"what happened to you daisy , why are you talking to me formally?" Matthew asked with eyes filled with sorrow.
( why , why are you sad , just because I spoke in formal manner)
"Did I offend you"?.
(No , I'm the one deceiving you all . I'm sorry , I'm really extremely sorry . my heart feels heavy to lie to them . but , do evenI have a choice ? )
"No , brother .it's not you , it's me . I'm the one with problem."
"Are u hurt ?, Shall I call you a doctor?" he asked.
"I'll be alright . I'll accompany you when I'm fine "
"Then , I shall excuse myself. take care" he said with a sweet voice
"yes, brother".
( I have no idea about what I'm going to do in this world .
Ah , I really can't deal with people )
there is so noisy outside and Ash ran over to me and told that the bastard I mean crown prince came over to see me with medicine .
( I see , there's really no peace in my mind )
I got up and changed into dress and braided my hair and went to lobby to meet him .
"Greetings upon the Gloriosa flame dio, the crown Prince".
He didn't reply just came towards me and pushed me against the wall.
(what he is doing to a patient , this jerk.)
he came close to my ears and whispered,
" you're so beautiful , I can't hold myself back . whenever I see you , I want to see your flower and suck your honey and dip in my hands ".
"Crown prince , behave yourself .I'm still a minor ."
(how could I forget this, in this all the male leads are super preverted bastards , even though I'm his fiancee he can't do this to minor and what the hell is suck your honey , is he telling me he is going to fuck me , I'm annoyed . I'll only do this with the one I love, you perverted bastard)
"Oh my ! even you're angry , it makes me horny " he said with grinning.
( he is surely despicable one .)
" yours highness , please conduct yourself with dignity".
he moved back and sat on the sofa and started to talk his shitty dialogues .
(why can't I just die ? instead of hearing this nonsense)
Then he left , I can rest for myself .
"My lady , there's tea party invitation has been sent to you "said Ash.
'Who's is it?"
"it's from lady Lily from the count "Ash replied .
( it's not a scene in the novel , so I can escape from the crown prince.)
"Accept the letter".
On the day of the tea party
"Lady , You have to wear this graff vivid necklace . the golden gem stones suits your eyes."
( whoa ! is it really yellow diamond . I've never seen in my last life a normal diamond . it's upto its name. I've to be careful not to lose it .[she has a trauma of losing expensive items in her last life] )
"Lady , the carriage is ready . Knight brian will escort you".
"Greetings , my lady." Brian said .
"I'll be in your care".
At the count garden .
"Greetings Lady Daisy Perennis, it's an honor to you to be here".
(Ah , I see , I'm the fiancee of crown prince )
" Greetings , Lady Lily , it's nice to meet you".
(All of the ladies in the high society respected me and talkied to me but I saw a beautiful flower , no a girl . She has blonde hair and green eyes )
"Hello , I'm Daisy Perennis " .
(she glanced at me and then greeted me.)
"Hello , I'm June helianthus ". Nice to meet you
(she smiled so elegantly . she's true goddess . Wait , why do I feel like I'm missing an important point .
Yes , She's 2nd male lead 's, Jullias helianthus's younger sister who is got engaged with 1st prince.
But , in the novel she has less appearance , so don't know much about her .)
"is it alright, Lady Helianthus , can we talk ?"
"it's okay if you're uncomfortable."
"No , not at all . it's my pleasure". she replied with a low voice.
( After talked with her , I know that, she's ignored due to the fact she's engaged with sickly prince who has no power . it's common in this high class society , they all want power and benefits not friendship and trust .
But , she's really genuine person with nice personality , she's engaged to the 1st prince due to the reason the 1st queen is her paternal aunt. Even though , they can't just engage her with someone, she doesn't even love .
Then we talked about her hobbies in dresses and she talked about her family too . She told me that her brother fiance ORKHIS ANEMONE is a sweet child and always accompany her , but she's unable to attend this tea party .
it's true , She's influenced by the 1st prince , well I asked her a private meeting with her and Orkhis . She accepted it . Now I can befriend them and save Orkhis [she's her favourite character in the novel].
Time has passed , then carriage was waiting for me and I waited until Lady helianthus carriage arrive.
But unexpectedly , here comes the bomb .
It's JULLIAS HELIANTHUS.)
"Greetings , Lady Daisy Perennis. I'm Jullias helianthus" .