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Chapter 33 - Borderline

This woman experienced maltreatment,

And now carries the chaos' vengeance

She mistrusts the lies that she entrails;

Borderline is the perfect woman that people think must fail.

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There must always be a problem

Her abandonment and negligence

She feels these things because her mother malnourished the weed,

Borderline is a victimized seed.

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Borderline is like Frankenstein's Creature,

Very grotesque to the makers,

She's stared down everywhere

And experiences this rejection where society resides

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Where there's peace, she must ruin

The chaos is like fire

It ruins her life,

All is destroyed or has taken a flight!

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My heart held a deep hole

Because I felt like the one that was trouble

So, I isolated myself, hoping that I'd save what's innocent

But what's there that should remain distant?

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I'm not the problem

People are so much like her

Their lust, the lies, their constant revamping, and their narcissism ----

The professional victims

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I understand that I'm not the problem,

Borderline isn't evil,

Just a lonely child that must be cherished,

But how must one care for what's damaging?

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She lives her life while scarring her victims,

These people are numb and broken,

The disorder is evil and ruins lives

It kills what remains inside!

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She brings constant bitterness and mood swings

She cries and lies

Where's the demon that tried?

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Borderline makes people run

No one wins against the tormenting gun

When she doesn't have an episode, she's just bitter

She was mistreated and suffers like stale plasma.

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Now, her kids barely know her

What's there that should be loved?

You cannot love what never cared

The child rejected her children

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They were like Frankenstein's Creature,

Carrying her burdens and her tremendous doom

The tune doesn't tell me that I am the tyrant nor the creature,

Borderline's music tells her that she's the perfect mother.

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Slowly, everything came back

Now, she has nothing that will accept her pact

Is the little child living inside worth the tower and its fire?

It is, to her: Borderline loves what she cannot control!

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She loves when people hate her, but still seeks a lover,

Now, no man wants her,

Slowly, her world's collapsing

Crippling and depressing:

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Her life is like a criminal's record,

So anarchic and disordered,

It's unfortunate that she'll never acknowledge the inferno

All because she ignores the big hole.

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Borderline's truths are that she's the baby,

And everyone beats her senselessly,

Who can love what causes this fiend's catastrophes?

She's lost everybody and cannot comprehend the terminality.

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She dances and ignores reality

She loves her huge fantasies

Borderline's Personality has worsened,

This'll end terribly.

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I don't take her lashing out seriously,

I know deep down that I'm not the issue

Borderline's trauma is her tissue,

She continues her impression, wanting the perfect person.

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I worry that Borderline will inflame

That her world will fall and blaze

And that she'll surrender her mortal soul,

Her wrath and perfection are blazed:

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Her transformation will never take place

No innovation exists,

Her world is flaring

Everything's crumbling.