Chapter 41 - private

Even though Ron is extra sweet I can't just disregard this suspission inside me. I want to know the truth so I investigate secretly, I hired private investigator to check his background. I don't want to trigger him though, if he learned about this he will get mad at me. So it has to remain out of his knowledge until I learned the truth. It was afternoon we agreed to meet each other after work me from my site visit then him from his office. He is about to pick me up from a park nearby. I am watching the kids playing and their parents chasing them, to protect them from falling. How cute of those little innocent kids having fun at the playground. I am too wats to be a parent and have kids like them. I will protect them with my loving arms, but before that I want to make sure that they will have a good Dad. Ron waved at me as he walked closer the moment our eyes met. "Do you want to tey the swing you are so focused on watching the kids, do you envy them?" He asked poking fun of me. "No! I'm just amised of their cuteness." I answered instantly. "Come on, I will push you, besides we have so much time to waste." He is widely smiling while he encouraged me to play. "I'm too big for this playground. Let's just walk around I like this place." I observe his reactions as we walk around the area. He is calm and with angelic masculine aura but who is he really. I've been getting this feeling that heis about to propose but before that happens I hope to know him more, so I can be sure about my yes. Because right now, it's definitely I would be agreeing with everything he wants, we are 99 percent in love but I don't really know him well, marriage is still vague.