At that time, so many things had happened between her and Di Mingjue that she couldn't truly understand what she was feeling in her heart.
When Bo Chengyan appeared at the entrance of the wedding, she did feel both sorrow and heartache. She thought she was still in love with Bo Chengyan.
And she held onto that belief, which is why she really didn't want to marry Di Mingjue, thinking that he was a lunatic.
She tried her utmost to resist him, but she found that even though he was crazy, he never really made her leave, and never refused to marry her.
Because of his attitude, she felt scared and feared that living with him would drive her insane. So, at that moment, she really wanted to run away.
The appearance of Bo Chengyan might have been a coincidence.
She did not even know why he would show up, why he would come to find her alone.