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For those who said I was born privileged... it's true, there is no denial, or better there's no way to deny, I was born in a rich democratic country, just this fact made my life better than half of the world.
I was named Levi by my father who was a well-known lawyer, a partner in one of the biggest law firms in the country, we weren't much close, I think he blames me for killing my mother, at least on a subconscious level⊠I didn't kill her, not on purpose, she died while in labour, but he never overcame her death. He even had a "temple" in his room for her, which I broke in when I was a weak child trying to hide, but I was caught and the Nannie beat the shit out of me.
It's funny how memories work, I was always taken care of by nannies and I can't even remember the names of the goods nannies, but I remember everything about the worst⊠Angelica, I can clearly visualize her face and hear her voice, she would starve me, lock me in my room, beat me in places where the others couldn't see, she only left because one of the housemaids discovered how weak I was, but I took months until it was discovered. But I don't resent her, actually, I feel something similar to gratefulness for her, she made me into who I am today.
My father put me in a boarding school, I liked to stay there at first, I wouldn't have to go home so I focused solely on studying, maybe that way my father would forgive me, I was naive at that time. I would soon be called names like "nerd", "smart ass" "dork", but it wouldn't be called like that for long, I didn't react as they expected, actually, I didn't do anything, I didn't care how they called me. so they started to call me stranger, weirdo because of the way I act.
I've always liked sociology, history, economics, politics... I would read books at the library all day long after classes, there was so silent, well... most of time, I remember one day some boys came and start to annoy me. whenever someone tried I would just ignore them until they got tired and left, but not Thomas he stayed there for hours, his friend left but he kept there until I decided I would deal with him. I was seated reading a very thick book, so I got up and went to one of the corridors where no one could see us. as expected Thomas followed me.
Thomas was just one year older than me, I don't know what motivated him to keep bullying me, and I don't feel sorry for him, in the narrow corridor I punched his throat, he wasn't expecting that, he fell back and couldn't speak anything, I pushed one of the bookshelves to him, and they started to fall like dominoes, I asked for help, and a librarian came to help him, I said: "We were walking when the bookshelf fell on us".
Thomas couldn't walk or speak so we took him to the infirmary, he was frightened of me, and when the librarian left us I said "If any adult hears about this, I will kill you." after that, it was a bliss, almost no one would ever talk to me.
As you might imagine I didn't make many (or any) friends and those who considered me a friend would be disappointed to know that little they mean to me, I graduated with honours and went to study sociology at the best university in our country, which many years after I would get my PhD from.
My life at university was calm, there isn't much I could say, I've mainly studied, different from school and college there was no one to importune me. I've never gone to a party, or even went on a date, for me it was pointless.
On vacations, I would often travel around the world, father always paid for my travels, there was an unspoke agreement between us, he paid for my necessities and travel and I wouldn't go home, or embarrass him. Now, thinking about the past, I think that at some point he probably forgave me, but after years of ignoring me he couldn't find a way to approach me, and paying for everything was his way to say he liked me, but at the time it never crossed my mind.
One day I had to meet my father, it was because he requested me to see him, he wanted to know what I would do after my PhD, I didn't know either, I thought of being a sociologist, or an economist, but I wasn't the professor type, I wasn't good at teaching others, so I gave up of the idea, my father said to try politics, he had many contacts within the government and could try to candidate me as mayor of our home city, I accepted, it was a good idea after all.
After our talk I've begun to scheme my next moves, I should choose a party who would increase my chances of winning, I don't know if my father was right or left-wing, we never were close enough to know, but I don't think he cared about those things. So I didn't need to follow his inclination.
In the end, I choose to go by a centre-left party of my country, I wasn't particularly fond of the theory behind it, but the same it's true about the other parties, it just was the most popular party in my country, and my chances of winning were better.
so after that, I inclined my education at the university to a more Marxist direction, I started to go to church, I was an atheist, god wasn't something logical to me because if there was a god I shouldn't exist, but the masses weren't, so it was important to keep the appearances. I would often participate in assemblies, debates, organize rallies and meetings at university to create a name for myself.
some years after, with the help of my father, the party, and some financial supporters I've become mayor, it was a close election, but I've won. and it was then that I realised that I was born to rule, I was perfect for the job, only I could answer all the problems, and I liked it, I loved the feeling of power that it gave me, then it occurred to me the thought of climbing the stairs of power until I became the head of state.
