In my past, I had experienced a profound sense of remorse due to the actions I had taken, which were not in alignment with what I should have done.
When my parents advised me, they emphasized that if there was a possibility of regretting my actions, then I should have refrained from doing it. At that moment, I failed to consider the potential ramifications.
As a consequence, I ended up losing the individuals who held deep affection and concern for me, the same individuals for whom I held deep affection and concern.
I believed that I had undergone a significant transformation, and I believed that I had finally escaped the overwhelming sense of destruction that had consumed me.
I had believed that our friendship would endure for a long time, but unfortunately, it did not stand the test of time.
The lasting impact of memories contrasts sharply with the transient nature of friendships, and only now do I truly understand the profound heartbreak that surpasses even the pain of romantic breakups.
Until this moment, I remain completely clueless as to what could have possibly caused the unforeseen change in behavior, leading to a sudden and unexplained avoidance.
I had a desire to initiate a conversation with them, yet I found myself unable to do so due to the apprehension that my presence might become bothersome to them.
I formed a deep emotional bond with them, only to be shattered by their actions once more. They were my source of solace, rescuing me from the horrors of my own nightmares. Little did I know, they would inadvertently introduce a new nightmare into my life - one that would prove to be the most difficult to erase from my memory.
They were the catalyst that ignited the flames.
I patiently lingered, anticipating that perhaps a little more time was required. Alas, as the hours turned into days and the days transformed into weeks, an undeniable rift began to form between us. Our once inseparable bond gradually faded away, leaving me unable to bridge the growing chasm that separated us.
I deeply regretted my actions and the consequences that followed. I couldn't help but wonder if the individuals involved also experienced a sense of regret similar to mine.
They left me hanging for weeks, and I completely lost touch with them.
After a period of time, during which I had endured numerous ups and downs, I reached a point where I could no longer bear the strain. Consequently, I made the conscious decision to terminate our relationship in a manner that prioritized our emotional well-being and respected the love we once shared.
My desire to embrace self-love and break free from the confines of negative thoughts compelled me to make the difficult decision of leaving.
Despite my efforts, I did not receive any response. They were not responding to me.
My emotions boiled over as anger and frustration consumed me. Despite summoning every ounce of courage within me, I found myself waiting anxiously for a response, yet two days had passed and my anticipation remained unanswered.
Today, I met my demise, but the circumstances surrounding my death remain a mystery to me. All I can recall is being inside the confines of my own room.
The death came swiftly and without suffering.
Over the course of my 15-year existence, I have come to realize that people enter and exit my life with astonishing ease. However, what truly made this phenomenon agonizing was the arduous task of trying to erase the memories and emotions associated with those who chose to leave.
I found myself in a moment where it seemed as though time had come to a standstill. In that instance, all sensations ceased to exist within me, leaving me in a state of absolute numbness. My surroundings were engulfed in an overwhelming abyss of darkness, a void so profound that it consumed my entire field of vision.
If only I had the knowledge that my life would end at this age, I would have made choices and taken actions that I could look back on without any remorse.
If I were granted the opportunity for a second chance by an almighty, I would seize it with utmost determination and live my life to its absolute maximum potential, embracing every moment and making the most of every opportunity that comes my way.
"I am willing to grant you another opportunity, my dear child."
Suddenly, an unfamiliar man's voice materialized out of thin air, leaving me perplexed and startled. Despite audibly perceiving his presence, my eyes were met with a disconcerting emptiness, unable to locate any physical form associated with the voice.
I am completely bewildered and utterly confused by the current events unfolding before me. I am in a state of shock and disbelief, unable to comprehend or make sense of the situation at hand.
"I bestow upon you my heartfelt blessings, with the utmost trust that you will never employ this gift for malicious purposes. Instead, I implore you to utilize it wisely, not only for your own salvation but also for the betterment and protection of those around you. Nevertheless, in your noble quest, do not overlook the crucial task of illuminating the shadows that threaten to engulf us all."
'I am utterly perplexed and completely at a loss as to what you are referring to. Your words have left me in a state of confusion and I am unable to comprehend the meaning behind them.'
"Do you want it, little one?"
'Hello? Are you able to hear me?'
"Yes, I can. Answer the question, you idiot..." He coughed exaggeratedly, "I mean, kid."
Hold on a minute. Am I actually alive? How is it possible? Are you perhaps a divine being, like an almighty?
"You are definitely dead. And I am not the almighty you know. Anyway, I'm the almighty Adonis."
