Day 10 (17 days left)
For some reason when I woke up today I felt a little funny. I don't feel sick or anything I felt stronger if that makes sense. I went to school like any other day and I went to Taylor and she was lookin at me and she asked me what was wrong and I told her that I felt funny. "Well it's probably your wolf, he's getting you prepared for when he comes out." And I looked at her in disbelief because I still didn't believe I had one because I heard what I thought was him but I also could've been hallucinating and all of a sudden I looked at her again and she gasped and said "Cain. Your eyes are blue again!" I looked at her with wide eyes and rushed to the bathroom and she was right my eyes have always been white but now I'm looking in a mirror and they are like a blue I've never seen. They were so mesmerizing and so pretty I couldn't believe it was me. I walked out and Jacob saw me with Taylor and pointed out my eyes and said "Cain your eyes are blue!" And we explained Taylor's idea and he didn't deny it. Later that day we were at gym and everyone was looking at me funny probably because they knew my eyes are white but here they are blue as can be and all of a sudden someone comes up behind me and pushes me and says "Take those contacts out, we know they're fake, we know you have white eyes not blue." I looked at him and tried to explain that they weren't but he didn't want any part of what I was saying and he pushed me harder and kept telling me to take them out but luckily Jacob saved me and told him to leave me alone. I was lucky to have a friend like Jacob, he may be popular but he was really nice. I went home and my dad didn't want to see me so he threw me in my room and left me there but I didn't care, I was used to it by now.
Day 12 (15 days left)
Today was our day off from school, it was a Saturday and dad decided to go out with friends again so I took my chance and went outside for the day and hung out in the woods, I was out there for a pretty long time and nothing really important happened I just sat there on a stump just letting time fly by wishing I could be there forever and just live there but I couldn't yet, I want to wait after I graduate so that I don't leave my friends hanging. I like to look up at the sky against the trees and look at the sky, despite my white eyes, the sun doesn't bother me that much, in fact, I love the sun I think it's beautiful and being under its rays are delightful. It was starting to be nightfall and knew I had to go back because if I didn't he would find out and I'd be dead for sure. I started to head back and I heard a voice "Hey it's me again. I know you don't believe that I'm here but I promise I am. You don't know it yet, but you are very important. I will protect you when I come out. You have no clue how bad I wanted to tear that guys face apart for pushing you. I promise I will protect you at all costs." And the voice went away and I knew I didn't hallucinate because I didn't take any beatings lately but who could that have been? I swept it out of my mind and went home to my bed wondering what or who that voice was and if it was the same one that day.