I had nothing to worry about. I was in control. I needed to remember that. I would rewind time Everytime something went wrong. Simple. After that thought, I pulled out some paper and drew . I may not have been paying attention to the meeting but atleast everything was under control.
I was so lost in drawing that I almost didnt notice it was time to go. If it wasn't for the scrapping of the chairs ,I could've stayed seated for hours. That being said I hurried up and put my stuff away and called for Luther. "Hey wait up." Luther turned around to look at me.
I was pretty disoriented but that wasn't a big deal.
He always had a eyebrow raised. It was a habit that he probably would never grow out of. "Yes? Did you need something?" He asked. I ended up hitting my knee while trying to catch up with him so as I was rubbing it I replied. "Yes, Just one second please."
"Ugh. Umm okay so I wanted to ask what you gave me so I can get some or could you make some more for me?" I looked up at him hopeful. He smirked at me. Luckily whatever he gave me was still working, otherwise my emotions would be everywhere.
"You know you can just replicate it right? You didn't have to rush to me." He stated wryly.
Now I was embarrassed. It was fine. "Actually I can't. You may not know this but anything that involves emotions I can't do." I stated as nicely as I could. I didn't want to seem rude.
"You are the goddess of Wisdom and creation right." He said. He was stating a fact. I was but that didn't mean anything. ugh.
"Yes I am but I don't create for the goddess of love or the God of emotions. I can't create for them." He looked at me with raised eyebrows when I said that.
"It's the only thing I can't do though. I can still give them more power so they can be able to keep up with everything and make their stuff more powerful." I rushed out. I didn't want to seem less powerful.
"So you don't create for the Goddess of love?" He asked pointedly. I literally just said that. "Yes like I said I don't create for them. I can't. Wait, noone knows this so you can't say anything." Im a emotionally crippled idiot. ugh "I'm serious you can't tell anyone. Noone knows this not even my dad."
He smirked. "Interesting." He turned to leave. I hurried up and grabbed his arm. He looked at me with a smile. "Did you need something else." I had to make sure he kept this a secret. "You have to promise me you won't tell anyone." I demanded. I didn't mean to be so forward but this was important. "I promise." He smirked.
I lost my smile. He was lying to me. "You're lying. I'm serious Luther." He scrunched up his eyebrows. "I'm not lying. You are thinking to much." He was lying and I knew this for a fact.
"You are I can tell when Gods lie. And since my emotions are at bay there's no doubt about it." I stated dryly. The look on this face made me regret talking to him.
"You know what never mind." I tried to walk away but he grabbed me. "Relax, you over think everything. Here I'll give you this one. You'll have to come see me to get more." I looked down at the bottle he gave me and looked back up at him.
"I have to go but no problem." He said as he walked away.
I hurried up and drank the contents. That's weird this time it was sweet. Maybe I was over thinking it. Nothing bad happened the last 2 times. Now to go back in time. I can't have him remembering what I just told him.