The sound of his voice resonated with a sense of superiority and power, which greatly irritated me.
'I apologize, but I am unfamiliar with your name or your organization. Due to the prevalence of scams in today's world, I must exercise caution and inquire if there is any reason for concern.'
"I cannot believe the audacity! Why don't you give it a shot? Come on now, don't be hesitant!"
'I'm sorry, but I don't have the capacity to make this much longer.'
"Wait! Didn't you say you wanted to live again? I'll give you the chance!"
'Yes, I have indeed done so. However, I strongly believe that this proposition appears to be fraudulent or deceitful in nature. Consequently, I am highly reluctant to engage in any transaction or purchase associated with it.'
"No! What should I do to make you believe me?"
'To be completely honest, I am at a loss for words. If by some chance you are the all-knowing and all-powerful almighty, then perhaps I would have been more inclined to accept whatever situation I find myself in. However, it seems that fate has brought me to a point where I feel as though I am being embraced by the fiery depths of hell itself.'
'Oh, I cannot emphasize enough how essential it is for you to come to terms with this reality and recognize the sheer beauty that exists in our world. It is my earnest desire and plea for you to step up and become the savior of this world that holds a special place in my heart.'
'I'm wondering, wouldn't it be better if you took on the task yourself?'
"Well, I would if I could!" He cleared his throat, "The death will begin—and if it doesn't stop, there will be destruction in the near future."
I could detect a slight undertone of unease in his voice, as if there was a subtle hint of fear lingering within his words.
'If you need assistance, I suggest seeking help from someone within your own world. Personally, I don't have a particular interest in preserving or safeguarding anything, so I'll abstain from getting involved. Besides, I have resigned myself to the idea of my own demise.'
"What if I say that your friends are here?"
'....I can't believe what I'm hearing. Are you joking with me right now?'
"Yep!"
'I don't appreciate you responding to me with a dismissive "Yep!" because I don't see why I should care. It was actually me who ended our relationship, so I'm not sure which friends you're referring to in the first place.'
''Imagine if we were to consider the individuals who were in your class during your time in 8th Grade, oh how delightful and amusing that would be, teehee.''
I went speechless.
"So! Have you changed your mind?"
'I can't help but wonder why I am the one chosen for this situation.'
'The reason for my attachment towards you is because I have developed a deep affection and liking for you over time.'
'That gives me the heebie-jeebies...'
"Hey!...Enough with the jokes. I'm serious. The other deities sent your classmates here to save the world we cherish most. In fact, destruction can happen at any time. "
His voice suddenly became serious.
'Let me get this straight, are you implying that those deities actually overlooked me?'
"Well, it can be confidently stated that I am the sole individual who has not let the memory of you slip from their mind."
'Ah, I understand now. Thankfully, I have the privilege of having my classmates by my side in this situation. It's quite fortunate that I don't have to endure the same circumstances as they have. I can simply depend on their support and assistance. To be honest, it doesn't captivate my interest.'
"Ah... I... I don't really get along with the other deities..."
'Ohh! So, you're someone who prefers to be alone most of the time! Pwuahahaha! And you genuinely believe that you possess immense power and superiority?!'
"Stop laughing!"
'Oh, how amusing it is that you believe I am merely an instrument for you to showcase your value. Ha!'
"..."
'Hold on, are you telling me that this is actually true? What caused your sudden silence?'
"The reason behind that statement being true is due to a variety of factors and evidence that support this claim."
'In essence, what you're saying is that your motivation for undertaking this task is driven by a desire to showcase your value rather than a genuine intention to protect and preserve your world?'
"Absolutely not. My main objective is to protect and preserve the well-being of my people, and I have no intention of using this as an opportunity to flaunt or boast about my capabilities."
'I wonder what benefits or advantages I will receive as a result of this.'
"Your deepest desires will ultimately manifest themselves. I, in my infinite power, shall bestow upon you an array of remarkable abilities and limitless knowledge. Once you have valiantly rescued our world from impending doom, you will be able to embark on a life filled with boundless joy, seizing every opportunity that comes your way."
'Uh... Ability..?'
"Yes."
'Alright, I'll accept it'
"Uh...that's it?"
'Why? You don't want to?'
"No, disregard my previous statement... I am willing to share with you valuable insights and wisdom about the intricacies of this world, along with a substantial portion of my own formidable power as a generous gesture. I place my trust and reliance on you, Astria, to effectively utilize these gifts bestowed upon you. I will constantly have my eyes fixed on you, observing your every move without fail."
