I returned Lahore while leaving all my difficult thoughts behind and just to concentrate on my studies ,
Me: Hey,Aunt I am back home.
Aunt: Welcome my child , come I have made a special lunch for you .
I love to eat with Asian style spinach and my Aunt was the best at making it.
After having lunch ,
Aunt : How was the food?
Me: It's delicious , that's why my mom wanted me to stay at your home.
Aunt : After smiling ,Sheroz, I can take care of you as long as you like but in response .I requested your mother , I will take decision for your marriage and my niece is young now.
I was not happy with Aunt response because I was here to pay more attentions to my studies , I was Quiet and decided not to talk on this matter and said ,
Aunt , I need to pay more attention to my studies. Right now I am not thinking about marriage ,I will look for a job and the rest I will leave to my mother.
Aunt shocked her head , it seems that she didn't liked my reply and said,
OK, it's up to you. I am tired and now going to rest .You better change your clothes and have some rest too.
I got up and could clearly feel , my life always remained challenging and I had to face it bravely . I was thinking of leaving Aunt home, then decided to stay and spend more time in college and try to complete my assignments in the college lab. I got very good grades in my first semester , which my teachers and classmates gave me special appreciation for and it worked in boosting my confidence too.
One day when i returned home , Aunt was in her room
ME: hello
Aunt instantly replied : your food is in the kitchen , eat there and clean the plates.
I was not expecting this answer from Aunt. silently , went to the kitchen for a small dinner and went into the drawing room to sleep. Aunt's attitude was changing day by day. Now the situation was , when I returned home , she stopped giving me food and I alone ate whatever was present in the kitchen.
I decided to come home at my cousin's time because he was the only one standing by my side .
One day , Aunt rode on me , I forgot to take my hanged clothes from the washroom , she scolded me , "I am not your servant and try to hang your clothes in your so-called room."
I slept in tears and in my dream my late father came ,
Father Jamal:
He came closer to me and he hugged me and I was feeling calm .
Me: Dad , I need you , where have you been , it's such a difficult life without you .
Dad: MY child nobody will stay in this dunya and these difficulties will make something good in Paradise.
Suddenly I realized that the person to whom I am talking was no more, I tried to open my eyes but could not do it and could not move my body. After some time, I felt some power in my body . I immediately opened my eyes . I could clearly feel that when i met my father my soul was not in my body and it was somewhere meeting my late father and that's why I could not move and open my eyes at first attempt.