I worked a lot to accomplish my thought, in the process I made many allies, and more rivals shook many hands and buried a lot of bodies. If my years in politics taught me anything is that nothing will ever please everyone, there will always be someone to criticize, be it for a real reason or not.
But I never get to accomplish my dreams since I've died today by some fanatic stranger, my life flashed upon my eyes as he gave me seven shots at my belly, I probably died at that moment since I don't remember anything later, maybe it was a political plot of my rivals to get rid of me, it's possible, but I will never know.
But suddenly I wake up.
đđ/đđ/đđđ đ€đ«đźđŹđđĄđđ§ đđđ„đđ§đđđ«.
I woke up in Salim's river edge, soaked in both water and blood, it was already morning
đąđ©đ©đšđš, đžđ©đąđ” đ©đąđ±đ±đŠđŻđŠđ„? đŽđ©đȘđ”, đžđ©đąđ” đą đ”đŠđłđłđȘđŁđđŠ đ©đŠđąđ„đąđ€đ©đŠ.
As I regain memories of last night, I look around.
đđ©đŠđłđŠ'đŽ đ”đ©đąđ” đźđąđŻ đŁđ°đ„đș? đ„đȘđ„ đ”đ©đŠ đłđȘđ·đŠđł đ”đąđŹđŠ đ”đ©đŠ đŁđ°đ„đș? đŽđ©đȘđ”, đ đąđź đ”đ°đ° đđąđ”đŠ! đ đŻđŠđŠđ„ đ”đ° đ”đąđŹđŠ đą đŁđ¶đŽâŠ đžđąđȘđ”, đ”đ©đŠđłđŠ đąđłđŠđŻ'đ” đąđŻđș đŁđ¶đŽđŽđŠđŽ đ©đŠđłđŠ, đŻđ° đžđąđȘđ”... đžđ©đąđ” đ”đ©đŠ đ§đ¶đ€đŹ đȘđŽ đą đŁđ¶đŽ. đ đŹđŻđ°đž đžđ©đąđ” đȘđ” đȘđŽ, đŁđ¶đ” đ đŻđŠđ·đŠđł đŽđąđž đ°đŻđŠ đ©đŠđłđŠ, đŁđ¶đ” đ”đ©đŠđș đžđŠđłđŠ đ·đŠđłđș đ€đ°đźđźđ°đŻ đŠđ·đŠđłđșđžđ©đŠđłđŠâŠ đ đŻđŠđ·đŠđł đđŠđ§đ” đ”đ©đȘđŽ đ€đȘđ”đș!
The more I thought about the more my head hurt, I took my hands to my head in an attempt to ease the pain, unsuccessfully, when my hand goes down to the ground to support me, I made a small cut on my hand with a dagger, it was a beautifully adorned dagger, probably expensive, with inscriptions on both sides of the blade and the hilt was golden and shaped similar to a bear, it was the same one that was in my hands when that man thrust his body against me.