The radiant beams of light illuminated my surroundings, exerting a captivating force that seemed to pull me irresistibly closer.
Out of nowhere, a sensation of warmth enveloped my entire being, as though it were tenderly embracing me.
Hold on... Are you telling me that I was able to sense warmth?
I suddenly awoke, greeted by the warm embrace of sunlight pouring into my eyes. I abruptly opened my eyes. The sunlight welcomed me to the new world. I pulled myself up as my eyes wandered around.
I find myself situated deep within the heart of a lush and dense forest, surrounded by towering trees and a serene ambiance that envelopes me.
I gently rested my hand on the earth beneath me, relishing in the sensation of the soft grasses tickling my palm. Meanwhile, my other hand instinctively reached up to lightly scratch my temple, providing a momentary sense of comfort.
'Hey, I was wondering if you're still around.'
"..."
Unfortunately, it seems that me here inhibits effective communication.
I lifted my arms, carefully observing the transformations that had taken place in my physique.
The color of my original body was a beautiful tan, but in my current state, it appears to be quite pale and white. As a result, it is reasonable to assume that my facial complexion has also undergone a transformation.
However, it would have been more considerate if you had taken the time to drive me to a more suitable location instead of abandoning me in the middle of nowhere.
I found myself in a situation where I had been transmigrated...
I moved my head from side to side in a gesture of disagreement or disbelief. I expressed my disapproval or disbelief by shaking my head in a rhythmic manner.
To begin with, it is essential to collect and organize all of the thoughts and ideas that are currently occupying my mind.
Adonis claimed to have bestowed upon me a vast amount of knowledge regarding the intricacies of our world, and as a result, I now possess an understanding that appears to encompass everything.
I lowered my arms and folded them across my chest, delving into profound thoughts.
The current realm I find myself immersed in is known by the name of Charon, an intriguing world bustling with vibrant energy. Within its vast borders, a divine congregation of 30 powerful deities reign supreme, each possessing their unique abilities and attributes. These deities, as diverse as the colors of a kaleidoscope, shape the very fabric of Charon's existence, governing its natural forces, and influencing the lives of its inhabitants in profound ways. In this captivating realm, the presence of these gods is felt in every gust of wind, every ray of sunlight, and every twist of fate, intertwining their celestial essence with the mortal realm.
With their celestial powers interwoven into the tapestry of Charon's reality, the gods hold the key to unlocking the mysteries that lie within its depths, offering both blessings and challenges to those fortunate enough to tread upon its hallowed ground. As the inhabitants of Charon navigate their way through this intricate tapestry of divinity, they find themselves constantly awed and humbled by the immense power and wisdom emanating from these 30 deities, whose influence extends far beyond the realms of mortal comprehension.
Thus, in Charon, the presence of these deites serves as a constant reminder of the boundless wonder that lies within the vastness of existence, and the limitless potential that awaits those who dare to explore its depths.
The world was in a state of tranquility until the gathering of those 30 deities transpired, initiating a newfound means of communication with the inhabitants of the earth.
The world of Charon is brimming with mana, so much so that even its inhabitants possess a unique mana corresponding to the color of their individual abilities.
The absence of hate and discrimination was evident in the relationship between the Commoners and Nobles.
The world was filled with breathtaking beauty.
It was only a decade ago when a significant shift occurred and people found themselves unable to perceive the divine voices any longer.
The arrival of this event brought about a state of utter chaos, leaving no room for tranquility or order. The once peaceful atmosphere was now tainted with a pervasive sense of fear that had taken root within the hearts of those affected. This unrelenting fear seemed to seep into every crevice of their beings, causing them to question their own safety and the motives of those around them.
To make matters worse, this climate of fear gave birth to a toxic environment filled with animosity and hatred towards one another. The bonds that once connected them were now severed, replaced by an overwhelming sense of distrust and hostility. It was as if a dark cloud of jealousy had settled upon them, casting a shadow over any semblance of unity or camaraderie.
The poison of envy coursed through their veins, fueling the fires of resentment and intensifying the divisions that had already begun to tear them apart. Thus, what was once a harmonious community had now become a breeding ground for animosity, with each individual consumed by their own personal demons and a shared sense of despair.
The loss of manas and abilities was exclusive to the Commoners, leaving them completely devoid of these powers.
