Chapter 40 - doubt

Why would Ron hide this thing from me? I didn't question him much but i'm still figuring out why. After the encounter with monika and her friends at the shop I'd noticed that he is just keep on brushing this topic off like he doesn't want to talk about it. If Monika is family then I have to know her. Why hide this thing from me. What is he trying to cover up. What more secret does he have. Tonight I must insist on onowing Ron better, I don't want to stay with a guy who doesn't trust me fully. He is driving me home. He's been quiet the whole time on the road.

"I think we have to be truthful to each other Ron. I don't want you hiding any secret from me. I want to know you completely. We both know that we are in love with each other, our only problem now is how are we gonna keep this relationship going until the end. It will happen if we are truthful to each other and put our trust to one another. Can you promise me this?" He didn't remove his eyes to the road but I know he heard me. " Promise you what?" I'm disappointed on how insencere he talks towards me right now. "Promise me that you will be torally honest with me and no more hiding secrets... Please coz this Monika issue is driving me crazy... We could have broke up over this and you don't even care. Do you even get me.?" He finally gave me a look. He took a deep breath before he answered. " I'm sorry, I just tought it would be better to keep our relationship away from the knowledge of my family. They can be nosy sometimes and I don't want to create conflict between us just because of my sister Monika. I know should have told you about her but she can be extremely annoying sometimes that's why I chose to not tell you. But please just let this matter go. Let's enjoy the night together and not waste it over that issue." I have nothing more to say, in the end I chose not to add fuel on this issue. The warm hand of Ron holds mine while his left one is busy on the stirring wheel. His warmth can always wash away my worries.