đđ©đȘđ”, đ”đ©đąđ” đźđąđŻ đŹđȘđđđŠđ„ đ©đȘđźđŽđŠđđ§ đȘđŻ đźđș đ©đąđŻđ„đŽ, đŻđ° đ°đ§đ§đȘđ€đŠđł đžđȘđđ đŁđŠđđȘđŠđ·đŠ đ”đ©đąđ” đ”đ©đŠđș đžđȘđđ đŽđąđș đ đźđ¶đłđ„đŠđłđŠđ„ đ©đȘđź đ§đ°đł đźđ°đŻđŠđș đ°đł đžđ©đąđ”đŠđ·đŠđł, đŽđ©đȘđ”, đŽđ©đȘđ”⊠đ đŻđŠđŠđ„ đ”đ° đšđŠđ” đłđȘđ„ đ°đ§ đ”đ©đŠ đźđ¶đłđ„đŠđł đžđŠđąđ±đ°đŻâŠ đ đ€đ°đ¶đđ„ đ§đŠđ”đ€đ© đšđ°đ°đ„ đźđ°đŻđŠđș đŽđŠđđđȘđŻđš đȘđ”, đŁđ¶đ” đȘđ” đžđ°đ¶đđ„ đŁđŠ đ”đ°đ° đŽđ¶đŽđ±đȘđ€đȘđ°đ¶đŽâŠ đźđąđșđŁđŠ đ đ€đ°đ¶đđ„ đŽđąđș đȘđ” đȘđŽ đą đ§đąđźđȘđđș đ©đŠđȘđłđđ°đ°đź? đȘđ”'đŽ đŽđ¶đ€đ© đą đ€đđȘđ€đ©đŠ đ”đ° đŽđąđș đŽđ°đźđŠđ”đ©đȘđŻđš đđȘđŹđŠ đ”đ©đąđ”... đąđłđłđłđš, đ đŻđŠđŠđ„ đ”đ° đšđ°! đ đąđź đžđąđș đ”đ°đ° đđąđ”đŠ đ”đ° đŹđŠđŠđ± đ”đ©đȘđŻđŹđȘđŻđš đąđŁđ°đ¶đ” đ”đ©đȘđŽ.
I buried the dagger, got up and went running to the train station, I was relieved when I saw a train arriving almost the same time, inside the train I could think about what happened to me.
đ đąđź đ€đŠđłđ”đąđȘđŻ đ”đ©đąđ” đ”đ©đ°đŽđŠ đžđŠđłđŠ đŻđ°đ” đ„đłđŠđąđźđŽ, đŁđ¶đ” đźđŠđźđ°đłđȘđŠđŽ đŻđ°đ” đŁđŠđđ°đŻđšđȘđŻđš đ”đ° đ”đ©đȘđŽ đžđ°đłđđ„, đȘđ” đŽđŠđŠđźđŽ đ”đ©đąđ” đșđŠđŽđ”đŠđłđ„đąđș đžđąđŽ đ”đ©đŠ đ„đąđș đ đ„đȘđŠđ„. đ°đł đđŠđ·đȘ đ„đȘđŠđ„... đȘđ”'đŽ đŽđ”đłđąđŻđšđŠ đ”đ° đ€đąđđ đźđŠ đȘđŻ đ”đ©đŠ đ”đ©đȘđłđ„ đ±đŠđłđŽđ°đŻâŠ đąđ©đ©đ©đš đ”đ©đȘđŽ đ©đŠđąđ„đąđ€đ©đŠ!
đđź đ đđȘđŹđ©đąđȘđ đ°đł đąđź đ đđŠđ·đȘ? đ đ„đ°đŻ'đ” đŹđŻđ°đž đąđŻđșđźđ°đłđŠ, đźđș đźđŠđźđ°đłđȘđŠđŽ đąđłđŠ đ€đ°đŻđ§đ¶đŽđȘđŻđš, đșđŠđŽđ”đŠđłđ„đąđș đ đ„đȘđŠđ„ đąđŻđ„ đŹđȘđđđŠđ„ đą đźđąđŻ... đđ°, đ đąđź đđ°đ°đŹđȘđŻđš đ”đ©đȘđŽ đȘđŻ đ”đ©đŠ đžđłđ°đŻđš đ„đȘđłđŠđ€đ”đȘđ°đŻ, đ đŽđ©đ°đ¶đđ„đŻ'đ” đ„đȘđ·đȘđ„đŠ đźđșđŽđŠđđ§ đđȘđŹđŠ đ”đ©đąđ”, đźđŠ đŁđŠđȘđŻđš đ°đł đ°đŻđŠ đ°đł đąđŻđ°đ”đ©đŠđł, đ đąđź đđȘđŹđ©đąđȘđ đąđŻđ„ đ đąđź đđŠđ·đȘ, đ đąđź đŁđ°đ”đ© đ°đ§ đ”đ©đŠđź. đșđŠđŽ, đ”đ©đąđ” đŽđ°đ¶đŻđ„đŽ đłđȘđšđ©đ” đ”đ° đźđŠ.