As time went on, a growing rift began to form between the nobles and the commoners, with the former adopting a condescending attitude towards the latter, while the commoners harbored a deep-seated resentment towards the nobles.
There were those who held the belief that the catastrophe was a form of divine retribution, a punishment sent by the deities. There were also individuals who harbored resentment towards the deities, while others continued to have unwavering faith in their existence. Additionally, there were those who placed the blame for the disaster squarely on the shoulders of the avaricious Nobles, accusing them of being the root cause.
Adonis, the deity known as the Deity of Nullification, possesses the power to neutralize or negate any form of existence or manifestation. In the realm of deities, Adonis reigns supreme as the ultimate force of nullification, capable of annihilating even the most formidable entities or phenomena with a mere flick of his divine will. This divine figure personifies the concept of nullification itself, embodying the inherent ability to render anything and everything null and void. Adonis's divine presence radiates an aura of absolute negation, his mere existence capable of erasing the very fabric of reality. With each breath he takes, the world trembles, for he holds within him the power to undo creation itself.
Adonis's dominion over nullification extends beyond the physical realm, encompassing the metaphysical and spiritual dimensions as well. With a simple gesture, he can dissolve any spiritual bond or connection, severing the ties that bind souls together. His influence stretches far and wide, permeating the cosmic tapestry and ensuring that no aspect of existence remains immune to his potent nullifying touch. As the Deity of Nullification, Adonis is revered and feared in equal measure by both mortals and immortals alike.
His presence serves as a constant reminder of the fragility of existence, for his power can reduce even the mightiest of beings to insignificance. Those who dare to challenge his authority are swiftly and ruthlessly negated, their very essence erased from the annals of history. Adonis's divine might is not wielded with malice or cruelty, but rather with the understanding that nullification is an essential part of the cosmic balance. Just as creation and growth are integral to the universe, so too is the power of negation.
Adonis's role as the Deity of Nullification is not one of destruction, but rather of maintaining equilibrium and harmony within the grand tapestry of existence. Without the counterbalancing force of nullification, the universe would descend into chaos and imbalance, rendering all creation unsustainable. Thus, Adonis's presence serves as a necessary reminder of the delicate dance between creation and nullification, ensuring that neither force oversteps its bounds. In the grand pantheon of deity, Adonis stands as a testament to the power of nullification and its crucial role in the cosmic order.
His enigmatic nature and awe-inspiring abilities make him a deity to be both revered and approached with caution. To challenge his dominion is to invite oblivion, for Adonis's power knows no bounds when it comes to nullifying all that stands in his way.
The people of Charon adored him, considering him to be the most endearing deity.
However, the blame for the disappearance of their abilities had been increasingly placed on him, as many began to believe that he was the culprit responsible for taking away their extraordinary powers.
Shortly after, he transformed into the very source that ignited their fury.
In this vast and complex world we inhabit, possessing an exceptional ability holds paramount importance. Without a unique talent or skill to boast, one is unfortunately subjected to the relentless mockery and deemed utterly worthless.
What on earth?! How could they possibly think that way?! Are they unaware of the fact that a society is actually improved without the presence of superpowers? It simply encourages laziness and greed among individuals.
However, upon closer inspection, it becomes evident that this place bears an uncanny resemblance to Earth. Despite the similarities, there is one striking contrast that sets it apart from our ordinary world - the supernaturals.
At this moment, my primary objective is to assist Adonis in restoring his tarnished reputation and also saving this world. It has come to my understanding that if he is widely despised for his exceptional abilities, then it is only fair that my own abilities should also be subjected to similar animosity.
Due to the fact that my abilities are only half as strong as his, I possess a unique skill called Nullification.
I have no intention of complaining.
However, I am unsure about the initial steps I should take.
After getting up from the comfortable ground, I used both hands to brush off any dirt or debris from my rear end. Letting out a heavy sigh, I proceeded to casually scan my surroundings, allowing my eyes to wander aimlessly.
I am appreciative of the fact that I am currently donning trousers, as they provide me with increased convenience and freedom of movement during walking.
Just as I was about to move forward, I became acutely aware of a distinct presence surrounding me.
I could sense a deep and inexplicable bond with this individual that seemed to transcend the physical realm, as if it was rooted in some mystical force known as mana.
Having sensed a non-threatening aura from him, I opted not to flee and instead patiently awaited his arrival.
As I stood there, a sense of someone approaching crept over me, their presence drawing nearer with each passing second, mere meters separating us.
