Mr jung slowly opened his eyes.... As soon as he saw me he hugged me suddenly..... His grip around my waist was tight.....
Are you alright???? He asked..
Who are you???
My sudden question.. froze him and his grip loosen.....
He slowly moved away from me and hold my face gentle with two hands....
I am not worthy of you... He said looking into my eyes.... He looked his bare hands.....
This hands of mine has killed thousands of people.... I made them feel sorrow... I am watching them die from the age of 10....
My father was Mafia.... And I am his blood who is Head of Mafia ...I hate my dad.. He is Beast.... But....( tear forming in his eyes ,His hands were shaking)
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I am like him.... I killed people.... I didn't want at first place.... But... I. was trained from 10 years just to kill people.....
Eva was listening with confusion... That man she was watching was pittyfull...
She can visualize the feeling of that 10year kids pain...
I have never seen this side of Mr jung... He was always arrogant, powerful, and psycho person....
Mr jung continued...
I have never felt the feeling of being loved.... I am a man so I never cried..... Even when my mom died...
She was bad Mom who never loved me but at least I was satisfied to get her.....
My dad abused me and made me this freaking beast..... I never wanted this... I never wanted to be beast..... I am hurt from inside..... I can see those dead people laughing at me.....
This money, Fame, Power is nothing.... for me... I was scared 10years ago.... but became expression less whenever I saw people dying... I felt no fear.... I felt no shame.... because I was made like that.....
BUT.....
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.That day... When they touched you.....
I was feeling the pain..... I remember when I hurt you.... I was feeling like... I am gonna kill those nasty bastards....
I felt....( hic... hic... started crying) L -like I am gonna loose you... I felt the pain..... for the first time after so many years.....
You made this heart beat again..... I was dead when I was 10 years....
You made me able to feel what its like to lose someone so precious.....
Please don't leave me... okey... I promise I won't hurt you.... please.. Eva...
I was just thinking weather to believe him or console him.... He looks like a homeless puppy... I went near him and hugged him rubbing his back.... I have never seen a man crying like a lost baby.....
Is this the same man...????
who lied me... and raped me??... who trapped me in the name of marriage?? I hate him for whatever he had done but why I am feeling bad to see his condition...??? I think I am insane....
My heart never feel for men.. After whatever he did to me, I would spend days alone in a room, not crying, but feeling nothing... I was hard to socialize with people.... like before. No friends.. Some people who pity me messaged me
but
I felt nothing... I got irritated by those... I just felt safe by moving away from them...
Even after coming to korea I became a complete loner.. I never had a single friend. I lived with my brother and worked for him.... I never got chance to feel loved by a man... I was lost in my thoughts while rubbing his back...
Ahhhhh.... I was startled... His arm was bleeding...
NURSE!!!!!!! I shouted in fear...
After the nurse finished cleaning the wound and she changed dressing ,she gave some medicine....
Mr jung signed to sit me beside him on the bed.. by tapping with his hand....
I sat without any questions... He put his head on my lab and closed his eyes.....
Just stay here for few moment....
I touched his dark hair as he closed his eyes in my embrace....
We were isolated for one week there in unknown place ...I was missing my brother..
Mr jung got busy in investing the person who attacked us... and I was left alone .....
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Mr. jung: come here with me... (cold voice)
I followed him where I can see a same man who tried to kill us was tied in a chair.....
Mr. Jung.. YOU THOUGHT I WOULD LET YOU DIE SO EASILY????
You touched my love... you remember that I would reap your head if I caught you...????
...DASHhhh...
Mr jung kicked him hard in chest ..which made him cough blood...
I was looking at the beast again who was like a child the other day.... How much pain had made him turn like this????
Mr jung took out a knife and brought near the neck of that person....
No No... STOP!!!!!!
I was about to cut his head slowly so he can feel the pain that I felt when he hurt my wife... But a sudden shout, made me look at my wife..
She was there.... tears flowing from her eyes...
Please stop! Mr jung.. You said you didn't wanted to be beast??? what are you doing now?????
BUT.. He tried to kill you... He HURT YOU!!He he he can't live he is a monster who can kill you....
Mr jung do you remember you did the same too... You were the one who hurt me.. not only physically but mentally too.. you said you adore me but.. (sobbing) you were the one who treated me like a toy...
You used my body to entertain yourself .... You.. who the hell are you to take revenge on behalf of me????
You are the freaking MONSTER!!! You are like your Father!! You made me miserable...
I wished only if I hadn't met you three years ago..... My life would be great.... If only you didn't exist!! I would have been happy with my brother..... (crying).....
YOU
ARE
THE
FREAKING
MONSTER!!!!!!!
...She collapsed.....
I ran towards her.....
Hahahhhhhehaaa..... haaaaaha..
That man laughed at me....??
Did you get why I was trying to kill you???
You ruined my whole family... Do you remember two years ago.... 12th September 2019
You killed my wife..... She was pregnant with my child.... you killed my love..... you deserve this to live in pain... you should feel the same thing I felt before....
That man stood up snatching the gun towards Eva... I was not able to move from whatever that she said to me... it was hurting like hell..
BANG!!!!!!
That man fell down and blood stars to flow...
My bodyguard shoot him....
I was just holding her hand ...not knowing what to do.... I was motionless and miserable
Later...
The DOCTOR : Congratulations ! your wife is pregnant....you are about to be father.. (with a smile)
"You are a freaking monster!!! "
He can hear her previous words...
His body dropped on the floor keeling.... down and feeling weak by the realization that the child is his forced child...
He forced her to get
pregnant... (flashback hit him so hard) he started shaking...
How she is gonna react???
He realized what he had done... He was smiling like lunatic and slowly touches her belly...
How am I supposed to apologize....
(Cried)
I am sorry..... I am sorry..... I am sorry...
We can hear him apologizing numurious time...
He was crying and apologizing when he feel her hand moving on his head... He caught her hand and he fall asleep beside her