...đđ¶đ” đȘđŻ đźđș đźđŠđźđ°đłđȘđŠđŽ đ°đ§ đđąđłđ”đ©, đ đžđąđŽ đ·đŠđłđș đ„đȘđ§đ§đŠđłđŠđŻđ”, đ đžđąđŽ đ±đłđŠđ”đ”đș đźđ¶đ€đ© đą đŽđ°đ€đȘđ°đ±đąđ”đ©... đđąđșđŁđŠ đ°đ¶đł đ±đŠđłđŽđ°đŻđąđđȘđ”đȘđŠđŽ đ§đ¶đŽđŠđ„, đȘđ” đźđąđŹđŠđŽ đŽđŠđŻđŽđŠ đžđ©đŠđŻ đ đ”đ©đȘđŻđŹ đ”đ©đąđ” đ±đŠđłđŽđ°đŻđąđđȘđ”đȘđŠđŽ đąđłđŠ đą đŽđ°đ€đȘđąđ đ€đ°đŻđŽđ”đłđ¶đ€đ”đȘđ°đŻ đ°đ§ đ°đ¶đł đđȘđ·đŠđŽ đąđŻđ„ đŠđčđ±đŠđłđȘđŠđŻđ€đŠđŽ, đžđ°đž đŁđŠđȘđŻđš đŽđźđąđłđ” đŽđ¶đłđŠ đȘđŽ đŻđȘđ€đŠ, đ”đ©đŠ đźđŠ đ§đłđ°đź đ”đ©đȘđŽ đžđ°đłđđ„ đžđ°đ¶đđ„ đŻđŠđ·đŠđł đ”đ©đȘđŻđŹ đŽđ°đźđŠđ”đ©đȘđŻđš đđȘđŹđŠ đ”đ©đąđ” đŁđŠđ§đ°đłđŠ, đąđŻđ„ đ”đ©đŠ đźđŠ đ°đ§ đđąđłđ”đ© đžđ°đ¶đđ„ đŻđŠđ·đŠđł đźđąđŹđŠ đąđŻđș đ€đ°đźđźđŠđŻđ”đąđłđș đđȘđŹđŠ đ”đ©đąđ”.
đđŻđ„ đŁđŠđ§đ°đłđŠ đ±đąđŽđŽđȘđŻđš đ°đ¶đ” đ đ©đŠđąđłđ„ đŽđ°đźđŠđ°đŻđŠ đŽđąđșđȘđŻđš đŽđ°đźđŠđ”đ©đȘđŻđš đąđŁđ°đ¶đ” đŽđ°đźđŠđ°đŻđŠ'đŽ đžđ°đłđ”đ©, đđąđŽ đȘđ” đźđș đ·đ°đȘđ€đŠ đ§đłđ°đź đŠđąđłđ”đ©? đ đŹđŻđ°đž đ·đ°đȘđ€đŠđŽ đŽđ°đ¶đŻđ„ đ„đȘđ§đ§đŠđłđŠđŻđ”đđș đ”đ©đąđŻ đȘđŻ đ°đ¶đł đ©đŠđąđ„đŽ đŁđ¶đ” đžđąđŽ đ”đ°đ° đ„đȘđ§đ§đŠđłđŠđŻđ”, đąđŻđ„ đ'đ·đŠ đ©đŠđąđłđ„ đźđș đ·đ°đȘđ€đŠ đȘđŻ đłđŠđ€đ°đłđ„đȘđŻđšđŽ, đŽđ° đ đąđź đ±đđŠđŻđ”đș đŽđ¶đłđŠ đȘđ” đžđąđŽđŻ'đ” đźđș đ°đžđŻ.