"Ah, Dina. Hey, we're leaving. I've been looking around—why don't you answer?"
A frown formed on the face of an unknown man as he uttered his words.
I gradually shifted my position, pivoting my body to fully face him.
This guy called me Dina.
I conducted a thorough and meticulous analysis of the man, paying close attention to every detail from his head all the way down to his toes.
There was a young man in his twenties with a charmingly unruly mop of rich, chestnut brown curls cascading over his head. He exuded an air of confidence and vitality as he walked, donning a set of attire that seemed to have been through countless adventures. His garments, reminiscent of those worn by valiant knights of old, were slightly weathered but still carried an undeniable aura of nobility and resilience.
He quickly moved his hand to his hip, while simultaneously raising his eyebrows and narrowing his eyes in a quizzical expression.
"Hello there! Are you feeling okay? You seem to have lost some color in your face."
His voice seemed tinged with a hint of doubt as he uttered those words.
I couldn't help but bite my lip in response to the situation at hand. The thought process behind my actions had been completely absent, leaving me in a state of confusion and uncertainty. Contemplating whether or not to reveal the truth, the fact that I had lost my memory loomed over me, causing further distress. As their presence remained a mystery, I found myself grappling with the unknown, questioning their intentions and purpose for being here.
It's quite astonishing how familiar he appears to be with me, considering our contrasting attire; him clad as a noble knight and myself garbed as a humble farmer. My mind is left perplexed and questioning, wondering what could possibly be the reason behind this peculiar encounter.
I lifted my prominent arm and positioned it behind my head, gently caressing it with a slow and deliberate motion.
"Oh, sorry, what were we doing here..again..?" Followed by a small laugh.
He appears utterly bewildered, questioning "Are you still drowsy?"
Shaking his head in response, he informed me, "Count Visterio specifically requested your presence, emphasizing the urgency of the matter at hand. It would be wise for us to promptly return to his quarters." Tilting his head slightly backwards, he further emphasized the importance of their immediate departure.
Wow, it would be greatly appreciated if you could just take a moment to respond to my question.
I had the option to speak up and express my thoughts on the matter, but instead, I made the deliberate choice to remain silent. In response, I nodded my head in agreement, allowing him to take charge and guide the situation. The reason behind my decision to withhold my opinion was simply because I lacked knowledge and understanding on the subject at hand.
The sun shone brightly in the clear blue sky as a gentle breeze rustled through the trees. The air was filled with the sweet scent of blooming flowers, and the sound of birds chirping added to the peaceful atmosphere. But shortly after...
Oh no! I am feeling incredibly overwhelmed and anxious right now.
It was evident to anyone who laid eyes on me that I was feeling extremely distressed and filled with sadness.
I found myself in a state of unease, filled with anxiety and nervousness.
With the multitude of individuals surrounding me within the confines of this tent, it is only natural for one to experience feelings of anxiety and nervousness.
In addition to everything else, what really caught my attention was the presence of a lone figure, comfortably seated in a chair with a petite table conveniently positioned in front of them.
There is an individual who possesses a mesmerizing appearance, characterized by their luscious dark lavender green hair. Their hair is complemented by long bangs that gracefully cascade and align perfectly with their eyes. These bangs gracefully frame their face, reaching a level that is in perfect harmony with their captivating eyes. Speaking of their eyes, they possess a remarkable hazel color that adds a touch of enchantment to their overall visage.
His countenance exuded an audacious allure that compelled one to meet his gaze.
It appeared that he was in his twenties, based on his appearance and demeanor.
Due to his attire being more opulent than that of the majority of individuals present, I conjectured that he must be none other than Count Visterio...
In any case, he is quite good-looking... But, I can't help but wonder why...
However, what struck me was that ever since I set foot in this place, not a single word had been uttered, and an astonishing five minutes had already passed.
Rather than remaining in one place and feeling anxious, I made the conscious choice to let my gaze wander, observing and etching the various faces that caught my attention deep into the recesses of my mind.
When I first arrived here and saw how serious they all looked, I couldn't help but think that I was in danger and that my life was at risk. However, as time went on, I realized that such thoughts were highly unlikely and that I was safe.
A bead of perspiration trickled down my cheek while I nervously swallowed.
What could they have been engaged in while being here? Were they camping, undergoing training, or were we involved in a war?
All the people present were clad in their complete armor, with tents scattered across the expansive plain. Just a short while ago, I found myself amidst a dense forest.
