Chapter 5 - Alex
RJ glared at me from the sofa and I wanted to laugh. He looked like a bruised pouting puppy, but still cute.
"I told you before, my so-called friends are not actual friends. They only want to be around me because of my family's connections and money. I hated them, dad wanted me to be friends with them because of what they could do for me in the future. They were all fake and I hated it."
"I tried to pretend but they were suffocating. They always wanted to go to some party, or some fancy restaurant. They would laugh really loud and put people down that weren't like them. They weren't quiet about it either."
I sat on the spot next to him and sighed.
"But what if you find friends you want to hang out with? I won't want to do that," I told him.
"And who said I would?" he smiled.
Slowly, he took my hand and his big brown eyes stared up at me.
"I'd much rather hang out at the bar with you, or even just sit at home like this with you. I don't want to go to parties or fancy restaurants. My parents would drag me to those places. Not for family stuff but they would say for appearance, they would try to set me up with a girl from a powerful wealthy family. I'm actually happier now than I've ever been working at the bar … with you."
I stared at our hands and then back at him. His eyes beamed up at me and I couldn't help but smile and ruffle his hair. He playfully pushed my hand away but then laid his head on my shoulder and sighed.
"So will you tell me why you lied and what you were doing in that bar?" I asked.
RJ sighed again but this one didn't sound happy or content. Instead, he sounded resigned.
"I wanted to meet someone and try to get over you," he started.
"What?"
"Yeah, after that woman flirted with you and you said you had to play along with what I did. I realised that you and I would never be what I wanted. So, it was time to move on, so I moved out and decided to find someone else."
"That's why you moved out suddenly, but why that guy?"
"He was the first to come up to me and he seemed nice at first. When he suggested going somewhere else I agreed thinking he meant a restaurant or something but when he led me outside into the back alley and started kissing me it felt wrong. I tried to push him off but he was stronger than me. I was stupid."
I gave his head a light flick and chuckled as he pouted whilst rubbing the spot I'd flicked.
"I'm sorry," I said with a sigh. "I was the stupid one, if I hadn't pushed you away you'd never have gotten hurt."
"No! … If that guy hadn't been a prick I wouldn't have gotten hurt. Yes, I was trying to get over you but it wasn't your fault I was there."
He gripped my face and looked so determined that I couldn't help but smile. I leaned in and pecked his lips. His eyes went wide and my smile grew.
RJ touched his lips and then eyed mine as if he couldn't quite believe what I'd done. I chuckled before standing up and headed into the kitchen.
"Alex!" he called out after me.
I shook my head and set about making him something to eat. He hadn't eaten properly in the hospital and I had to take care of my guy.
"I thought you said I was too young for you?"
"I never actually said you were too young," I reminded him.
He looked like he was about to argue but then stopped as realisation flitted across his face.
"Ok, fine, you've never actually said it in those words but you've implied I'm too young. Even earlier you said that you thought you were too old and I would only want to be with someone who wanted to do young people things."
I smiled at him, leaned on the counter he was resting on and got close to his face.
"That was then, this is now!"
I kissed him lightly again and smiled before stepping away. His eyes widened again as his mouth dropped open.
My heart felt a little lighter as I set about making him something to eat. RJ watched me the whole time, never taking his eyes off me. I liked the feeling of being watched by him.
I'd felt it at the bar a few times and I always knew it was him. People watched me, some even approached me but none made me feel happy, satisfied and wanted.
Hopefully, I could redeem myself and make up for everything I did or said that made him think I was never interested.
Would have to wait though … for his wounds to heal up. I licked my lips as I watched him eat, my dirty older mind started imagining the things I could do to him, to his body.
Chapter 6 - RJ
Three months had passed. Three fucking months! The worst night of my life ended up being the start of something I'd thought would never happen.
Alex had been down every day before going to work but then he would come back and stay the night. I tried to get him to sleep on the bed with me but he'd refuse and sleep on my sofa. How? I have no idea as it's too small for me let alone for him.
When I was able to go back to work, Alex insisted on me doing light duties first. Which of course I found very sweet but after a few weeks I got annoyed and told him to stop treating me like a kid.
He would always walk me home before going home himself. He never stayed over once I'd gone back to work. I was obviously disappointed, but I didn't know how to ask him.
He'd not kissed me since that first day at my place and even then those were light pecks. I wanted to kiss him properly, to have his arms around me pulling me tight against him.
One evening the bar was busy as usual, and Alex walked me home afterwards which was now becoming the standard routine. He smiled at me before saying goodnight and turning. Quickly, I grabbed his jacket, stopping him.
"Alex …" I started and blushed.
Alex stared at me before taking two steps right up to me. His intense eyes looked at mine for a long time before he said anything.
"Are you sure? You better be sure because once I go inside there's no going back."
My throat suddenly felt dry, my heart pounded in my chest as I gulped and nodded. He smiled at me, took my hand and pulled me inside.
As soon as the door shut Alex pushed me up against it. His full body pressed against mine and I felt every ridge and hard line. I wanted to groan but my breath was caught in my throat.
His dark eyes scanned my face, looking for something. I had no idea what he wanted but his eyes kept darting to my lips. I took the hint, tilted my head up and closed my eyes.
Apparently, that was all the incentive he needed. Alex's firm lips pressed against mine and I moaned. A tongue slipped over mine as we melded our mouths together.
"Bed!" he growled.
My cock jumped at the sound and I instinctively wrapped my arms around his neck and jumped. Alex gripped my ass as my legs wrapped around his waist. Our lips stayed glued together as we moved through the small apartment.
He sat down on the edge of my bed and then moved back so he was lying against the wall with me on top of him. His large hands gripped my ass as I ground into him. I could feel his hard shaft and it made me shiver.