đđ©đș đ”đ©đȘđŽ đ©đąđ±đ±đŠđŻđŠđ„? đȘđ” đąđđ đŽđ”đąđłđ”đŠđ„ đžđ©đŠđŻ đ”đ©đąđ” đźđąđŻ đŹđȘđđđŠđ„ đ©đȘđźđŽđŠđđ§, đŽđ° đ©đŠ đȘđŽ đ°đŁđ·đȘđ°đ¶đŽđđș đ”đ©đŠ đ€đąđ¶đŽđŠ, đŁđ¶đ” đžđ©đș đ”đ©đȘđŽ đ©đąđ±đ±đŠđŻđŠđ„ đ«đ¶đŽđ” đąđ§đ”đŠđł đ©đŠ đ„đȘđŠđ„, đžđ©đ° đ©đąđŽ đ©đŠ? đžđ©đąđ” đžđąđŽ đ”đ©đąđ” đ·đ°đȘđ€đŠ? đđ° đźđąđŻđș đČđ¶đŠđŽđ”đȘđ°đŻđŽ... đ”đ©đąđ” đ„đąđšđšđŠđł đźđąđș đ©đąđ·đŠ đŽđ°đźđŠ đąđŻđŽđžđŠđłđŽ, đžđ©đŠđŻ đ đšđŠđ” đŁđąđ€đŹ đ§đłđ°đź đžđ°đłđŹ đ đžđȘđđ đłđŠđ”đłđȘđŠđ·đŠ đȘđ”!
I look at my hand which I've made a small cut earlier unintentionally, but it was already healed. so I didn't care much, the cut wasn't that serious.
I left the train as soon as I got to the train station near my workplace, in front of the factory there were many people hoping to get a new job. There the first thing I did was going directly to Raz, we were still working together after all those years, we even looked for new jobs together, nowadays we work at a weapon's factory.
I walked at a high pace covering my body to avoid people looking at my clothes with blood. I went to the ammo section where we usually work
"Mika, what the fuck happened to you?" he asked looking worried about me who was very late.
Raz when we were children only had brown hair, but as we grow older he got a beard on his chin that made him look way older than me.
"Raz, your coat, quickly I can explain later."
He got it and delivered me his brown coat, I was already wearing one blue but since it was dirty and some parts were stained with blood, I needed another one to cover it. I went directly to my post in the line but another man was working there already.
"Mikhail, so you came today?" I heard a voice coming from behind me, it was Anton the manager of this section. he was a nice one. comparing to other managers I've worked along with. but his words were confusing.
"what do you mean by that? I came yesterday too."
He looked at me with a more confused face than me.
"No, you didn't, I am plenty sure of it, I had to mobilize some workers yesterday to cover you. Are you alright?" he asked really concerned.
"no, yes... which day is today?" I asked in a hurry.
Anton looked at me like he was looking at a crazy man.
"Today is Kiv."
kiv is the first day of the week⊠in other words Sunday, I went to work in Fain/Saturday so passed out for a bit more of an entire day, orâŠ
"I know this gonna sound crazy, but I assure you I'm not crazy, which month and year we are."
Anton hesitated to answer, I knew it was too crazy to ask something like that, but I need to confirm if I slept for just one day or more.
"it's Petrovin tenth, of our lord's year 558"
đ°đŹđąđș⊠đ'đ·đŠ đŽđđŠđ±đ” đ§đ°đł đ«đ¶đŽđ” đą đŁđȘđ” đźđ°đłđŠ đ”đ©đąđŻ đ°đŻđŠ đ„đąđș... đđ” đđŠđąđŽđ” đ đŹđŻđ°đž đ”đ©đȘđŽ đŻđ°đž, đŁđ¶đ” đŽđ©đȘđ”, đ©đŠ đŽđ¶đłđŠđđș đ”đ©đȘđŻđŹđŽ đ đąđź đ€đłđąđ»đș đŻđ°đž, đȘđ§ đ©đŠ đŽđąđž đ©đ°đž đźđș đ€đđ°đ”đ©đŠđŽ đžđŠđłđŠ đŁđŠđŻđŠđąđ”đ© đ”đ©đȘđŽ đ€đ°đąđ” đ©đŠ đŽđ¶đłđŠđđș đžđ°đ¶đđ„ đ€đąđđ đ”đ©đŠ đ±đ°đđȘđ€đŠ.
"I know I shouldn't ask for it, but I need this job, I can't tell you why I didn't come work yesterday, but you know it was important I've never missed one day of work without an early warning"
đđ§ đ đ”đŠđđ đ©đȘđź đ”đ©đŠ đ”đłđ¶đ”đ© đ©đŠ đžđȘđđ đŽđ¶đłđŠđđș đ”đ©đȘđŻđŹ đ'đź đ€đłđąđ»đș.
"Tsc. I can't give your job back just because of this Mikhail."
