Chapter 61
'Zamin'
My relationship with Elizah's sister had always been driven by lust. Drawn to her for her resemblance to Elizah, our connection was shallow and selfish. She fulfilled her own needs and fantasies, and I, consumed by my own desires, was no better. The attraction was purely physical, and it was a facade that masked the emptiness I felt inside.
Becoming a father figure to her sons was not easy. They often looked at me with scepticism, their eyes questioning my intentions, and their expressions reflecting my past mistakes. They bore a striking resemblance to me, yet their eyes mirrored hers, a constant reminder of the consequences of my actions. It pained me to think they were born out of regret and lust, a product of my unresolved issues and selfishness. These innocent children deserved better than being caught in my poor decisions' fallout.
