All my senses comes rushing back to me immediately and i remember what I'd once decided.
I'd never be the girl who Alex would have like any other girl. I was worth more than that.
"Alex...this...is wrong"I choked out and he immediately stops his assault in my pussy.
"Liv....."
"This is wrong Alex,we can't do this"I managed to say as i got up and wrapped the duvet around my naked body. I immediately took my clothes and spun on my heels. Running out of the room.
I pull the door to my room open and immediately lock it as i ran into the room.
I collapsed on the floor and began to cry for some unknown reason.
Why did i embarrass myself that much?
After letting fresh foreign tears roll down from my eyes,i stood up and went into the bathroom.
Why am i even crying for something i want so bad?
I'm crying because i want it so bad, it's so wrong but it feels so right.
I slipped into the bathtub and let the hot water consume me as thoughts of my make out section rewinds in my head.
After about what felt like forever,i finally got out of the tub. I went back into the room with a towel wrapped around my body.
I dried my hair and then wore a simple white camisole with pink shorts.
I lied down on the bed, facing the ceiling. My thoughts were filled with stupid thoughts about Alex.
What if i hadn't stopped him?would we have....had sex?
I was beyond embarrassed with my self.
I woke up the following morning. I don't even remember falling asleep.
I got up from the bed and rushed to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and took my bath. I was in a hurry in order for me not to bump into Alex.
I don't think i can handle any drama this morning.
After taking my bath,i dried off my wet body and went back into the room with a towel wrapped around me. I went into my closet and selected the outfits I'll be wearing.
I decided to go with all black today. I dried my hair and put on my underwear. I wore a black polo shirt with a black jacket, black joggers and a black converse. I didn't bother applying makeup as it is i never really liked makeup,i only applied it because of my stupid friends who kept bugging me to.
I grabbed my bag from the bed and left the room. I ran down to the living room. Thankfully there was not sign of Alex.
I grabbed my keys from the table and left the house.
It was chilly outside from all the rain which i don't even remember falling.
I scampered over to where my car was parked and immediately unlocked it. I got into the vehicle and turned on the heater.
I drove out of the building and in no time,i was on my way to school. I have never been a reckless driver but today i think the police will be giving me a red car if they catch me with the kind of speed i was moving with.
I pulled into an empty space at the parking lot and left the car. I slammed the door shut and locked the car as i began to walk towards the massive building.
I made my way down the hall to find Zoey already waiting for me by my locker.
"Hey girl"She smiled and pulled me to a hug.
"Hey"I said dryly.
"What's up, why do you have that look on your face?"She asked.
"I'm just tired"I lied. I don't even have the strength to be talking about Alex right now.
"Oh sorry,what did Alex do this time?"She asked.
"Why do you guys always think that my feelings or emotions always has something to do with Alex,Just so y'all know,i and Alex have nothing in common, we're just friends and nothing more will be coming out of that friendship, the sooner you get that the better"I flared.
"Huh?what are you saying? I only asked if Alex did something to trouble you,how does that relate with relationship and all the bullshit you just said?"She grimaced.
"Um... I'm sorry.... I was just.... I don't know"I scrunched my nose.
"Do you wanna talk about it?"She gave me a concerned look.
"Talk about what?"I asked in confusion.
"Whatever is bothering you"She said.
"I don't know, everything is just fucked up Zoe"I said as i faced my locker. I pulled it open and took out my books and then shut it back.
"Hey... You know I'm here for you to talk to whenever and for whatever reason"She gave me a reassuring smile and i smiled back weakly.
"It's okay Zoe... I'm fine,you don't need to work yourself up for me, I'm good"I told her as we made our way to the classroom.
"Are you sure?"She questioned.
"I've never been more certain"I lied, i know it was obvious I'm lying but I'm glad she didn't push it.
We went to class and settled down for literature.
After class,Jane, Zoey,Justin and i assembled at the cafeteria for lunch.
"Hey give me that!"Jane squealed as she was dragging her food with Zoey.
"Will you guys just split it and stop the drama already"Justin said and they both shot him a nasty glare.
