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Chapter 2 - 2.Who am I ?

I can say that my life started to change when I went to school. wondering who to speak and talk too I would always find myself lost. unlike my other siblings I went alone to school which was a new environment for me because it was my first time in boarding school. I had no friends in addition to that I was very lazy in making friends because I would talk a lot but only to myself. I remember the first person that approached me was a very tall brown girl with an amazing smile when she said ' hi my name is Miley, what about you?' she smiled brightly that made me wonder what she was maybe thinking until I replied shyly ' am Bella , thank you.' she asked me which class I was to join and coincidently I was in the same class as her and I felt I little happy because she seemed like the easy person to talk to until the bell rang for evening supper that separated us and I couldn't see her until the next day. when I entered the class I felt I little dizzy because I had to introduce myself to this large group of people which made me nervous but I managed to stay still until I was shown my new sit which was to sit with this girl called Gentile .On my first I tried to do well and I got along with my new seatmate but I little felt alone ,missed home and bored because I had no one to speak at the moment. I saw her , I saw Miley but it was hard to reach her , she was one of the popular girls and with a very charming character that she had many people around her all the time which made me anxious to ask until I learnt she the niece of the school principle and now I would feel how I had my hopes up for a friend like her. Not later in the evening I was approached by this two people they looked alike fortunately brother and a sister. I was walking alone going for my dinner when she touched my bag ' am Jose and he is my older brother jack' she said ' I saw you earlier in the class and are you not bored because you are alone all day' jack said , shyly I said I was but am fine since it is my first day at school I was bound to be fine . They let me join them on their dinner table and because they had much to do in class they told me I will find them in class for my evening studies if I was to join. Of course I had to since I wanted to catch up with others I walked to the classroom and surprisingly someone called my name which I was amazed he remembered ' Bella over here ,' jack called. I went there smiling because I was happy at least not to sit alone . when I reached there he asked me how I was taking my studies he took my bag and sorted all books according to the subjects and organized all of them accordingly and gave me the notes I missed, I got lost for a while . Jack was a very charming character and honest , likeable, sociable, and very loving like his sister. We became friends and from then we had a lot to share from the classroom to dining room and very different extra activities which included soccer as his favorite which he could not miss even a single minute after classes. I was not into any game though, because all my free time I had to study hard in order to catch up where others left. I was actually not a quick learner but I was good at mathematics that even if I ranked poorly I still had to be among the good mathematicians the teacher says all the time . Time came when my parents came to school to visit me but I had no courage to face them in the eyes because I was not doin well but they tried to cheer me up . And from then on I had to read hard so as to finally make them be proud of me because since when I was still young the only thing I knew how to do well was with my books. Unexpectedly one day sitting in my class , jack brought my bag because he liked to carry it and I was very used to it as well as his friends but this time the whole class shouted I did not know what it was going on I smiled as usual . After class I was approached by Jose asking me if I was dating her brother . I was surprised because he was my friend and I wasn't into dating but I told her that is not how it is she accepted but asked if I can also befriend her like I was with her brother I smiled and allowed . Jack and I became very close that we shifted our sits to sit together but what was friendship started to became feeling of jealousy , until we talked this and these when he asked about what I was now that I want most I told him that I want to make my parents proud which was the only thing that I wanted at the time ' what about me' he asked jokingly, and I said I have you already . Our term came to an end I managed to do well thus it was not so well but I really tried.