Sanjana Ring the doorbell and the door open after two or three Rings, Suhani open the door, Sanjana came inside and sit on the couch, suhani came and sit beside her.
"what's going on " Suhani ask she did not say anything for long time, but she feel Sanjana sadness even if Sanjana did not say anything form last one week.
" I don't know " Sanjana said honestly. she actually did not know what's wrong with her.
" tell me what are you thinking " Suhani said. Sanjana did not say anything instantly, Suhanai also give her time and waited patiently for answer, because she knew sometime things can to be explain in simple words.
"may be i am just confused " Sanjana not sure about her situation. Suhani new what Sanjana feeling write now it's totally new for her, may be she could not understand but outsider clearly can see that Sanjana start falling towards Raj, she did not know her feeling yet but she also can not control her feelings.
althrought Suhani was angry on Raj about his sudden disappearance, she knew her friend feeling towards Raj was strong so she did not want to meddle in between there. but if Raj Continues to hurt Sanjana like this she won't leave him easily.
" i just feel scared or maybe insecure about people around me that they leave me so i don't want to let them near me, but.... Raj " Sanjana take a time to think about it.
"but Raj what " Suhani ask .
" but Raj... made this feeling worst, i don't know what's happening but he affects me so much " Sanjana not sure how she is feeling, why she get upset on small things when it related to Raj.
" its okay give yourself some time, i just want you to understand that do not let your past affect your present " Suhani said looking at Sanjana. even if she did not know anything about Sanjana past she had feeling that its related to Sanjana past. she want to know what make Sanjana heart break so badly she did not want to make Sanjana sad thinking about that.
"I just can't move on, the person who hurt me the most is the closest to me " Sanjana said greeting her teath, clenching her fisft the angry on her eye can burn someone. the angry and hatred is still fresh in her heart. she getup from the couch went towards her room.
'bang ' with a bang the door get closed Suhani sign deeply then she hear things break sound. she went to and knock Sanjana door.
" Sanjana open the door " Suhani said knocking the door harder but the sound from inside still not subside. just as Suhani knocking the door another hand start knocking the door harder.
its Raj, he waited in his car and just as her about go he she Sanjana phone on the side, he came to give Sanjana her phone when he hear the sound.
" Sanjana please open the door talk to me " suhani said hearing the sounds from inside, tears start following from her eye." please don't hurt yourself " she said sobbing.
Raj was also same he did not know happened but hearing the sound from inside he had a bad feeling, he was worried that she would not get hurt.
inside the room Sanjana broke everything the room, the room look mess and the small piece of mirror on the floor showing her teary face. after some time Sanjana sit on the bad, there a piece of glass inside her feat, tears flowing from her eye she is not feeling pain in her feat but in her heart. she hold the portrait of her mother photo. she can hear Suhani voice.
" Sanjana please don't hurt yourself, you can beat me, but please don't hurt yourself " this its Raj, his voice is gentle there was wary on her voice.
hearing Raj voice Sanjana hold the photo frame tighter, she was not angry oh him, how can she angry on him its nothing to do with him.
" Suhanai i am fine, i want to stay alone for some time " Sanjana said her voice is without any emotion.
" no i want to see you, open the door " suhani said her voice with pleading.
" please " Sanjana said, her voice is indifferent, but she did not want people to wary about her.
after that Sanjana lie down on the bad holding her photo frame close to herself, just one thought of that accident break her down, the mere mention of that person broke her. after that the noise from outside where not come to her ears just an buzzing sound.
" mom why did he do that to us, why? " Sanjana said holding the photo frame her hand she is talking to herself.
Outside the door both people did not know what they did wrong, Raj can feel it that he not the solo reason of Sanjana behavior there must be something wrong, she is maybe angry when she come but she definitely would not react like this Raj thought to himself.
"What happened? what did you say to her " Raj ask looking at Suhanai with angry in his eye. he is sure that there must be some reason of her behavior. Suhani look at Raj with equal angry and the fresh tears flow from her eye.
she has never seen Sanjana like this, they were just talking she did not know that Sanjana would React like this, although she did not about Sanjana past she did not accept that it trigger Sanjana like that. and who was that person that Sanjana hate so much that even thinking about him broke her heart it can't be Abhi. because she see him almost every day so it must be someone else.
" it's all because of you... if you did not..... we would not talk about that ..." she said sobbing and her voice was chokings because crying. non stop.