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Chapter 8 - Anxiety

Get me out of here please help i cant anymore i'm holding my tears please let me go.

Being totally bonkers makes me scared what if i'll snap i don't want to it's just toughts that come in my mind very often when are they gonne stop.

What is wrong with me

I hope you liked the flowers i brought you they are for your funural i hate you you should go away you are sitting here just so you can sit go away most of us don't like you all you don't even tslk to me so why your sitting you only talk to you friends i hate you

My dreams decibe me please save me out of here i canmt everything my mind is exploding i can't control it anymore sooner or later i'm gonne snap and i don't want that please keep me in a room lock the doors don't let me escape i'm going crayz and nothing is helping it hurts i'm sweating the urge is getting stronger please i beg you help me help me right now

If someone is screaming it gives me a tic my mind is getting sicker then sick save me from this place it's not my home i know i'm gonne flip sooner or later and i know i'm gonne regret it jist hold on a little longer my sickness is getting worse more and more everyday i hate my toughts they are to much for me too handle i can't control the urge to hit something or scream or hurt someone i wouldn't even feel bad and that's the terrible thing

I wane die so bad it hurts standing up everyday i wanne just die lay there all day but all of u jist make sme wanne stay it's really hard and i don't want it to change that's my worst trait i can't let go it hurts my eyes everytime i cry

I've battled more then enough im done when they say it will get better or it will get worse im already at the point of killing myself how much wors ecan it get im so low i don't wanne live it just hurts it will not get better only worse cause i can't do anything about it.