*A few days later
I go out to leave for school and it's really hard to move. Everywhere hurts, my dad decided to give me a good beating yesterday for standing up to him for the first time in my life and I got punished for it. I walked into school and I was so weak, I could barely walk but no one at school bullied me anymore, everyone is trying to be my friend now, but I know better than to let them use me to their own benefit. But I know I can trust Jacob and Taylor because they didn't even know I was a wolf at the beginning, but thanks to them I started to believe little by little. Finally I got to have a wolf all to myself, and everyone bows to me which I don't really like because just a few days ago, they were beating my face into a wall. Everyone was already talking about graduation and I was excited because it meant I could finally leave the house and say goodbye to Jacob and Taylor. I knew I'd have to say goodbye at some point but it kinda makes me sad. But I'm doing it to escape my abusive dad. Later that day everyone got to go on a run in their wolf forms outside and I thought that was so much fun, I was so much faster than everyone, and they tried really hard to keep up, and I think it's pretty funny. I got to go home that day happy, it's been awhile since I been happy, I was glad to go to bed that night and think happy thoughts.
*NEXT DAY
Today I decided to get to know my wolf since I knew nothing about him. I went outside and decided to ask him questions starting with his name. "My name is Alaska." And I thought that was a good start and as I asked him more questions I felt like I was really getting to know my wolf and I would be happy when I ran away to let him take control and just take me wherever. I went home that night and I slept soundly knowing I got to know my wolf self better.
*NEXT DAY
I was so happy that we graduated soon. It's been about a month or so now and I'll be able to move away from here. I didn't want to leave my friends, but I have to get out of here, I don't think my wolf will be able to take it if he goes on for much longer. I don't know where we would go, but I'll figure it all out, when it's closer in time, but for now I had to deal with people trying to be my friend because I was alpha. I loved my wolf but I wish they'd leave me alone and mind their business. I haven't used my alpha voice at all because if I did, they would have no choice but to listen to me because of the fact I was higher than them in ranks. Sometimes people like to test me to see if I'm good enough to be alpha, because at any point, they can challenge me and whoever loses has to leave the school. Three kids have left so far because they thought their wolf was all that and that they were gonna beat mine. I have lots of advantages and disadvantages because people want to use me because of my wolf, so I don't need anymore friends than what I've got, I'm happy with what I have.