đđȘđŻđ€đŠ đ đžđąđŽ đ§đȘđłđŠđ„ đ„đ¶đŠ đ”đ° đą (đŻđ°đ” đŽđ°) đ«đ¶đŽđ” đ€đąđ¶đŽđŠ đ đžđ°đŻ'đ” đŁđŠ đ±đąđȘđ„ đ§đ°đł đ”đ©đŠ đąđźđ°đ¶đŻđ” đ°đ§ đ”đȘđźđŠ đ'đ·đŠ đąđđłđŠđąđ„đș đžđ°đłđŹđŠđ„. đ đ©đąđ·đŠ đą đŁđȘđ” đ°đ§ đźđ°đŻđŠđș đŽđąđ·đŠđ„, đŁđ¶đ” đȘđ” đȘđŽđŻ'đ” đŻđŠđąđłđđș đŠđŻđ°đ¶đšđ© đ”đ° đđȘđ·đŠ đą đźđ°đŻđ”đ© đȘđŻ đ”đ©đȘđŽ đ€đȘđ”đș. đđŻ đ”đ©đȘđŽ đžđ°đłđđ„, đžđ°đłđŹđŠđł'đŽ đłđȘđšđ©đ”đŽ đąđłđŠ đŽđ”đȘđđ đ”đ° đŠđźđŠđłđšđŠ, đ”đ©đŠđłđŠ đąđłđŠ đŻđ° đžđŠđŠđŹđŠđŻđ„đŽ, đ±đąđȘđ„ đ·đąđ€đąđ”đȘđ°đŻđŽ, đ€đ°đźđ±đŠđŻđŽđąđ”đȘđ°đŻ đźđ°đŻđŠđș, đđąđŽđ” đ±đąđșđźđŠđŻđ”, đžđ°đłđŹ đ°đ·đŠđłđ”đȘđźđŠâŠ đąđŻđ„ đ°đ§ đ€đ°đ¶đłđŽđŠ, đ”đ©đŠđłđŠ đȘđŽ đŻđ° đ¶đŻđŠđźđ±đđ°đșđźđŠđŻđ” đȘđŻđŽđ¶đłđąđŻđ€đŠ. đđ§ đŽđ°đźđŠđ°đŻđŠ đȘđŽ đ§đȘđłđŠđ„ đ§đ°đł đžđ©đąđ”đŠđ·đŠđł đłđŠđąđŽđ°đŻ đ”đ©đŠ đ°đŻđđș đ”đ©đȘđŻđšđŽ đ©đŠ đ€đąđŻ đ„đ° đȘđŽ đŽđŠđąđłđ€đ© đ§đ°đł đą đŻđŠđž đ«đ°đŁ đȘđźđźđŠđ„đȘđąđ”đŠđđș, đšđ° đ€đłđȘđźđȘđŻđąđ, đ°đł đŽđ”đąđłđ·đŠ đ©đȘđźđŽđŠđđ§ đąđŻđ„ đ©đȘđŽ đ„đŠđ±đŠđŻđ„đŠđŻđ”đŽ.
"Anton, please I need help, You know how things are out there, everyone is looking for jobs"
" I can put your name up when we need to hire someone new, you already have years of experience in this factory, come here every morning, and in some days or weeks you can already work⊠probably."
"Thanks" I answered before leaving a bit disappointed.
đȘđ” đžđąđŽđŻ'đ” đžđ©đąđ” đ đžđąđŽ đŠđčđ±đŠđ€đ”đȘđŻđš, đŁđ¶đ” đȘđ” đžđąđŽ đŁđŠđ”đ”đŠđł đ”đ©đąđŻ đŻđ°đ”đ©đȘđŻđš, đąđŻđ„ đŻđ°đž đ đŻđŠđŠđ„ đ”đ° đŽđŠđąđłđ€đ© đ§đ°đł đą đ«đ°đŁ đąđŻđșđžđąđș, đ đŻđŠđŠđ„ đ”đ° đŠđąđłđŻ đźđ°đŻđŠđș đ”đ° đŁđŠ đąđŁđđŠ đ”đ° đŠđąđ” đąđ§đ”đŠđł đąđđ... đ đ€đąđŻ đŽđŠđđ đ”đ©đąđ” đ„đąđšđšđŠđł đąđ§đ”đŠđł đłđŠđąđ„đȘđŻđš đȘđ”.
