She needed to find the previous castle, that had the male living in there. She could remember the smell of strong coffee and books in it. She could also remember the pain in his eyes and the way his voice croaked, so it was important to find him also. As well as his son but last she had checked, he had gone somewhere.
Going back to the cave was also extremely important as that was the one place, that had more secrets and clues than tricks. So it would be vital that on the way she stopped there.
She needed to stay strong and not let his words or the way he spoke to get to her. She would do what was required, screw his demon mentality, she made it through the memories alone. She would make it in reality also.
Even if the tears told her that she could potentially drown.