Note: If you haven't read 2 Prologue chapters, then please consider reading them, I made them for character development, you can skip them, but I recommend reading them. Thank you.

This chapter was delayed by around 5-6 hours, I accidentally deleted the file where I had this chapter, and I ended up making it from scratch. I am very sorry. Thank you for understanding.

Chapter 1, The the beginning of 3rd life.

He was wrong, because then .....

** "I did it! I saved your daughter!" ** [From now on, on ** will mean that Oskar doesn't understand these words]

After the midwife said these words, everyone around them started jumping with joy. Everyone cried with joy that the girl was saved from death, and even her mother. Everyone started hugging each other. Meanwhile, the midwife delivered the baby to its mother with smile on her face.

Meanwhile, while everyone was jumping and shouting for joy, Oskar looked from right to left, back to front. He tried to analyze the situation he was in, he was apparently confused about the situation.

'Well, well, well. What do we have here, next life. This reluctant woman is probably my new mom. ' Then he thought 'Still she needs to take a bath or something, all around her body, there was blood, urine or feces. 'They are probably mine, well sorry!' Even though he said that, he did not care for what he did. And did not have guilty for it.

He was right, the beautiful woman he had in front of him was his mother.

'And this rough-like guy is probably my father, shit. If he will be abusive like my old father then I am in satan's ass.'

Even though his father rejoiced like an friend at the party when the girl accepted him, he had no idea why.

The first option is because he had a daughter now. And the second is that his wife is alive and nothing happened during the delivery.

He assumed the latter was the correct answer.

Then he also noticed that he didn't have his little friend down there, he had the valley there instead.

'Fucking no! This can't be happening! But fucking still, I'm a girl '

Then Oskar became depressed, he never wanted to be a girl, it meant that he is naturally weaker than the others as he is a woman.

'Okay, but then this woman should take a bath, she's covered in blood, stool and piss, probably mine, sorry.'

Despite the fact that he thought so, he did not feel bad about it, well, he never had a fond memories of his mother, and who knows she may be just like his old mother? To make matters worse, his daddy's apples were just like his earlier.

Now he had 2 options for life.

1 - to grow up in this family, then to marry someone, give birth to a child and help at home, but it was out of the question, he did not want to give birth, much less be in a relationship with a boy, he was disgusted with it. He may be a girl, but he is a heterosexual guy deep down in his heart anyway.

2 - It's been to grow up to the point where he can kill himself with whatever sharp object he finds. Of course, he chose the second. This world did not resemble a modern one, it was born in a nativity scene. Which meant it was before around 18 century or earlier, which didn't mean anything good. It meant that even he had had done something, then aristocrat could quickly destroy it, his dream would be quickly crushed. If he were nice looking, he would have married some aristocrat or become a Concubine, which he did not want. When Oskar was thinking, everyone was looking at him strangely. A newborn baby doesn't cry, isn't that strange? You always hear a cry that you can't bear.

** "Natasha, why is she not crying ?! Is something wrong with my daughter? Explain please!" not to do her anything to her new daughter, she put her hands on her softly.

Natasha, the midwife, was also a bit confused, babies who didn't cry at birth were very rare, and in this world most of them were geniuses above geniuses.

Well, considering that Oskar was from another world where technology was better by some 600 years, he would be considered a genius.

** "Take it easy, take it easy. Just like a baby that doesn't cry is rare, it's nothing special. Give it to me now and I'll show you that it's okay" **

At this point, Natasha took the baby from her mother to bash Oskar [I will still use name Oskar, until they will not name her with her new name] in the back after a short while. But so that nothing will happen to Oskar.

'Is this how you want to have fun, old woman? Come on, I'm gonna use my special move, Double Fluid. '

Then Oskar relaxed his bowel and bladder muscles. It was his special card.

Natasha's lower body was already covered in feces when her face was pissed.

Oskar was proud of what he had done then, the old woman couldn't do anything to him now that he had done it. It was visible, he grinned broadly after he did so.

** "I wasn't expecting this, but well, from what you can see, your daughter is as healthy as a fish, but she's not crying." ** Then the midwife gave the baby to the next woman to wash. And then she washed her face with hot water and wiped it with a cloth. After that, Natasha moved her index finger, and made circle in the middle of air with it, striking it with her thumb from right to left. After that she said one word.

"Ukuhlanzeka"

Then black energy and light appeared on her hands. After that, Natasha seemed to wash her face with her hands, and the feces below the touch just turned to dust.

