AMY'S POV
I don't understand what's happening to me . But I can't bring myself to face this fucking reality.
I was still crying into Travis's chest . When I felt someone ripping me off of him .
"Don't you dare touch her !" Jason shouted as he pulled me towards him .
My eyes went wide looking at him in despair . What the actual hell is going on .
His eyes diverted from Travis to me . Who was as much in shock as me .
Jason's fingers moved across my face . Gently rubbing away all the wet and warm tears .
My lips , my body and even hell my mind shivered as he touched me softly yet so lovingly.
My mind was going blank . Whatever I wanted to think of . Like he is wrong or this is wrong .
I couldn't.
I just couldn't bring myself to think of anything when his hands are on my skin .
The warmth I missed for so long . The touch I wanted for hell sake .
It's happening. It's happening for real .
How could this be ? The person who has hurt me the most , how can he have such an overwhelming effect on me .
GOD!! HE IS REALLY SOMETHING.
I feel like I'll go crazy . But I really want this motherfucking time to stop now .
I just want to admire his face . His beautiful eyes . The way he looks at me . It's just so incredible.
"What the hell are you doing ? And who is she ? " the lady from earlier shouted at Jason.
But neither of us moved our eyes, not even an inch away .
We didn't care to bother about what was going on around us . Or who is watching.
"Jason!!!" She yelled again . Grabbing his arm away from my face .
"What the fuck do you want ?" Jason shouted back at her .
"Wha...what ?" She said in shock . As if Jason did something unexpected .
Well he did . But doesn't she know about me ?
Why didn't he tell her about me ?
"Let's go Amy." Travis said, gripping my hand tightly. I looked up at him .
He looked angry but more terrified .
We started walking to the gate and stopped in the parking lot .
Suddenly Travis started cursing under his breath . Flowing his hand through his hairs .
He sat beside the wall lowering his head .
I could say I was scared by the way he acted but still I have to do something .
Seriously, it was my fault that everybody was going crazy .
"Are ..are you alright?" I asked in a shaking breath . Sitting beside him .
"Hmm.." he replied .
"I'm sorry ." I said in a loud whisper . So that he could hear .
He raised his head . Looking straight into my eyes . His eyes were filled with water too .
Now I'm beginning to feel more guilty . This isn't how I should treat him.
"What are you sorry for ? It wasn't your fault . Instead , it was all on me . I shouldn't have taken you here in the first place . I'm really sorry. I can't even keep you happy in the end . I couldn't even make you stop crying . I ... I just .. I dont know . I'm just really sorry ." He said, As his eyes flowed tears down his cheeks .
It wasn't his fault. Why is he taking all the blame?
Instead he is the one who held me when I was all broken . He never left me alone .
He must not be going through all this just for being with me . Just for treating me nice .
"Travis , you are the nicest guy I have ever met. I doubt if I'll ever get to meet anyone like you again . I know about your feelings . I'm sorry for not accepting them. Today it wasn't your fault . It never has been your fault . Don't blame it on yourself." I cupped his jaw . Cleaning away all the tears he shed .
"It's not like you are not good for me . It's just that you are too good for me . And I just can't seem to fit that . Jason and I have something I now wish we didn't. I'm sorry for putting you through all this shit of mine . And thankyou for staying with me all this time . " I sighed heavily . Standing up .
Travis got up . Look at me . Yeah, like stare at me .
"Shall we go ?" He asked and I nodded .
I looked back once again to see if Jason followed us . But as for sure he wouldn't. And he didn't .
But for real I'm grateful to have people like Travis , Quinn And Ciara in my messed up life .