It was june 18, i was sitting in class while my teacher was giving us information about our vacation to Barcelona.
i felt like someone was staring at me from the back, i turned around and it was my group leader Koichimaru.
I wanted to know what was going on in his head but i didnt say anything i just ignored it . After the teacher was done talking the groups we're communicating with each other, getting info or eating,creating new friends while i was just sitting without anyone.
Agate saw me and smiled at me i was kinda happy to atleast have 1 or 2 friends i wasn't really the type of guy that socializes, it's not my thing.
Then i feel like someone is touching my hair, i turned around and it was Koichimaru.
"Oh sorry", "it's just that you're hair looks really soft" koichi said, i responded with: "oh- no its fine don't worry about it". At that moment allot of things we're crossing my mind, "is that why he was always looking at me?" I was confused. Then he sat next to me and said: "hi!", "My name's koichimaru", "but you can call me koichi". I didn't know what he wanted from me, but i just acted normal with him.
Koichi: "you're name is fumi right?", "Fumi Akitake"
Me: :yea..."
Me: "just call me aki"
He was really nice to me, did i really tought he was thinking bad about me, He asked me for my number wich i was ok with and i gave it to him. Then he started asking me: "why do look so sad all the time?"
I didn't respond him. "what was he really looking from me?"
"Why did he act so friendly."
Koichi: you don't have to say anything if you don't want too, if you feel uncomfortable to talk about it you don't have to tell me.
Me: "no it's just..."
Koichi looked at me worried, ends up i had another nose bleed, Koichi had a clean cloth of him and he putted it on my nose while telling me to keep my head up.
I started feeling dizzy again and fainted. When i woke up i was on my bed, mayu and agate we're in my apartment.
Agate: "you're awake"
Mayu: "AKITAKE I TOLD YOU NOT TO GO TO SCHOOL!"
Agate: "Mayu chill you're horses"
Mayu: "ughh... don't you see im f*cking worried about him"
Agate: " i know but you have to chill"
Me: "i'm sorry for causing trouble..."
Me: "i dont know what's wrong with me..."
I didn't know what to do anymore i wanted to give up, i wanted to have a normal life, but it wasn't possible...i wanted to give up but at the same time i didn't.
Mayu and agate stayed that night with me, They prepared some food for me and bought some chips for me.
We ate we watched a movie and i fell asleep around 8:35 pm.
When i woke up the next morning Agate and Mayu we're gone. I took a hot shower and i went to watch some memes online. After a while i got a notification from Whattsup, It was an unknown number. "Hey how are you feeling?", he asked.
It was Koichimaru, i told him i was feeling better and that i rested allot.
*Koichimaru: "that's good" *
*Koichimaru: "hey one question are you free tommorow?" *
Our group was planning on going out to watch a movie. I said yes.
*Koichimaru: "alright i'll pick you up then" *
*Me: "wait do you know where i live?" *
*Koichimaru: "yea", "you see when you fainted i was carrying you and you're friend Agate i think his name was", " He asked me what happened", "when i told him you fainted he called another dude wich looked really worried about you and he pretty much gave me you're adress". "After i got you to you're apartment he thanked me and i left" *
*Me: "oh.." *
I felt so bad after finding out how worried Mayu was because of me. I didn't want anyone to worry anymore.
*Koichimaru: "just make sure to be ready before 1:00 pm" *
*Me: "alright.." *
*Me: "cya then" *
*Koichimaru: "bye bye" *
"Why is it that he was so interested in me?"
I wondered if he really wanted to be my friend or just use me, i was stressed
but i decided to give it a try again.
"If you really wanna be my friend...", "then show me you're trustworthy".