However, in the event that we find ourselves in a state of war, it is highly likely that they would adopt a more stringent and cautious approach. Consequently, I suppose I will need to eliminate that particular option from the list of choices.
Furthermore, what struck me the most about this world was how it appeared to be significantly behind Earth in terms of technological advancements, fashion trends, and even the overall quality of its atmosphere.
I cleared my throat. "Uh...is your hair natural...?"
I questioned with an uneasy and slightly sluggish manner, but soon came to the realization that I had made a grave mistake.
The group of individuals inside the tent, consisting of approximately eight people along with the individual sporting dark lavender green hair, regarded me with a bewildered gaze, as though I had lost my sanity entirely!
I would deliberately avoid making eye contact with them, opting instead to plaster a forced smile on my face that perfectly mirrored the uncomfortable ambiance that enveloped us.
In due course, I started to feel remorse for having posed that question.
I became aware of his presence when he let out a deep breath, which instantly grabbed my attention. Anticipating that he might have something to say, I redirected my focus towards him and made a conscious effort to listen attentively in case he began speaking.
"Dina.."
He initiated the action.
The sound of his voice had a captivating effect on my senses, causing an electric sensation to shoot through my nerves. It bewildered me, as his voice wasn't even calling my name, yet it possessed an irresistible allure that I couldn't resist. It was inexplicably alluring, evoking a sense of heat and desire within me.
"At this moment, I am faced with a difficult decision as I am reluctant to release you for this particular mission. However, regrettably, circumstances have left me with no other alternative but to do so."
He uttered the words, his voice resonating with a deep, somber tone that perfectly mirrored the expression etched across his face. His gaze was fixated not on me, but on the desk in front of him.
Now, I am left to ponder and question the actions and true nature of Dina.
"Count Visterio! Are you really sure you're going to send an amateur? She hasn't awakened her powers yet! Not to mention she's a girl!"
The sound that reached my ears was one that I could not recognize, yet there was one undeniable truth that resonated within me - his comment had struck me deeply, causing great pain and distress.
I fixed my gaze upon the man with a cold and distant stare, who stood alongside Count Visterio, if I'm not mistaken. I couldn't help but wonder if he held a prominent role within this establishment.
It appears that he holds a strong dislike or disapproval towards me, but the exact reason for this remains unclear to me. Could it possibly be because Dina is of a lower social status or not part of the aristocracy?
Indeed, it is true that individuals of lower social status should not possess magical powers and extraordinary abilities; however, if I recall correctly, he mentioned that my own dormant potential has yet to be fully awakened.
Without a doubt, they must be considering me as someone remarkable and unique.
"Are you attempting to convey the notion that my ability to make accurate judgments is flawed or incorrect?"
Count Visterio responded with a chilling tone, his voice devoid of warmth or emotion.
The man shook his head forcefully with wide eyes and furrowed brows, "No, no, Count Visterio. Please don't misunderstand, I was just-"
"Upon understanding your perspective, it seems that you are aware of the high regard I hold for Dina's skill."
Count Visterio proceeded to cast a frigid gaze towards the individual standing adjacent to him, maintaining his composure without even the slightest movement of his head.
I am experiencing such intense nausea that it feels as though I could vomit at any moment. It is crucial for me to clarify that my identity is not affiliated with the name Dina in any way.
The man's lips became taut and he hung his head in surrender. At long last, he had managed to keep his thoughts to himself.
I tilted my head downward ever so slightly, a smug expression playing across my features, as I directed my gaze towards him.
"Everyone, except Dina, leave."
Count Visterio gently touched his forehead, his fingers instinctively beginning to massage the area with a soothing motion.
There was an evident air of stress and unhappiness surrounding him, as if a heavy weight was burdening his shoulders. His eyes, filled with a lingering sadness, revealed a depth of sorrow that seemed to have settled within his very soul.
Does he consider Dina to be a special person in his life? Wow, Dina, you are incredibly fortunate! You have someone who deeply cares about you and is constantly concerned for your well-being.
Without any hesitation, every single one of them unquestioningly obeyed Count Visterio's command and dutifully followed him.
Gradually, the individuals within the confines of this tent dwindle in numbers, until ultimately, only a pair consisting of myself and another person remains. Interestingly enough, the gentleman who had previously exhibited a distinct lack of favor towards me fails to display even the slightest hint of acknowledgement or recognition.