I went on foot to the train station near home to save money, I had a lot of spare time now, and I walked alongside the river searching for the spot where I buried it, when I've found it I realised I couldn't read, I knew how to read at Earth, but it was written in the alphabet of this world.
đđ©đ°đ¶đđ„ đ đŽđ©đ°đž đȘđ” đ”đ° đđł đđŽđŁđŠđłđš? đȘđ§ đ đąđŽđŹ đ©đȘđź đ©đŠ đźđȘđšđ©đ” đłđŠđąđ„ đȘđ” đ§đ°đł đźđŠ. đŻđ°, đŁđŠđ”đ”đŠđł đŻđ°đ”, đ đ„đ°đŻ'đ” đžđąđŻđ” đ”đ° đȘđŻđ·đ°đđ·đŠ đ©đȘđź đȘđŻ đȘđ”, đȘđ” đźđȘđšđ©đ” đŁđŠ đ„đąđŻđšđŠđłđ°đ¶đŽ đ¶đŻđ”đȘđ đ đ©đąđ·đŠ đą đŁđŠđ”đ”đŠđł đšđłđąđŽđ± đ°đ§ đ”đ©đȘđŽ. đ đžđȘđđ đąđŽđŹ đ©đȘđź đ”đ° đ”đŠđąđ€đ© đźđŠ đ”đ° đłđŠđąđ„ đąđŻđ„ đ”đ©đŠđŻ đ”đłđș đ”đ° đłđŠđąđ„ đȘđ” đąđ” đ©đ°đźđŠ. đ đ©đąđ·đŠ đŽđ±đąđłđŠ đ”đȘđźđŠ đąđŻđșđžđąđș.
I went home and changed my clothes, I would have to stop by Raz's house later to give his coat back, it would be difficult for him to work without it. I opened my lunchbox which had the food of last day.
đđ” đȘđŽ đŽđźđŠđđđȘđŻđš đžđŠđȘđłđ„, đ±đłđ°đŁđąđŁđđș đŁđŠđ€đąđ¶đŽđŠ đȘđ” đžđąđŽ đžđȘđ”đ© đźđŠ đžđ©đŠđŻ đ đŽđžđąđź đąđ” đđąđđȘđź đłđȘđ·đŠđł, đȘđ§ đȘđ” đžđąđŽ đ”đ©đŠ đźđŠ đ°đ§ đŁđŠđ§đ°đłđŠ đ đžđ°đ¶đđ„ đŠđąđ” đȘđ” đąđŻđșđžđąđș, đŁđ¶đ” đ đ€đąđŻ'đ” đąđŻđșđźđ°đłđŠ. đ đžđȘđđ đ€đ°đ°đŹ đŽđ°đźđŠđ”đ©đȘđŻđš đŻđŠđž, đ đžđąđŽ đŻđŠđ·đŠđł đą đšđ°đ°đ„ đ€đ°đ°đŹ đ©đŠđłđŠ đŁđŠđ§đ°đłđŠ, đąđŻđ„ đźđș đ§đ°đ°đ„ đžđąđŽ đąđđžđąđșđŽ đŽđ”đłđąđŻđšđŠ, đ±đłđ°đŁđąđŁđđș đŁđŠđ€đąđ¶đŽđŠ đđąđ€đŹđŽ đŽđŠđąđŽđ°đŻđȘđŻđš đŽđȘđŻđ€đŠ đȘđ”'đŽ đŠđčđ±đŠđŻđŽđȘđ·đŠ, đŁđ¶đ” đąđ” đđąđłđ”đ© đ đžđąđŽ đłđąđ”đ©đŠđł đą đšđ°đ°đ„ đ€đ°đ°đŹ, đŻđ°đ” đą đ±đłđ°đ§đŠđŽđŽđȘđ°đŻđąđ đ°đŻđŠ, đŁđ¶đ” đąđ” đđŠđąđŽđ” đ đŠđŻđ«đ°đșđŠđ„ đ”đ©đŠ đ§đ°đ°đ„ đ'đ·đŠ đźđąđ„đŠ.
