Our eyes crossed with sparks and one wrong move, a lightning will occur that will struck the both of us til we reach the end of our breaths.
We keep exchanging sharpness in the eye as if both of us will curse each other to hell. He's still on the sofa while I'm on my bed. He looks like a gorilla trying to fit himself. By looking at him, he must be over 180+ cm tall.
When the door opened we avoid each other's eyes, like we're being burned. Mom and Dad entered with a nurse...and a chef? Oh, it's just Noah dressed up like a chef. This butler of mine is really good with anything, he's an all around.
But the truth to be told, I would rather choose Noah as my brother than this stupid brother of mine. I like Noah, he become my brother when this stupid gorilla always bully me and the day....he left. How I wonder why did he go back?
"Sup, bro." Noah and my brother shook their hands together after Noah carefully placed what he's holding when they entered... it's a tray full of delicious food.
"Both of you will eat together." Mom said, I twitched my lips but Rain just gave them a nod.
They looked at Rain.
"And Rain..."
"Mom?"
"We're going to have our dinner with some of your cousin."
I looked at them. My eyes grew bigger with the thought that they might ask me to join them and then, I'll finally have my freedom to roam around and to see things I've never seen before.
Dad smiled, apologetically. "Sorry, Reina. We can't bring you. It's still dangerous for you."
My hopes and thoughts shattered. "F... fine." No! My world shattered in pieces because of the hopes I shouldn't hope about!
They didn't say anything anymore, they just went out and leave. Noah is still here serving our food.
"Why don't you eat here?" I asked Noah. He looked at me and gave me a look as if he didn't hear what I said earlier. I grab the tip of his sleeve and pull him.
"I don't like him. I like you more than him to be my brother." I whispered. "Eat with us. I don't like him. He is my stupid brother."
I took a glimpse on him.
His blue eyes have bloodshot on me. I rolled my eyes at him and stick my tongue out before I look back at Noah who's serving me the food he cooked.
"She can do that, she have her hands." he smirked out of disbelief, when he stop doing that? it's irritating, he's too sarcastic. "That's why she grow up with a brat attitude because you're always pampering her." Rain shook his head in disbelief. "I'll call you we're done."
"Alright, I'll go out then." Noah ruffled my hair and smiled.
He bowed. "Enjoy your dinner."
We started to eat in silence but I'm too annoyed with him.
How come Dad and Mom won't let me go with them? Am I left out in this family? Do I look like some kind of air to them? A wind that's nothing? but when it's too hot they need to whistle just for me as an wind will come to them? Wow what a great family I have.
"You know what..."
I looked at my brother.
My eyebrows automatically scrunched.
With how he smirk, I know that's he's going to say something that can give me the whole mood of irritation and a bad luck for hundred years.
"Mom mouthed to me that we're going to a restaurant with a Ferris Wheel."
I didn't respond. This is it! I should never give him attention therefore he will stop . Besides, I don't like talking to him cause he's annoying so, I'll make myself silent.
"I heard from Mom that you escaped this hospital just to see a Ferris Wheel, right?"
I rolled my eyes.
He know it already! Why do he need to ask me?!
Why do he need to ask? To prove that he's the good son now?! If I'm going to put how rebellious he is, he'll be mad for sure!
"..."
"I'm asking why are you silent?"
I glared at him.
"I. Did." I emphasized those words with dark aura on my face to let him know that I'm too annoyed with him.
He nodded as if he's kinda satisfied.
I want to punch his face, he's too boastful and I don't know where did he get those.
"Zoren and some of the boys even planned to ride that Ferris Wheel."
"I don't care, ride all you want. Just don't be stupid or you'll die." I replied and continued to eat. I just let him talk to annoy me
"We're going to the beach." He said again, I gritted my teeth and took a tight grip on my spoon.
"If you're a good samaritan, sure you're going with us. Mom knows that you're better but they're just saying you're not therefore you won't be able to come with us."
My jaws clenched.
I'm already done eating my food yet I feel so hungry all of the sudden. Hungry because of this monkey who's talking a lot.
"If I were you, before, you shouldn't have break everything what they're saying. If you're good way back before I arrive, you're going with us." He smirked.
I didn't respond.