The thought that is currently consuming my mind revolves around how I will break the news to him that I am devoid of any recollection of Dina's memories. Considering his logical and pragmatic nature, there is a distinct possibility that he may choose to distance himself from me or worse, I cannot even fathom the potential consequences. In this vast and bewildering world, I find myself utterly clueless and uncertain about the course of action I should undertake.
And... is he someone I can rely on and have confidence in? Can I put my faith and trust in him?
There exists an incredibly difficult question, so challenging that even I, with all my knowledge and understanding, find myself unable to provide an answer. It is a question that has been constantly occupying my thoughts, causing me to ponder and reflect upon it endlessly. The query at hand is whether or not I can truly place my trust in any individual present in this particular setting.
Guess what! Let's observe and see what's going to happen.
"Do you know what your mission is this time?"
He questioned with a voice filled with deep sorrow and anguish.
I squinted, trying to think of a better answer without going crazy. "Eh... no...?"
I responded with a deep, resonant voice that held a mixture of conflicting emotions.
He briefly shut his eyes, then after a short pause, slowly opened them again. When he gazed at me once more, his expression had completely transformed from what it had been earlier.
Only moments ago, he was feeling slightly unsettled, melancholic, and - on this occasion - he appeared resolute, yet managed to conceal any underlying emotions.
I swallowed nervously, then proceeded to cough to clear my throat before letting out a deep, drawn-out sigh.
"Your mission is to infiltrate the Abilirish Academy."
I became immobile with fear.
"What are you trying to say? Infiltrate, really?!"
I was taken aback, my mouth hanging open and my eyes widening in astonishment.
"I do not like this, but I have full confidence in your abilities to accomplish this task, as I see you as the sole individual capable of doing so with great success."
I found myself in a state of complete stillness, my entire being immobilized, not even a single thought crossing my mind. Could it be possible... Am I, in fact, a secret agent?!
Based on the information I received from Adonis, the prestigious Abilirish Academy is an educational institution specifically designed for individuals possessing a unique energy source called mana. The primary objective of this academy is to cultivate and enhance the various talents and abilities of its students. Remarkably, in recent times, not only nobles and aristocrats, but also members of royal families from across the globe have chosen to enroll in this esteemed institution.
"But Count Visterio, I don't have the ability. How can I get inside? Besides, I hear security is tight here."
I spoke in a tense and strained tone as I presented my logical arguments and deduced my conclusions.
"I did not mention that you would definitely agree to it. Although we do have some time available, it is not an abundant amount. However, for the time being, you will be attending school there. This arrangement also brings about a positive outcome for you because there is a possibility that you may discover and unlock hidden talents within yourself while you are there."
He elevated his hands, entwining his fingers together, and gently placed his chin on the back of his palm, propping his elbow firmly on the table where he was seated.
He is undeniably attractive, with his strikingly good looks and captivating charm that leaves everyone in awe.
As I caught his gaze, I couldn't help but notice the gentle shift in his eyes, beckoning me to peer deeper into his soul. Although an overwhelming urge tempted me to reciprocate the intense gaze, I resisted the impulse, steadfast in my decision not to succumb to his enchanting stare.
I took a deep breath, "May I know the objective?"
I asked with a composed and tranquil demeanor.
After much effort, I have managed to gather my thoughts and emotions, although I still feel a slight hesitation lingering within me.
"Discover the truth behind the elusive occurrences concealed within the depths of obscurity. I have been informed of a comprehensive dossier that suggests a possible connection between the enigmatic Abilirish Academy and the very essence of our relentless pursuit spanning an entire decade."
He responded with a grave demeanor, his brows knitted together in deep contemplation.
He appeared to be holding onto a deep resentment towards an event that occurred a decade ago. It was as if he was mentally reliving a haunting nightmare from his past. However, I refrained from asking further, as I felt apprehensive about delving into such a sensitive topic.
Aside from the loss of communication with the deities and mana, as well as the deprivation of abilities for the commoners, can we identify any other significant occurrences that took place a decade ago?
"Can I refuse?"
"...You can, but I want you to do this mission specifically. You see, you've achieved everything I set you to, and as a spy, you're excellent at your job. I trust you – we can't afford to be caught, so I chose you."
He responded with a genuine and open manner, and his words were filled with authenticity and honesty, evident through the sincerity reflected in his vocal intonation and facial expressions.
I observed a gentle transformation in his eyes, which conveyed a sincere smile that seemed to convey his unwavering support for any choice I would make.
In that very instant, the question that had consumed my thoughts and plagued my mind was finally resolved and I found the answer I had been seeking.
