I stayed in there for sometime, and cried my eyes out as I realized that neither I, nor Joshua , had trusted each other. We had rushed into our marriage without a firm foundation on our relationship , and in the end, had hurt each other in the process.
I wanted to wait for him to leave as I didn't know how to face him , but I knew I needed to come out of hiding as my children needed me.
So, I washed my face and cleaned myself up, and wore the bathrobe and came out of the bathroom. Good enough for me , Joshua had left my room and I hoped that he would have left my house even.
I tried to apply eye cream to help with my puffy eyes, thanks to all the crying in the bathroom, and applied a light make up so that the kids wouldn't notice that their mom had been crying when they were taking their nap.
