What the actual hell?
I stare at him in horror as he walked away. I immediately switched off the Tv and ran up to my room. I shut the door behind me and stared at my reflection in the mirror.
So that's why the asshole was staring at me the whole time like i was some freshly made taco
My almost transparent pyjama top hugged my body, revealing my erect nipples. My shorts clad perfectly around my figure. I was looking like something from a strip club.
I've never worn this pyjama ever since my mum bought it for me. First time of me wearing it and i embarrassed myself.
Why did i mum even get me something this slutty?
"Because pyjamas are only meant for sleeping and not to be worn spending time with a boy"
My subconscious mind told me.
I sighed and made my way to the bed.
I laid down on the soft mattress on my back as i stared at the ceiling.
I don't know why i always feel differently these days when it comes to Alex,it seems like I'm loosing my mind and he just keeps making it worse with the way he always says the wrong but perfect words.
I woke up the next morning with a slight pounding headache. I don't even remember falling asleep.
I climbed off the bed and went into the bathroom to brush my teeth. I took out my toothbrush and toothpaste and began scrubbing my teeth until i heard knocks on my door which eventually turned to pounding.
I quickly completed the brushing and rinsed my mouth with water. I washed my face with water and dried it with a clean towel before going back into the room. I checked my appearance in the mirror. Hell i look like a raccoon with my hair scattered all over the place like i just got into a chicken fight with someone.
I immediately combed my hair to something close to perfection as the banging increased. I angrily stormed towards the door and yanked it open at the same time Alex's fist connected with my face, sending me tumbling down on the floor.
He immediately rushed down to my almost lifeless body on the floor as he took in my appearance. "Omg Liv... I'm so sorry,i was knocking,i didn't do it intentionally"He had a look of concern on his face.
I rubbed my almost broken nose as he helped me to get back on my feet. Damn it hot like a bitch. "What the hell Alex,why were you even banging my door like that?"I scrunched my nose.
"I'm sorry,you were taking so long unlike you so i thought...."
"You thought what?"I scowled.
"I thought...maybe something had happened to you, I'm sorry i didn't mean to...."He gave me a sympathetic look.
"It's okay"I said as i walked back into the room with him behind me.
"Damn you woke up late didn't you"He teased and i shot my gaze at the wall clock hanging just above my bed. It was 9:15am.
"Why the hell did my alarm not ring!"I panicked as i grabbed the alarm clock from my bedside table. It was dead.
"Shit!"I cursed.
"Well it's not like you have anything doing in school,just revision since our exams are around the corner so it's really no big deal"He shrugged.
"It's no big deal to you but you and i know fully well that i hate having to miss school,now I'm fucking late!"I groaned as i sat down on the bed angrily.
"I know...but on the bright side,we can just take the day off and do something fun" I shot him a nasty glare instantly.
"Are you fucking kidding me,do you think this is a joke Alex!"I rolled my eyes "By the way,what are you even doing here, aren't you supposed to be in school by now since you woke up before me"I asked.
"Yeah but i couldn't leave without you, it's not like i even like school anyway,i always go late so i have nothing to loose, unlike you"He smirked.
Pathetic fool.
"Then get going already,why are you wasting timr here with me?"I glared at him.
"I've been using the fence way too long already, Jonah's no longer a nig fan of me"He said.
"Who's Jonah?"I asked.
"The bald ass security man at the school gate, I can't go through the gate whenever I'm late or I'll get detention and i can't use the fence, he's been extra watchful these days" He said as he lied down on my bed with his shoes on.
I squatted his legs off my bed immediately "Get your stupid leg off my property"I growled.
"Hey!"He protested and put his leg back on the bed.
"I'm warning you Alex, I'll break your leg,remove your stupid shoes, you'll dirty my mattress" I warned him.
"Says who?"He was pissing me off.
"Ill kill you Alex, I'm not joking,get your legs off,who even gave you permission to climb my bed" I groaned.
"I don't need permission to stay on my girlfriend's bed"He teased.
"And who's your girlfriend?"I rolled my eyes.
"She's right in front of me"He smirked.
"You're high on drugs I'm certain"I told him and he laughed.
"Drug of love"He teased.
"Did you just say love?"I asked.
"Of course, I'm on a love drug, high on drugs"He teased.
"Look Alex, I'm already very pissed, don't get me angry"I growled.
"Look Olivia, I'm already horny, don't get me aroused with those tits"He said staring directly at me and my eyes immediately followed his gaze to my chest. The only part of my breast that isn't exposed right now is my nipples. I flushed immediately as i stood up and ran into the bathroom as fast as i can with Alex laughing like a maniac.
"Next time you could give me a better strip show in bikinis" I heard him saying amidst laughter.
***
"I'm fucking hungry and bored"I groaned.
"I'm fucking horny and bored"Alex growled and i immediately hit him playfully.
"What? I'm just stating my feelings"He laughed.
"Then why are you telling,go and fuck those your whores"I folded my arms.
"Yeah i guess you're right,those sexy asses need groping"He said and i immediately flushed.
"Yeah whatever"I scowled.