"Sorry"He shrugged and continued with his food, ignoring them.
"Will you guys just stop being childish!"I yelled, already getting annoyed with their childish behavior.
"Tell Zoey to get her hands off, it's mine, she knows how much i love fries and she took the last piece"Jane grumbled.
"And how's that my business,i was the one who bought it so it's mine"Zoey said.
Just the way they fight over silly things, cranks me up.
"Hey look what you've done!"Zoey yelled and i turned back to look at them. Zoey's clothes was stained with Ketchup.
She didn't look friendly at all.
"I'm sorry"Jane said as she let go of the fries. I couldn't help but laugh.
"What's funny?"Zoey furrowed her eyebrows.
"Just look at your face, you look like an overripe tomato"I kept laughing.
"This isn't funny Liv"She scowled.
"I never said it was, it's hilarious"I laughed.
"Laugh all you want"She scoffed as she stood up.
"Didn't I tell you guys to stop?Now you'll go home with a Ketchup designed shirt"I laughed harder.
"I don't have anything to say to you right now"She frowned and spun on her heels, exiting the cafeteria.
"She's just too stubborn,i kept telling her to let go of the fries"Jane said with a mouthful of fries in her mouth. I raised my eyebrows at her as i took in her appearance.
Is she fucking serious?
Zoey's POV
I was beyond angry as i made my way down the hall, heading towards the toilet. I pulled the door handle open and went into the toilet. I turned on the tap and let the water wash the ketchup.
"Gosh it's even worse now!"I groaned and turned off the running water, I can't be seen in school like this with a ketchup stained white t-shirt. I left the toilet and headed down the hall, just as i was reaching my locker, i was pulled into a class with strong arms wrapped around my mouth.
I struggled from his grip and pushed the person off of me to see Blake standing in front of me. He has been trying to talk to me all week but i kept ignoring and declining his calls, he even sent a few messages which i didn't bother reading.
"How dare you lay those filthy hands on me!"I yelled.
"Please Zoey, why have you been avoiding me?"He asked.
I don't do assholes now get lost"I yelled.
"Please Zoey, I've been trying to reach out to you but you keep ignoring me,Zoey i know i hurt you badly and I'm really sorry, I didn't know how much i like you until i fucked us up"He said.
"Like?are you fucking kidding me Blake,do you take me for a joke?"I yelled.
"Please Zoey, just hear me out, just give me one chance to prove to you that I'm a changed guy,i really care for you Zoey and i can't do without you"He said.
Is he fucking sick?
"Oh you didn't think about that when you were busy banging that slut"I yelled.
"Look Zoey I'm sorry, I wasn't in my senses, if not for Liv and Alex who came to my house and knocked sense into me i wouldn't have realized my feelings for you, I'm really sorry Zoey,trust me, I like you, I'm just not much of a loving guy"He said.
"Are you even listening to yourself? You sound like a psycho,this is the last time you'll ever stop me to tell me nonsense again, the next time you try this I'll make sure your balls no longer function properly enough for you to bang that Trisha girl"I said and turned to walk away but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back to him.
"Zoey I'm sorry please forgive me"He was becoming desperate.
"Not all offences are to be forgiven Blake,the sooner you get that, the better it is for you, if you dare try to stop me again I'll murder you"I warned and without another word being said,i left the room.
Liv's POV
"Remind me what you're doing here Alex"I scowled.
"What?am i not invited to your little gathering?"He smirked.
"No one wants you here so get lost!"I warned.
"Zoey wants me here, right Zoey?"He asked and i looked back to see Zoey approaching us. The stain on her shirt has spreaded and looked even worse that before. I stared at her as she got to our table.
"Hey Zoe, what happened and why do you look disturbed?"I asked.
"It's nothing....um... I'll be leaving... I have something to take care of" She said, grabbing her bag. I know she's lying but i decided not to push it.
"See you later guys"She walked away before we could even respond.
"What's wrong with her?"Jane asked.
"If you ask me, who will i ask"I shot her a nasty look.
