Ron continued crying as he kneeled in front of me. "Forgive me!" I don't know the reason why he would say that. So far in our short period of relationship, he did nothing wrong and we didn't had a big fight. So why is he apologizing. "I made you sad, and I wasn't patient to approach you, before I could be this, the person who deserves you. Instead I rushed you!" I'm really confused at this point. He is not drunk but I don't understand what is he saying. It doesn't makes sense to me why he is upset of his real identity.
"I don't understand Ron. Please just tell me directly." I'm getting impatient with the suspense he is building up.
" I am the reason of your pain. I'm sorry but if I could just not to be that person. If only I could be just this perfect person that you like. Then I won't worry at all." All this words are just giving me headache, when will this be over. I just nod so he would continue but I'm not getting it at all.
He stopped talking, he burrowed his head to his hands thinking how he will break it up to me. But nothing, he can't say it. He stood up and gave me the envelope. I look at the pictures inside, the people he is with and his transition. I also look at a paper stating his real name, Veron Alejandro son of Richard Alejandro. That name, I tried to forget that name on my head. His face, his devilish eyes and everything happened connected to that name. Ron Ricks is Veron Richard Alejandro. Does my father know about this? I felt so betrayed by the person I trusted and again my parents. I'm aware of the big amount of money Mr. Richard Alejandro (father of Veron) invested on my Dad's company so we would drop the case. But this, again I'm like an object that can be used for his deals. I felt used. I can't look at him right now. A moment ago I'm so in love with him and there is nothing that would destroy my love towards him but now he seems to be a different person.