He's not even that pleasuring to talk with, cause all he do is neither being sarcastic or a bully. Sometimes, I wanna be a criminal and a psychopath because I wanna burry him alive. Hours just passed when he arrive but he's kinda testing me today.
Sometimes ignoring is the best way to pretend that you're affected from things that hurts you secretly.
But sometimes, it's not bad to kill the one who's hurting you. Like how my brother hurts me by boasting about how fun the event tomorrow will be.
"Too bad that you're too naughty."
"I don't fucking care!" I hissed in front of him. "Do whatever you wanna do! You're not even in my shoes to fit what I always feel in here! Enjoy then! Do whatever you wanna do as if I'm forcing all of you to bring me!"
I furiously stood up from my seat. I dragged my dextrose harshly and walked towards the door.
I opened my door that cause a loud creak, I'm not even satisfied with that. I closed the door with full force that created a loud echoes.
I marched towards his room and entered without knocking.
Nurse Kim is feeding him but she stopped to look at me. She saw how bad my expression is and didn't even tend to speak a word.
Kaios is looking at me directly, good thing he can sense me.
I didn't utter any words and walked towards the sofa.
I let myself fall on it and turned my back to them.
Am I too impulsive to let my emotions take over me?
I sighed.
How come I can talk to him in a calm way if the only things he always do is to be sarcastic and bully. I said I want a brother but now, I regret my words.
"Reina." Nurse Kim called me.
I tilt my head to see her. "Yeah?"
"Your hand is bleeding. I'll treat you." she said. I nodded and sit.
"What happened to you?" She asked and raised a brow. I didn't replied, I don't want her to know anything cause in the first place, we're not even close and she's sarcastic before...not just before but as always.
She changed the IV on my hand and after that she left without a word.
I lay back on the sofa but this time, I faced Kaios who's facing me.
"What happened to you?" He asked and even raised a brow. "You're too loud from the other room. You even slam the door too hard."
I took a deep breath.
"I don't like my brother. He's stupid." I said and stood up. I went to him and crawled on his bed before I lay down.
Even though he didn't say it, his face is too curious.
I sighed.
"He arrive this afternoon. I said I want a brother but now, I'm regretting it. He's too sarcastic and bully." I gritted my teeth and without even thinking I slap the feet in front of me.
"Yah!" I looked at him with puzzled expression because of his shout. "Don't slam my feet! I'll kick you. Just say whatever you wanna say, just don't hit me."
I pouted. "I didn't even know it was a feet. it looks like a pillow covered with a blanket."
He scoffed. "This kid." and shook his head.
"I became impulsive this time." I said.
And I realized that I regretted being impulsive because i feel like I disrespected him as my older brother.
But how come I won't be impulsive if he's a total shit?!
"It's obvious." He said.
I rolled my eyes.
"I just can't get it why do he need to be sarcastic when it comes to me! He boast about tomorrow." A tear pooled in my eye. With one sigh--they rolled down.
I wiped it immideatly. "I know I was wrong from going out without permission but he doesn't need to point that out as if It was my greatest sin! I feel so bad about worrying these people..."
I gasped. "But, are they worrying about my mental health too? It's hard to live alone and just pampered when it needed! I want them to be with me everytime but I couldn't open my mouth to demand because I know that they're doing their work just for me to live!"
I couldn't say anything, I just cried but i was muted. I don't want him to hear me crying, it's embarrassing.
"You're lonely?"
"Y-yeah."
He took a deep breath and lean on the headboard. He crossed his arms as if he's thinking deeply.
"Y... you..."
"Hmm...?"
I stared at him when he's thinking twice to say it to me even though those words are on the tip of his tongue.
He sighed softly. "You can eat here with me... It's okay."
I'm a bit flustered because I never expected that.
"Really?!"
"Yeah. Do whatever you wanna do."
I pouted with the thoughts that Nurse Kim might scold me. She only wanted to feed Kaios alone, that's what I observed.
"Don't worry, it'll be us." He said. "You're going to feed me if you want for the both of us only."
"I'm fine with that... Is it okay to you?"
"Yeah, as if I like to hear some loud slams." He rolled his eyes, pertaining to what I just did before.
"You won't take your words?"
"I won't. I'm not like that."
A smile formed on my lips.
I can finally get away from my brother's shits and Kaios finally lowered his level of being a old grump dragon.