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Chapter 4 - How it all became

I went to school like I do any other day and something weird happened. I never even knew that it existed but one day we went to class and we all had to go to the gym. Everyone kinda lined up and the teacher told us to transform. I had absolutely no clue what he was talking about and thought he was just pulling our leg but then I saw some dude transform into a wolf! He wasn't very big and he was brown with some black shading and hazel eyes. His wolves name is Blaine but his human name is different. I thought it was a joke gone wrong or something or that I was so hungry from not eating for so long that I was hallucinating, but they really were there and after him this small fragile girl transformed into a white and brown wolf with blue ocean eyes, her wolves name was Celeste and her actual human name was Taylor. After them, one after other started transforming and some had dull colored forms and were quite small and some were a little bit bigger with fluffy fur. They all looked cool but then all their wolf eyes looked at me and the teacher came up to me and said "well what are you waiting for, transform." And I just kinda looked at him and said "I don't know how" and he looked at me in disbelief and said "Can you not transform yet?" And I looked at him and said "I didn't even know this stuff existed until just now, so no I guess not" and he looked at me and the other wolves looked at me and the wolves started laughing at me as if I was different from them, which I guess I kinda am since I didn't do anything but I couldn't help it, I didn't know how to do what they did. Then he said that I'd be excused today but he's sure I'll learn how to do it once I study and find my own way how to do it cuz everyone finds their own way differently, I just haven't found mine yet. So I was sent home like everyone else and I got home and sat in my room and thought how in the world I was gonna transform if it was even possible. I never seen my dad do it or even speak of it so if I told him he'd probably think I'm crazy and beat it out of me. So telling him was a definite not. But I did kinda want to do it. So I waited until dad was drunk and I went outside in the dark and sat alone in the woods by myself. I sat there for a pretty good while and looked up at the full moon. I thought it was so pretty and big. I sat there and just started singing. I absolutely love to sing and it just really made me let go of everything and feel my emotions and make me feel whole. I wanted to change so bad but I just knew it wasn't possible but I kept singing and singing for what felt like hours. Then all of a sudden I felt something change. I don't really know what it was because nothing physical changed, I just felt like I could achieve anything, do anything or be anything. If felt funny and cool at the same time. I didn't know what it was but it felt like I had awoken something inside of my soul or something. I went home that night and I could see that my dad was awake. He was in the living room so I ran quickly to the window above my room and I climbed in it and changed and laid in my bed and as soon as I did my dad walked in and saw that I was asleep and luckily I closed my window so he left and I was ready to go to school tomorrow.