I woke up in scorching of Saturday, seemed a rough day and yeh it is. The cosy water and unfiltered air made my day off at a freaking uneven start. The place we got transferred got to be an bad land with several poorer tribal communities and so the government too didn't gave much cared on them and spent much on the developing industries and factories which gradually made a green valley turn into a deserted bad lands and tribe to suffer...
I knew it wasn't a normal place as it should be and I had to prepare myself into this hot, rough and dry environment! Well into the day, I had to register myself for the school here which took me freaking hours to do so. Everything was fine until the day came to join my new school, which relatively went awkward as I thought of, but yeh being a new me, I don't know how but I had enough courage and brave to speak up again after my first downfall. The student here were too tribal which made me felt awkward because of their behaviour and relations. But unlike other time where I used to become friends with other very fast and made deep bones, I literally don't know why, I tried my best to do but I can't even make little mutual relation with them. And which thoroughly made me a silent lone guy again just doing his own job. It was like there's no one who would understand the emotions and broken mind, but nah no one, not a single one.
And yeh I started to live alone and started to keep me and myself more secret, became a solo and moreover I never liked to talk to anyone as if I came to know the reality about each and everything after that real Periwinkle flower's dream, as if I learned the reality of this world, as if I learned about the dark and light, as if I learned about fake and true relationships, as if I learned and taught myself how to live solo and heal alone...
I don't know how but it happened, I can now even read people's next move by their body language and more surprisingly, I can read about the upcoming moments and fade them in some other way. And it still happens!, I never know what does that dream meant and what does it resemble!
At mah new cell, I had my best results every time which made the teachers surprised and usually formed a good image of me in their mind. And similarly the students started to hate for lame reasons, from due to academic to being a yòis of a teacher causing more centre of attention, which I hated the most now, which caused several class bullies, which increased on me, over time. I was targeted even at my worst time. I was good at academic at time but It doesn't mean that I would always perform that so good every time and such things caused more conflicts between me and the teachers very soon...