***
"Hey"Alex called and i turned to face him heading towards me. He sat down on the couch beside me.
"What?"I asked with furrowed eyebrows.
"Can we talk?"He asked.
"No I'm pretty occupied"I lied.
"Common Liv,stop avoiding me already,you know i didn't mean to hurt you"He said.
"Hurt me?what do you mean by that?you didn't hurt me"I said.
"Then why have you been avoiding me since last night"He asked.
"How am i avoiding you?"I folded my arms.
"You don't wanna talk to me and any time i try to make conversation you'll just ignore me, we're both matured enough to talk these things out you know"He said.
"There's nothing to talk about Alex,i think it's best for us to just stay away from each other for the main time"I told him.
"Come on Liv,that doesn't make any sense,why are you being so difficult,you know i can't stay away from you"He said.
"And why's that?"I asked curiously.
"Because...... we're friends and it doesn't make any sense for us to be fighting"He said.
"Oh so it only makes sense when you take me to your room naked"I yelled,my temper rising.
"Come on Liv,you know i did it with your consent,you didn't reject me when we kissed" He was right but i still wouldn't give in easily.
"You should have known better Alex,i know that all you want is to have a taste of me but that won't be happening cause i won't allow it Alex, I won't"I stated clearly.
"This isn't about just having you in bed Liv"He told me.
"Then what is it about?"I questioned curiously as he ruffled his messy hair.
"It's.... I don't know Liv but i just don't like you being upset with me, I don't just wanna be your friend to have my cock inside you,i want....."
"You want what Alex?"I asked.
"I don't know Liv,i just want us to be friends and not avoiding each other like this, please"He said.
"Alex I'm...."
"Come on baby"He smirked.
"How many times have i warned you never to call me that!"I yelled.
"Sugarplum"He teased.
"Don't call me that, I'll break your bones Alex!"I threatened as he moved closer to me, making me fall on my back.
"Sweetheart"He continued to tease me as he brought his face closer to mine.
"Alex I'm warning you get off me"I yelled.
"Not until you forgive me"He smirked.
"Get off me retard!"I screamed.
"It's just us in this big house so don't bother about screaming, I'm not raping you"He told me as he brushed off loose strands of hair away from my face.
"Alex get off me!"I screamed.
"Not until you forgive me"He smirked.
"Forgive you for what?"I asked. This guy has lost his senses.
"For last night,please Liv"He begged.
"There's nothing to forgive about,all i said is to stay away from me for the main time"I told him.
"You know that's impossible Liv,even if i want to I can't seem to stay away from you"He said.
"Why?"I asked.
"Because....i enjoy messing with you"He beamed.
"You're insane,get off me asshole!"I tried pushing him away but instead he pulled me back to the couch, pinning both my hands on the couch with his against mine. For a moment,i thought he'd kiss me and i was so ready to spit on his face if he tries it, but instead,his hands went to my sides.
"Since you don't wanna agree to my plea then I'm left with no other option"He had a mischievous smirk on his face.
"Don't you dare"I warned.
"I dare"He grinned mischievously as his hands went to my sensitive spots and immediately began to tickle me like crazy.
"Alex....stop.. I'm..."I choked and kept laughing uncontrollably.
"Do you forgive me?"He asked.
"Ye... yes"I cried.
"What's that?"He asked as he kept tickling me.
"Yes"I choked.
"Say yes daddy"He smirked.
"Never"
His tickle increased and i kept laughing uncontrollably.
"Alex...i....i... want....to...pee" I cried but he didn't stop.
"Say yes daddy"He said,his fingers not leaving me.
Is this guy insane?
"Alex....please"I cried.
"Not until you say yes daddy"He smirked.
Why the fuck is he making me say something this dumb?
"I'm waiting"He kept tickling my side and i could feel my liquid almost coming out.
"Yes daddy"I quickly said and he let go of me. I pushed him away from me immediately and ran up to my room,before i could get into the bathroom,my liquid was already dripping from my shorts. I ran into the toilet immediately and pulled off my shorts. I rushed to the toilet and immediately eased myself.
Alex will pay for this.