doing .
"Okay , okay . I'll stop . We are going out tonight 'kay? be ready by 7 ."I told her .
"Where?" she asked , giving me that cute confused look . Damn it how much I wanna kiss her right now , right here . It's really getting tough to hold back .
"Dinner , Princess ." I replied , smiling softly , brushing off her cheek .
"¡Hey! I just told you to stop doing that." She breathed . I didn't even realize I was making her flustered .
"Why? Are you getting butterflies down there?" I asked grinning . I just love teasing her like this .
"Huh," she scoffed . "Butterflies? I didn't even skip a beat ." She denied . I know she is lying but she is so fucking god damn cute .
Fuck sake! I can't even tell her how much I love her .
Wait a goddamn minute . Did I just say I love her?