Ryan reached the house and laid on the bed.
He felt as if he lost something precious.
His mind kept thinking about what Ashley had asked him today:
Ryan felt that he was missing Vivian because Ashley's nature and her innocence reminded him of Vivian.
Ryan forgets everything for a movement that felt that Ashley and Vivian are one and the same so he inclined towards her even though he knew it was wrong.
Ryan wanted to talk to Ashley, touch her and spend the entire time with her.
Ryan thought 'why I don't know but whenever I am with Ashley, why does she remind me of Vivian?'
Vivian is my love and life without her. I can't live but I am inclined towards Ashley, what is wrong with me?
I wanted to spend time with Ashley, touch her, kiss her. Whenever I touch her I feel as if I am with Vivian, why does she remind me of Vivian.
'Am I gone mad or something is wrong with Ashley?'
