I lay my head down on the pillow and turn about for the nth time of the night. I can't go to sleep and not to mention I have a burning erection down there. For some reason, I couldn't get my mind off Adian and I couldn't figure out why that was the case. I have never considered him more than someone in my life. Of course, save for that brief moment that I briefly considered actually taking ahold of the fact that my father claimed that he had brought in my fated pair. Even the young self of mine had scoffed disparagingly at the statement, how could another person find me my own fated pair. I was full of scorn and grief from the loss of my own pair, the one whose death I caused. I didn't believe I would fall in love again. I had convinced myself that love only came once in a lifetime.
That is, until the pearl appeared in my life, looking defensive and shy all at the same time while hiding behind my father's legs. How precious did he look then, I cannot simply forget.