"You feel so good!" he groaned as he kissed down my neck.
I angled my neck to give him better access and shivered again. My body felt like it was on fire at his touch.
Alex moved his hands under my shirt and lifted it off in one swift movement. I tried to be as smooth with his shirt but he was bulkier so it was harder. My mouth watered at the sight of his tanned firm muscles.
He lapped at my neck again before going down. My hands shook as I gripped his shoulders. I couldn't help arching my back into his touch. I was so lost in it that I didn't notice his hands gripping the bare flesh of my ass until one finger slid down my channel.
"Fuck!" I cursed.
His rough finger rubbed against my opening and I grounded into him more. I could feel his smirk against my neck. With a pout, I gripped his hair and yanked his head back. I hated and loved the smug expression when I moaned and shivered as he pressed against me again.
I groaned when he removed his hands but then I was being pushed back. He made quick work of my jeans and pants. My dick jerked as he eyed me.
"Is this your first time?" he asked and I shook my head.
"With a guy or girl?"
I scoffed, "I'm not as innocent as you think. I may not have been in love before but I've fooled around before."
"That wasn't my question though," he eyed me.
"I've never been interested in girls and the one guy I've been with, I was the top."
"Good," he smiled.
I raised an eyebrow at him as he moved back and started taking off his jeans. I watched as he reached into my side draw and blushed as he pulled out the lube.
"You don't have any condoms, but I'm clean," he started.
"Me too," I rushed to say.
Alex nodded and did something that surprised me. He started lubing up my cock before reaching around his own body. I couldn't see from this angle but I could tell he was fingering himself.
Alex was going to be my bottom?
Chapter 7 - 3rd POV
RJ watched transfixed as Alex worked himself open. Then he moved over RJ's body and positioned himself over his cock.
RJ could do nothing but watch as Alex lowered himself down onto his hard erection. The tightness of Alex's channel made RJ buck. Alex grunted at the action and pushed down.
With slow steady movements, both men grunted and groaned as one rode the other. Hands gripped flesh as they sweat and shivered.
Eventually, Alex pulled at RJ's shoulders and fell backwards. RJ's movements didn't let up as he swivelled his legs around so he was now kneeling. Alex pulled him down and clamped his mouth against his.
The mouths battled for dominance. Alex could feel RJ's hard cock push against his prostate with his swipe. His cock ached to be touched so he gripped it firmly and pumped in time to RJ's thrusts.
RJ gripped Alex's thick thighs and pushed them further apart.
"Yes!" Alex moaned. "Right there, RJ! Fuck me harder!"
RJ couldn't believe that he was making this usually stoic and strong man moan and break apart like this. He never imagined Alex would look so out of control as he does at that moment.
"I'm close!" Alex grunted.
"Me too," RJ replied with an obvious strain to his voice.
"Cum with me!" Alex ordered.
Neither of them needed to be told twice. Soon they yelled in pleasure as their orgasms rocked through them like electricity. RJ was about to pull out, but Alex stopped him.
"Don't! Cum inside me," he moaned.
RJ grunted as his movements started to jerk. Soon they both cried out. Alex came with no touch to his cock whilst Rj pumped load after load inside his lover. Slowly, once he was done, he gently pulled out and pushed Alex's legs higher.
RJ stared down before slowly running two fingers through the fluid as it leaked out and pushing it back into his hole. Alex lay panting as he watched RJ explore.
The soft caress and intense gaze ignited the fire within him once again and he found himself getting hard. RJ licked his lips at the site of his growing cock and answered it with his own.
"My turn," Alex muttered before switching them around.
RJ was now on his hands and knees, with his ass pointing up. Alex used his juices to coat his fingers before rubbing around RJ's waiting hole.
A shiver ran down his spine with each swipe before he'd had enough.
"Please Alex, more!" he whined, wiggling his ass.
Alex chuckled and pressed a little harder at the opening before it gave way and let one of his fingers in.
RJ hissed at the sting but soon moaned as Alex slowly moved in and out. He added another finger and then another until RJ couldn't think straight. He begged Alex that he needed more and Alex smirked.
"Don't worry, I'll give you more," he promised and removed his fingers.
He popped the lube bottle again and coated his thick member before rubbing lightly over his hole. RJ squirmed, needing more until a sharp slap stung one of his cheeks.
RJ tried to remain still and was rewarded with a playful lick over the reddening skin. He moaned and then gasped as he felt Alex's cock head push against his entrance.
The stretch was both painful and electric. RJ couldn't decide if he wanted Alex to pull out or push further in. Alex took the decision for him and pushed. His cock rubbed a spot inside that he couldn't understand. It shot electricity up his spine with each pass.
"Right there!" he chanted.
Alex bent over and wrapped his arms around his chest lifting him up. He sucked onto RJ's neck as his hips continued to slam into RJ's.
"Oh god!" RJ panted. "I'm gonna … I'm gonna!"
"Do it!" Alex ordered.
RJ came with a shout and shot all over the sheets below him. Alex quickly pulled out, flipped him over and pushed back in. His pace was now less coordinated as he neared his own release.
Soon, he followed RJ with a cry inside him as RJ had done to him. Alex had enough sense not to collapse onto his lover so he moved to the side.
They both laid out of breath. RJ had enough strength to turn over onto his side and wrap an arm around the muscular man's chest. Alex wrapped an arm around his and ruffled his hair.
"Come on, we need to get washed up."
RJ groaned as Alex pulled him up and dragged him to the bathroom. His place was only big enough for a shower so they couldn't relax in a tub. RJ wondered if Alex's place had a bathtub.
He thought about asking but then Alex started washing his hair and he turned into a puddle. That night they lay in each other's arms as they drifted off to sleep.
They both looked forward to what the future had in store for them. All they could hope for was that they still be together through it all.