Aunt's attitude towards me was changing day by day. I decided to leave her house. With MY college teacher's help , I found a room for rent ,IT was one room with two doors, one opened in the house which was locked and the other opened outside from the house , and an attached washroom .
I decided to take it and stay here until I complete my studies . I had already told my mother about my decision.
One night I silently went to Aunt's room , she was watching a drama on TV. I sat near her and said,
" Aunt , I am planning to shift in a rental house , I am not feeling comfortable and I am sorry if I have ever heart you , please forgive me".
She was quietly watching a tv drama and gave me no reply , I decided to go to my room for packing .
She immediately looked back towards me and said ,"did you tell your mother".
ME: Yes , Aunt , I have already told her.
It was difficult to stay in her house . I felt that tomorrow will be independence day for me. My teacher picked me up on a motorbike and said goodbye to my cousin and left.
I was heart from inside , I could not find proper care from anywhere, I started feeling lack of love and care from my family members.
I shifted in that room , only one mattress was provided to me by my house owner.
I completed my studies with good grades and within a final semester , I had found a new job , but it was testing one for me.
I was freshy and completed bcs Honour , so they gave me a job as an assistant in the IT department. It was a five star club , where only rich people play golf . Job was tough and challenging ,my manager didn't like me to sit on my seet . just to take rounds.
I always hear the same voices from our IT door, "My mouse is not working , My keyboard is not working , My net is not working....etc".
O God , sometimes I am sick of manager and these voices and only place to regain my strength is to pray.
My manager was very strict, always yelling at me , It feels that i am his servant , shouting at me , more heavy task ,pressure increasing day by day.
But one thing which i have noticed , I learnt so many things quickly in this pressure situation.
My Daily routine was stay at 6 at club job and then home , changing cloth and going out for food.