*Gasp*
I opened my eyes , and it was still midnight , but why am I crying?
it because of the dream , I don't remember what he said , but I do know , he knows about me the real me .
he ended his sentence with my name'EMILY'.
that's my name in my previous world.
Who is he ? he is not from my previous world , because his attire surely represents this world.
I know all the main characters . but why I feel I'm missing something very important plot of this novel.
I'll just recall the contents of the novel and find him
(that's what she told , but she slept within 5 minutes.)
Morning :
"My lady, please wake up , you've to go to the dining hall" Ash said and fetched warm water to wash up and I chose a simple dress , but it's really uncomfortable with corset . I wish I can wear pants and shirts .
"Ash , is there pants and shirts for ladies here?"I asked her.
She hesitated for a second , and told female Knights wear pants , but they were disgraced by high class ladies. So , most of them wears dresses everywhere .
Then I went to the dining hall , As usual the air feels heavy and I sat in my seat . I greeted my father and brother . They were worried about my sickness and asked if l was fine . they really care about Daisy , I feel bad for deceiving them . Daisy's mother died while giving birth to her , but they never once resented or mistreated her instead they gave her all love and happiness . that's why I feel bad . I think so.
Yup , it's time to make them to allow me wear men attire. I'll just eat little and Tell them, I can't eat because of my corset . then they'll allow me to wear pants. hehe.
After 5 minutes
"why aren't you eating ? is food not to your liking?"the Duke asked me indifferently , but I know he cares for his daughter .
"No , father . the food is good . but..." I said with hesitation , so they've no choice but to do whatever his daughter wants .
"what it is daisy ? Tell to us . We'll take care of it." Matthew's voice was like a threat to whom trying to harm me .
But it's not a big deal anyway , I'll just say them.
"it's not I don't like the food, but I can't eat the food because.."
"it's ok , tell us " Matthew insisted and that's what I'm exactly I'm waiting for .
"it's because of my corset is too tight". after my hearing the reason , the Duke and Matthew was flustered and Ash was scared because here corset is an undergarment . The maids were surprised too.
Now , I'm regretting . I'll just change the topic.
"So what I mean is , Can I wear men attire? , it'll be more comfortable , I'll just wear dresses for events". Even though I said it to break the silence , Duke granted me permission to dress up however I want , except for royal events . it's means I can wear men's attire , even to the tea party . it surely the only good thing that has happened to me in this world . I went to my room and started to write my novel and asked Ash to take care of my men's attire .
I shall continue my novel , here's the plot where male lead do perveted things to the heroine , I'll add my fantasies in it , I think blindfolded and handcuffs will do . But ,it's always the male protagonist takes the lead , I want female protagonist to be proactive or take the lead .(because she is Dom + sub) . In this world , it's indecent for a women to take lead. they just have to be submissive . Men and women should not touch each other except for greetings . it's their choice , how can they make this rule, it's their privacy , they can do whatever they want ,or whenever they need . it's thrilling for some people( she's talking about herself)
Now , I'll continue with this , I'll make female protagonist to take the lead and make the male lead beg on his knees and make him lick inbetween her thighs , and tease his thing with her toes and whip him in his ass . Oops I sounded like a perveted physco . it's just their fantasies , it's not like they're real pervet .haha...
(Lol, she's just justifying her perveted acts )
Ha! Finally I finished this novel . But I can't send Ash , because she is a women , and it's an adult novel .
I want a man to errands .
Wait , why didn't I think of this .
I'm indeed a genius .
"My lady , I've finished the task ,you asked ." Ash informed me and left to her dormitory.
I'm waiting for tomorrow.
Morning at the mansion
I was excited about today so I woke up before Ash's nagging . let's go to the balcony for fresh air.
Wow! is it heaven?, due to the location of the balcony is facing towards the garden . Its beautiful .I think all the species of daisy is grown in this garden . I've to visit the garden in my free time.
Then daisy knocked and entered my room.
"My lady , is it you? are you sick? you woke up before my call."
"what ? I'm prefectly FINE". (what's her image about me in her mind to exaggerate like this)
"Then , I shall fetch warm water to wash ."(I think my lady is still sick)
After washed up
"Ash , bring me the men's attire and a cloak , I'll do my makeup". I have little experience in makeup . it's probably fine .
(After some time)
"My lady ! is this you ? you look like young master , when he was 14 ". Ash was surprised to see my getup .
Surely she has to , because I tied my hair and put a make up to my face to look like men , wrapped my chest and wore a black shirt and grey pants with boots.
There's no way they'll find about me . Then I've to tie belt for placing sword . Even I don't know how to swing sword . it's for safety purposes . They'll think I'm a knight so there won't be a serious threat .
I've to make the publisher to release the book .
"Ash , take my cloak and Inform Father and Brother that I won't able to have breakfast in dining hall". I hope they won't care about my breakfast .So I could have some peace outside . I've took Daisy allowance . I'll replace it , after I earned some money.
After I flee from the mansion . I went to the market .
"Now , I'm here .The outside world" I shouted excitedly .
[passer-bys : he's little weird , Don't go near him ]
"Haha , I'm sorry."
Ash gave a map of this market , I'll just follow it ,it says I've to go right . I'll just walk along the road and talk turn ...Wait who's he , the one with black robe now passed by.
he feels familiar .
Meanwhile on the other side :
"Do u know that person?" a man asked.
"No ." answered the black robed man.
"Then , why are you turning back to see him ?"
"it's just , he doesn't have a soul ."answered the black robed man.
" Whatever , it's not our business . let's just go ".
"Yes ."
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After Daisy reached the publishing company, she entered and asked the receptionist about the manager .the receptionist asked if she made an appointment .
"No , do I have to ..?" she asked her arrogantly with Perennis emblem badge in her hand .
I know , there'll be a situation to use it . it's a present from Matthew to his sister . But , Daisy can't make use of it , because they buy her all the things , before she asks for it .
After seeing the badge she ran into the manager room.
A fat man ,hurriedly ran towards me. I think he is the manager and publisher .
"Greetings , My lord . Welcome to Marie's Publishing house".
(Ha , As I expected , he is the one.)