Raj staring the sleeping figure in his bad, sitting on couch he is looking at her from whole night, when she suddenly fainted in his car, he carry her put her on bed tug the blanket kiss her forehead and sit in front on couch to just look at her. he look at her and realize the her face looks dull, she also seems waitless, when he carry her she bury her face on his chest, and snorted.
sometime she say she miss her mom in sleep, she felt so insecure, so he sit beside her hold her hand, after holding his hand, the frown on her forehead calmed down and after some time she sleep deeply.
after founding that she sleep soundly, he sit on the couch because the urge to hold her in his arm was so strong so just sit in little distance so her sleep would not get distube.
when he saw her movement that she about wake up he close his eye pretending to sleep not to embarrass her.
Sanjana slowly open her eye, and feel headaches struggle to open her eye she look and found this not her room, founding unfamiliar environment the first Sanjana done was to check herself lifting the blanket. looking at herself founding her clothes still on she let out sign of relief.
she get up and sit on bed look around and found a very handsome face sleeping, looking at him, a smile came on Sanjana lips without her realize, then event to last come into her mind. how she call him, calling him bad man again and again. and how she ended up here, although she was sleep when he carry her, she was not fully unconscious, she can still hear him say sorry. sitting beside her on the bad.
" you know i am sorry, i just can't tell why i despeare, but i can promise you that it will never happen again, I will never leave you, i am sorry again please forgive me when you wake up i will make it up to you " after that he kiss her forehead although she unconscious she still hear this word.
she look at him in a trance, he is just come into her life less than 2 month ago but still he care for her so much, he make her feel secure, he make her happy, all these emosion made sanajan horrified, she did not want to admitted that he became part of her life.
For the first after two year she felt the feeling of loneliness because of him, the attachment she felt for him was so different, after struggling for a long time Sanajan able to convince herself that its good that he ignore her so she can be less attach to him, but still when she was drunk the first person come to in her mind was Raj.
why he became important to him Sanjana did not want to know, her mind telling her not to get to close to him but her heart miss him when he is not around. she was in trance when she hear a voice.
"good morning " Raj say getting up from couch when he open his eye to peak at he saw her in trance.
Sanjana just look at him for long time without saying anything, her face was emotionless but her eye showing many emotion.
Raj come near Sanjana sit beside her hold her hand and look into her eye, the moment his eye met her he was lost in those beautiful eye. the eye which never able hide her emotion.
" I am sorry! i know i am wrong " Raj said, his face full guilt. Sanajan did not say anything, try to take back her hand with a angry pout when she is not able to take her hand.
but after some time her eye turned red, she looked wronged and aggrieved and tears start following from her eye. looking at her tear Raj panic and hug her,her head near his heart, but Sanjana try to resist him by pushing him away, from her but how can she compete with Raj strength after struggling for while she give up.
" you can scold me, and beat me, but please don't give me this silent treatment, Sanjana i am sorry " Raj said with soft and gentle voice and petted her head lovingly.
Sanjana felt like Raj is petting her like pet, she felt more wronged.
" I want to go home " Sanjana said stopping her tear she did not know why felt like crying so much, why she became so venerable in front of him. hearing her voice Raj did not not know what to say, the way Sanjana spoke to him, its cold and distance like they met first time, and he did not like the feeling.
" okay ! i will take you home " Raj said getting up from bed. Sanjana also stood up and follow behind him, she did not even look where she was she just follow him with a head down.
the drive to her home exceptionally quiet Raj can feel Sanjana distance towards him, she did not even attar a word. when they reach her apartment Sanjana the car stop
"thank you and sorry for the turble " Sanjana said and get out of the car, she words sound reasonable but Raj only feel distance on her word. she show he get out of car and walk towards her apartment and then he remember the night when they went to ice cream. for him its a date, everything was perfect that night, he close his eye and the seen of her kissing him come in his view. and a smile come on his lips.
" I love you Sanjana " he said with eye closed imaging her beautiful smile.