I made a simple omelette with cheese using a bit of salt I usually use to preserve food. since Kraven was far away from the sea or a salt desert, salt was more expensive, but it was worth spending just a little bit to improve a meal like that.
đđ©đȘđŽ đŽđźđąđđ đŽđŻđąđ€đŹ đžđąđŽ đŁđŠđ”đ”đŠđł đ”đ©đąđŻ đąđđ đ°đ§ đ”đ©đŠ đ§đ°đ°đ„đŽ đ đ€đ°đ°đŹđŠđ„ đŁđŠđ§đ°đłđŠ đ©đŠđłđŠ, đ đ”đ©đȘđŻđŹ đźđ°đ”đ©đŠđł đ§đ°đ°đ„ đžđąđŽ đŽđ”đȘđđ đŁđŠđ”đ”đŠđł đ”đ©đ°đ¶âŠ đźđ°đ”đ©đŠđł, đȘđ”'đŽ đŁđŠđŠđŻ đą đđ°đŻđš đ”đȘđźđŠ đŽđȘđŻđ€đŠ đ đ”đ©đ°đ¶đšđ©đ” đąđŁđ°đ¶đ” đ©đŠđł.
As nostalgia appears in my heart, memories of her death cross my mind, then Ygor, Svetlana, natty⊠everyone, I wasn't sad anymore I was angry. I lost everything in this world and never realised it until that moment, and the culprit was in front of me or at least a small statue of it, the Godking, my mother used to pray for it every night. I took it and throw it with all my might against the wall breaking it into pieces, this was considered a sin and a crime.
đ đŠđŽ, đ”đ©đŠ đđ°đ„đŹđȘđŻđš, đȘđ§ đȘđ” đžđąđŽđŻ'đ” đ§đ°đł đ©đȘđź, đźđ°đ”đ©đŠđł đžđ°đ¶đđ„ đŁđŠ đąđđȘđ·đŠ, đ§đąđ”đ©đŠđł, đ đšđ°đł, đŠđ·đŠđłđșđ°đŻđŠ. đ đžđȘđđ đŹđȘđđ đ”đ©đȘđŽ đŽđŠđđ§-đ±đłđ°đ€đđąđȘđźđŠđ„ đšđ°đ„, đ đŹđŻđ°đž đ”đ©đŠđłđŠ đȘđŽ đŻđ° đŽđ¶đ€đ© đ”đ©đȘđŻđš đąđŽ đšđ°đ„đŽ, đ©đŠ đȘđŽ đ«đ¶đŽđ” đą đ©đ¶đźđąđŻ đžđȘđ”đ© đą đ”đȘđ”đđŠ, đ«đ¶đŽđ” đđȘđŹđŠ đ±đ©đąđłđąđ°đ©đŽ đȘđŻ đąđŻđ€đȘđŠđŻđ” đđšđșđ±đ”, đąđŻđ„ đ©đ¶đźđąđŻđŽ đąđłđŠ đźđ°đłđ”đąđđŽ.
đ đžđȘđđ đąđ·đŠđŻđšđŠ đźđș đ§đąđźđȘđđș đąđšđąđȘđŻđŽđ” đ©đȘđź, đŻđ°, đŻđ°đ” đ°đŻđđș đąđšđąđȘđŻđŽđ” đ©đȘđź, đąđšđąđȘđŻđŽđ” đ”đ©đȘđŽ đ°đ±đ±đłđŠđŽđŽđȘđ·đŠ đŽđ°đ€đȘđŠđ”đș, đ đąđź đ”đ©đŠ đ°đŻđđș đ°đŻđŠ đžđ©đ° đ€đąđŻ! đ đžđȘđđ đŹđȘđđ đ©đȘđź đąđŻđ„ đ”đ°đ°đŹ đ”đ©đȘđŽ đ€đ°đ¶đŻđ”đłđș đ§đ°đł đźđŠ đąđŻđ„ đ”đ©đŠđŻ đ đžđȘđđ đ€đ©đąđŻđšđŠ đ”đ©đȘđŽ đžđ°đłđđ„!
"I swear," I said in a low voice with tears on my face and determination in my eyes.