When Jeannie woke up in the morning, she was in a somber mood. She had a clear memory of what they had started and how they had ended up. Seeing the white bandages around her arms made her ache as well as feel guilty. She had actually convinced herself into believing that she was fine.
Her decision to slowly proceed in their relationship had changed within a week. No wonder she had agreed to marry him so soon, the last time as well. But this time, she had miscalculated her own strength.
In dact, she really did not have a clear memory of what she had done after she had felt that blackness invading her senses as she pushed Christopher away.