Do I have faith in his reliability and sincerity?
I am absolutely certain that his feelings for Dina are genuine, and he genuinely worries about her well-being. There is simply no possibility that he would ever betray her, at least not in the foreseeable future. I have complete confidence in this belief.
I have experienced a similar situation in a previous existence on Earth.
"However, I completely comprehend and respect your decision if you choose to withdraw from this situation. It is crucial to acknowledge the potential dangers and life-threatening risks that this endeavor may present, regardless of your exceptional capabilities and talents."
I couldn't help but notice the slight widening of my eyes, as I observed the immense relief radiating from him. It was evident that he genuinely desired for me to decline this offer.
I am perplexed as to why you are asking about my plans if you have no intention of allowing me to attend. It seems that you possess a rather intricate and puzzling personality, Count.
I tightened my hands into tight fists, feeling the strength and determination coursing through my veins.
I am here, on a spiritual level, with the purpose of rescuing and restoring Adonis' reputation, ultimately saving the world from its current state.
Oh Adonis, you better be prepared to express your gratitude towards me if I manage to achieve success!
If I am unwilling to take a chance, I will never have the opportunity to discover my true potential and capabilities. Therefore, it is essential for me to approach any situation with an extra level of caution and mindfulness.
In addition, his statement holds true. I continue to struggle with understanding and utilizing my ability, particularly when it comes to expressing it outwardly. I have yet to grasp the concept of externalizing my ability, and it remains a mystery to me.
Although it may be dangerous and potentially fatal, I am left with no alternative but to proceed.
Furthermore, I am filled with a deep sense of curiosity regarding the secrets concealed beneath the grandiose and esteemed title of the Abilirish Academy. Intriguingly, this enigmatic institution may hold valuable information that could potentially lead me closer to uncovering the very same truths I am fervently pursuing.
If that is the case, then I am even more inclined to collaborate with Count Visterio.
"..I will do it."
I responded with a voice that had a silvery tone, emphasizing my determination, despite the fact that mentally, I wasn't fully focused. I maintained a steady and unwavering eye contact with the Count, displaying my unwavering determination in the situation.
His eyes widened in a combination of surprise and anticipation. There was a distinct expression on his face that revealed his awareness of the possibility that I could indeed agree to it.
After a while, his eyes relaxed and then fell on the desk again. "Are you sure?"
He asked with a curious tone. His voice carried a faint glimmer of optimism.
I am hopeful that I will reconsider and decline the opportunity, but I have already firmly resolved and made up my mind.
Throughout my entire existence, I have consistently relied on my intuition to guide me in making decisions, and in doing so, it has proven to be remarkably beneficial on numerous occasions. Therefore, I am confident that once again, I will trust my instincts and allow them to lead me down the right path.
I curved the edge of my lips upwards, expressing affirmation in my response.I responded with determination and a steadfast mindset. I firmly conveyed my thoughts and beliefs, leaving no room for doubt or hesitation. My words were resolute, showing my unwavering commitment and conviction in my response.
With a heavy heart and a sense of disappointment evident in his sigh, he mustered up the courage to share the intricate details and meticulously crafted plans, urging his audience to pay utmost attention and absorb every word that he was about to utter.
In summary, to become a student at Abilirish Academy, individuals must possess a noble, aristocratic, or royal background.
Naturally, it is necessary for you to possess the essential prerequisites, including mana and skill.
It has been a decade since the commoners were deprived of their manas and abilities, resulting in a prohibition on their enrollment in educational institutions.
To put it differently, I will assume the role of the Count's distant relative and enroll in the academy.
The evidence lies in his voice and the way he delivers his messages, which unequivocally establishes him as a competent and effective leader.
A person who remains loyal and steadfast to their comrade, never abandoning them in times of need.
He granted me a duration of 24 months to remain, during which I may conclude my obligations prior to the specified due date. However, it is imperative to note that extending my stay beyond the aforementioned time frame of 2 years is not within the realm of possibility.
At this moment, I find myself compelled to place my trust in him. There is something about him that instills a deep sense of assurance within me, making it evident that he is someone I can rely on. Furthermore, it is abundantly clear that his genuine concern for Dina surpasses any consideration he may have for me. However, given the close bond that Dina and I have formed, I am willing to embrace her identity as my own.
However, the act of transforming into a different individual is not particularly advantageous or beneficial. It entails various implications and consequences that may not necessarily be desirable or advantageous in the long run.