'What is! She is not an ordinary midwife, she is a magician! '

Oskar then felt as if something had opened inside him, and it had torn its roots apart, it was his mana core, however at that moment he did not know it. Oskar remembered all the movements and these words carefully, and placed them as important memories.

It wasn't the only chance she'd be able to see magic.

After that, Natasha again moved her index finger to make circle in the middle of air, to after that strike it with her thumb from upward to downward. After saying those words;

"Ukwelapha"

Then, the black energy around her finger concentrated, and then she placed her hand on the lower part of Oskar Mum's body, and for a moment she held it with her whole hand as the black energy entered Oskar's mother body.

Oskar watched it closely, and he remembered it as she had said it, again he left as if something had grown in it, like a root, but now even bigger. If he had a talent for magic, it would be good, because he would always have a chance

'If I have a talent for magic, this is the third option in this world.' Then she thought, 'I can become a magician, and live my life fully and free from things that I don't want, who knows, it can be successful, but there is nothing to be happy about, probably with my happiness it is some standard talent, or lack of it, and that's may be why I feel it'

It was true, there was no need to be happy in front of everything, because it would turn out that he was either weak or that he was not there.

His thinking was interrupted by his mother.

** "Natasha, you are sure that she's okay, even though she is a newborn baby, she didn't cry, laugh or nothing." **

Oskar did not understand what she said, but he knew that she was afraid of something and was anxious. He looked at her with a face that was literally asking what was wrong.

It was even more disturbing. After that, the room was quiet, no one smiled or talked anymore. Then everyone just froze in motion. The wife did not feel responsible for it, she just asked a question because she was afraid for her child. Because what if something is wrong? Who knows, maybe the child can be saved.

Even though Natasha had 30 years of experience, it was really strange, but it also hurt her pride a bit. It always took a few hours to give birth, this one only took an hour, which was her record, but now she wasn't enjoying it. The child looked dead, Level 6 spells didn't work, when she tried her last spell she knew, the first level only healed small wounds suddenly worked. Back when she thought she lost her baby. It was not natural, for the child was definitely dead, and suddenly it came to life from the spell of the first level, the second smallest.

But she tried to console her. ** "Don't worry, I'll show you that everything is fine" ** After that, Natasha took her daughter in her hands, then removed the cloths and put it on a nearby table. Magic again, Oskar began to watch her with all the concentration he had.

Natasha then, made a half-circle in air with her index finger and little below she made trapeze with her thumb, after that with her middle finger she moved it forward and from right to left.

Then Natasha said this word:

"Ukuhlola amanxeba"

Then little particles appeared around her body and entered her body. It was then that she felt the same as she felt when she left her parents' house, defeated her bullies, and also when she killed the boy who killed her brother. It was a very nice treat. But these feelings were brief. Those that she felt now, as if forever.

What Natasha saw was the light expanding, which she didn't believe, the first time it happened, so she didn't know what was going on.

At that moment, Natasha checked with her magic to see if the child had any wounds. Fortunately, it wasn't. It was like that for a while

But Oskar felt good, he felt he had power, literally, it wasn't the adrenaline rush of the moments in his old life, it was real power.

From Natasha's perspective, it was light, light meant everything was fine, but as Oskar couldn't use this spell, he decided to focus so that more of it could concentrate in him.

What Natasha saw was the light expanding, which she didn't believe, the first time it happened, so she didn't know what was going on.

Oskar wanted this feeling to last forever.

After a short while, Natasha stopped doing it, then started talking to Oskar's mother.

** "As you can see my baby, he is fine, if there was something my magic would sense it" **

Then Oskar's mother felt calmer. It was evident as she apparently settled down on what she was lying on and gave sighs peace

On the other hand, Oskar was not calm, and he was not happy, he wanted this moment to last longer, the feeling he experienced for a moment was amazing, better than any other. But unfortunately he could not

'Fuck give me back my power! It was a great feeling, like drugs in life '

After these words, Oskar fell asleep, he had no mana anymore, as his mana assisted Natasha's mana to research his body.

Then the light turned back to normal. It was then that she felt relieved, but she could not recognize it because she would not have troubled her mother yet.

Of course, the mother asked anyway, because she had seen the light herself.

** "Natasha, what was that?" **

Natasha didn't want to worry her mother, it was unnecessary, so the long answer was beyond her ability and she would have to chant the spell again. What she did not want. So she just replied with this:

** "You see my love, your daughter can be god blessed" **

It reassured the mother, and made her excited.

And then the story begins