All the way here, I was still wondering what if, I hadn't met you at the first place...
But somewhere in my heart, I feel uneasy and guilty for not being able to get him outside of my head.... I keep thinking about Mr jung
I can see the change he had made...I am compelled to ask questions myself am I falling for him? or is it just a mere attraction?...
Back in my high school days.. I was not attractive so I don't have any romantic relationship so I don't know what this strange feeling is..... I don't understand why him??
I am 2month pregnant now and I was watching TV shows, I don't like them but I don't have anything else to do so I was just thinking about him... Suddenly.
The door bell rang, I saw Mr jung entering the living room.. lets go picnic... He said with a smile..
I was so happy because I was not able to go outside for so long.... l packed my things and we packed some snacks (my favorite) fruits ,
In a car we were only two, there were no bodyguards.... I can see his sparkling eyes which were looking at me time and again.....
I was just thinking about what made him a so happy..... I saw my brother and he was jumping like an idiot when he saw us....
I was so happy to see him..... He came jumping calling me Sis...and tried to hug me.... Arghh!! I hate clingy people....
Hyaa!! Don't touch me you stupid donkey...
Sisss.... I miss you (acting cute)
Slaap (carefully) why did you dye your hair blue??? Are you mermaid?? (annoyend)
Sisi... This colour is in trend now.. You are getting old so you don't understand fashion..
What? Fashion? You look like a blue cauliflower... And who the hell is Old??? I am still young enough to beat you up.... Elbow attackkk....
Mr jung :okey lets go.... (holding his laugh)
They are cute... Childish....
We arrived in our picnic destination...
There was park and lake we sat. near lake and we can see its family picnic spot.. many families are there having their time
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I can see Eva and Ede enjoying...
The way they are laughing and talking... by looking at them it feels like home.... After we have our baby this family will be complete... my heart is holding the warm feeling .I don't know why but I felt if the time could stop there.. I wanna hold this beautiful moment.....
we took pictures and cycle around the lake and ate our snacks.... It was so refreshing after a long time.....
we were about to return when the heavy rain started..... we tried returning back but due to storm all the roads were blocked so we decided to stay there...
In a hotel my brother still think we are real couple so we decided to share one room and he was just next to ours.....
Siss... Fighting!! I promise I won't disturb you guys... (silly smile) Brother in law I trust you.....
Hey!! you stupid Donkey..... (embarrassing brat)
He ran inside his room and locked.....
Mr jung was laughing.....
What??? (Annoyend)
NOTHING.. (holding his laugh)
We enter the room and I was so nervous.. everything was awakward that day.. I was not able to make eye contact with him.... (This is all because of this stupid brainless brother)
You shower first.. (Mr jung said with low voice)
So I agreed and shower first we don't have clothes so I wore the hotel gown....
After me Mr jung got inside for shower.....
I was sitting on the bed and I was turning red...
Its. not a first time we were sharing bed but I don't know why its so awakward today.....
I was showring when I realized that only two of us are in the room... what the heck I am thinking..... She gonna hate me If she knows my thoughts and slap myself... why I am feeling so hot??
I was going to step out when I step on the soap... And fall down..
Ahhhhhh!!!!!
After hearing loud shout I was worried and went inside the bathroom....
Me:Ahhhhhhh!!!!why are you lying naked???? you pervert!!!!!!
Mr jung :Ahhhhhhhhh!!! Get out!!
I went out and my heart was beating like crazy..... Arghhh!! It was so embarrassing.. my face was red like tomatoes... How am I supposed to spent this whole freaking night?
I heard the door opening... I shove my face in blanket and pretend to sleep... I could sense his walk near me and he slowly enter the bed...
My heart was breathing like it is in marathon race.....