"So you still do it!?" Ara asked leaning towards the bathrooms wall her hands crossed. Seojun who was washing his hands turned around at the voice and saw Ara. "Do what!?" He asked turning back and adjusting his hair looking in the mirror. Ara scoffed kinda pissed about what she saw and now him asking it like he doesn't know what she's talking about.
"Forcing yourself to throw up!!" Ara spoke a little loudly failing to hide her anger. At that Seojun turned around facing Ara he looked surprised or mad!? She Couldn't exactly tell looking at his expression. "Why are you–" Seojun cut through his own sentence quickly turning around to throw up again. Sighing Ara walked towards him standing beside him she brought her hand up gently stroking Seojun's back. Her anger vanished seeing Seojun like this.
"I saw you earlier running towards here after just finishing your lunch....." She spoke softly still stroking his back Seojun was still trying to throw up the urge just wouldn't go. "And I figured out why." She completed totally unaffected by the smell.
Seojun wahsed his mouth. His hand on either side of the washbasin supporting himself. "Take deep breathes" Ara said and Seojun did as told taking deep breaths with Ara. "Here drink the water" She handed him the bottle and Seojun gladly took it chugging down the water fast. "Are you okay!?" Ara asked stretching her arms forward to touch Seojun's forehead wanting to check if he's okay.
At that Seojun leaned a little backwards holding Ara's wrist. He looked at her with a serious expression "Don't!!" He said in deep voice which sent shivers down Ara's spine. He let go of Ara's hand "but–" even before she could speak she was cut off by Seojun. "Don't act like you care" he said and walked outside the bathroom. Ara watching him disappear she was pissed but she had no right to. She wanted to cry but not for something so stupid but yet she was, a tear slowly escaping her brown eyes.
I deserve this....
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A knock on the door made Hyejin look up from her book. Even before she could respond she saw Ara peeking her head. Hyejin smiled sweetly seeing her daughter she gestured Ara to come in. "Good evening Mom" Ara greeted coming in and putting the bags on the table that was situated infront of the couch. Hyejin greeted back "Why so many bags!?" She questioned frowning looking her daughter putting them down.
Ara turned back "Aah this....I brought dinner for you" she says standing up and arranging the books on the shelf. "You didn't have to.....the hospital food is good too" Hyejin said feeling bad for troubling her daughter. Ara walked towards the window. "Mom it's nothing and I know Hospital food isn't that great" Ara told her mom checking the trees she had gifted to her Mom. It really was nothing Ara knew her mom would be tired of Hospital's bland food.
"How's work going!? Is it tiring? Do they cause trouble!?" Hyejin showered Ara with questions as Ara sat beside her on the chair. Ara chuckled shaking her head "It's going great and sometimes it's tiring and no they don't trouble much except...Hoseok" She answered turning to the side and checking the reports. 'Ohhh' was all that left Hyejin's mouth and Ara knew she wouldn't say anything about Hoseok because she just couldn't. Favoritism at it's best.
"He's hard to handle....and some days he won't show up to the clinic as he's suppose too" Ara told not looking up Hyejin didn't say anything her lips were pursed and that pissed Ara because it's always like this. "He will be okayy soon....he just you know" Hyejin mumbled at the last part fidgeting her fingers. Ara just scoffed muttering "I know" she knows but she just couldn't ughhh she was frustrated.
Ara shifted her attention towards the TV. she scoffed when Hoseok came on the screen all giggly and smiling. He really looks stupid doing that. "Fake should be his first name" Ara muttered her mouth twitched seeing Hoseok again. "Ara!!!" Ofcourse Hyejin heard it and shouted at her. Ara being Ara rolled her eyes completely ignoring her Mom's glares.
She felt like insects are crawling on her body hearing his voice and the way he laughs and fakes his smile. Trying to be clingy with his members. Everything about him was fake and Ara hated every bit of him. Peak sibling behavior. "How can one act so fake Mom?" She questioned shifting her attention towards her mom and saw her smiling fondly looking at Hoseok.
"..."
So Ara got ignored by the Hyejin who was busy admiring her son. "What the fuck KIM NAMJOON!!" Ara suddenly screamed her hands covering her mouth. Hyejin snapped her neck quickly and hit the screaming Ara. "Be...Be quiet it's hospital not your damn home." Hyejin sushed Ara who was still seemed shocked about something that happened seconds ago. "Mom how can you expect me to be quiet? When this fine ass man named Kim Namjoon just showed his fuckingg ABS!!" Ara replied pointing her finger at TV.
It's all your fault namjoon for driving me insane!!!
"I know your inner fangirl demon can't control but this is a hospital atleast behave" Hyejin softly spoke lowering the Television volume. "I can't when it comes to him. He's so fucking hot & sexy which has me on my knees" Ara says wiping her non existence tears. "Such a drama queen and a simp for him, ain't yaa??" Hyejin asked and Ara bobbed her head up and down saying "Yess I'm a simp for him" and Hyejin chuckled at her daughter's behavior.
"I wonder what you do when he comes to the clinic" Hyejin said shifting her attention to the TV. What else Ara would do everytime Namjoon entered with that sick beautiful smile & dimples showing. She tries her best to not loose herself and internally screams. Ara so in love that whenever they make eye contact she could feel her heart beat fastening and her cheeks turning which often resulted her to stuttering which makes Namjoon chuckles and Ara's happy because she can make him smile.
Yeahh Embarrassing yourself is your new hobby.
Ara was dragged back to reality when Hyejin questioned "Did you meet him!?" Ara knows who her mom meant and that changed the whole atmosphere of the room and Ara's happy mood was turned into guilt and hurt. "Yeahhh I did he works in the same company" she told her gaze on her thighs. Hyejin just nodded in surprise noticing Ara's hurt expressions she didn't further question her knowing it would hurt her.
"Mom....he still have eating disorder i got to know it today when I caught him forcing himself to throw up" Ara said in low voice it was hard for her to know that Seojun still forces himself to throw up but she acted like it was nothing. Hearing it Hyejin pursed her lips nothing to say she wished she could but she didn't know what to say that could make Ara feel better. She knows it's hard for her daughter and Hyejin hates how she can't help Ara out. She's truly a terrible mother. Hyejin lifted her arm patting Ara she could only do this much. Tears forcing to come out but Hyejin controlled it trying to be strong.
Ara looked up grinning trying to hide the pain and Hyejin just sadly smiled back. "Mom there's something I want to tell you!!" Ara told breaking the silence. Hyejin just nodded telling to continue. Taking a deep breath Ara says "I think there's something going on with Hoseok, Seungcheol, Hoshi, Woozi and Seojun."
Hyejin looked at Ara frowning her expressions turning cold "If there's really something going on keep an eye" She said in a low raspy voice. Ara just nodded rubbing her arms and amazed how fast her Mom's warm expressions turned into cold one.
This is dangerous.....Soon something is gonna happen and that's gonna destroy everyone.