"Jealous much?"He teased.
"You wish Alex,why will i ever be jealous of you or any fucking whore? It's your life,you can fuck whoever you want, I don't care"I lied.
The thought of Alex being with another one of those sluts made me sick.
"You're jealous aren't you?"He asked, examining my face.
I looked away immediately "No I'm not jealous,why would i be" Am i jealous? Not possible,i don't even like Alex so that's not possible.
"Oh really?then why do you always cause a scene whenever i bring in girls" He asked.
"Because...i hate it"I told him.
"And why do you hate it?"He asked. I won't be giving him the satisfaction of saying I'm jealous. I'm not jealous and can never be.
"Because this is my house and you have no fucking right to be bringing anyone here to do shit" My voice came out harsher than I'd intended.
"Oh really?"He had an amused smile on his face.
"Yeah"I didn't bother to look at him.
"So you don't mind if i do it elsewhere then?"Even though i wasn't looking at him, I could tell that he's smirking.
"Yeah i don't care, whatever"I scoffed.
"Okay then, I'll call Avery then"He smiled and took at his phone. I glared at him but remained quiet as he dialed her number.
"Yes babe"He said into the phone.
"No my mum's home, let's meet at your place"I raised my eyebrows in amusement.
"Yeah I'll be there in about twenty minutes"He said. My temper was rising slowly.
"Okay sure,get ready and put on that lingerie i so much fucking love"He stood up immediately and ended the call. Without saying a single word to me,he ran upstairs to his room.
I stayed back on the chair. I was beyond mad. How dare he do that?who does he think he is to go out and sleep with any girl.
I was still ranting when he came back,fully dressed in a white shirt and black pants.
"Where are you going?"I stood up to face him as he grabbed his car keys.
"To Avery's,why?do you have any problem?"He asked.
"No...not at all... absolutely not...why would i" I was getting really frustrated.
"Cool"He smirked and left for the door, slamming it shut behind him.
I can't believe Alex would do this to me, he's still seeing those stupid ass sluts.
You know what?i don't fucking care. He can do whatever fucking thing he wants and it won't affect me. Why am i even wasting my time thinking about Alex when i should rather be in the kitchen making dinner for myself. He can fuck whoever he wants for all i care.
***
"Hey babe,why weren't you in school yesterday and you weren't picking my calls?"Zoey asked as she sat down beside me.
"Sorry i woke up late and i wasn't in a good mood yesterday"I told her.
"What happened?"She asked with a concerned expression.
"I don't know...i don't wanna discuss it"I said.
"Come on babe,i might be of help, let's talk it out"She persuaded.
"Nah, i don't feel like it"I told her.
"What's wrong?is it something that has to do with Alex?"She asked.
"Why do you all always have to link whatever that concerns me with that asshole"I flared.
"Whoa!... I'm sorry...i just thought that... maybe.. perhaps he's the cause of whatever happened since you both live together"She said.
"We don't live together, we're just staying together"I pointed out.
"Okay....so...do you mind sharing?"She asked abd i sighed.
"Well....."I started.
"Go on...."She beamed. I don't know why she's smiling when i clearly I'm not.
"He's a jerk, yesterday he said he was horny and then called that Avery girlfriend of his and went over to her house"I ratted.
"So you're jealous because he went to see his girlfriend"She said calmly.
"I'm not jealous!why do you all keep saying that"I scowled.
"You are...if you aren't jealous then why does it bother you so much that he's with someone else?"She asked.
"I don't know...i...i just...i...."
"You see? you're jealous"She beamed.
"No I'm not! I'm just angry"I told her.
"And why are you angry?"
"I don't know...i just hate those sluts"I don't even know who I'm trying to convince,whether it's myself or Zoey.
"You hate them for what?did any of his girlfriends ever do anything to you?"She asked.
"No...i just don't like them...i hate them coming to my house"I explained.
"But he didn't bring anyone over to your house this time right?He went to her place"She said.
"Yeah but it's still annoying...why would he even wanna be with any of those whores"I growled.
"With all you've been saying i can only make out jealousy,you have feelings for Alex and you're jealous because you don't want him with any other girl"She told me.
"No i don't have feelings for Alex"I inform her.
"Then why are you jealous?"She rolled her eyes.
"Because i just don't like it"I lie.
Lie?am i lying?
Of course not, I don't even like Alex to begin with.
"So you don't like Alex huh?"She smirked.
"No i don't, he's a shit faced asshole with a loud mouth and an ego twice as big as his head"I don't know who I'm even angry with right now, whether it's myself or Alex.
"Just admit it Liv,i know you like him, I've noticed the way you both have stopped fighting and are now getting along,the way he smiles at you and even steal glances at you when you're not aware"She informed me.
"You're insane, I don't like him"I stood up, grabbing my backpack.
"Where are you going?"She asked.
"I won't stay here and listen to you giving me relationship or whatever shitty advice, I'll be in class if you need me"I told her and began walking towards the door.
"Accept it Liv,you like him"She laughed and i raised my middle finger, throwing it back to face her as i walked away.